Lin Juluu's Regrets

"Lin Juluu right? the owner of the body I'm in; I asked.

"Yes, you're right!; she exclaimed. I looked around and saw that I was standing in a flower garden with the only tree being the cherry tree I was standing right under. Where am I?; I asked as I continued looking around, Am I dead again and why did I appear in body when I woke up; I asked anxiously.

"You know Alice, I also wondered the same thing but it turns out that all what I've done in the past can not be changed( hops down from the tree and walks closer to Alice) I've done soo many horrible and painful things to people that I'm not worth living anymore.

"Why did you do such things then, was it because you of arrogant pride; o asked

"(sighs) Yes you're right, I was too proud of myself and let the title of the Emperess fool me into believing that I was all powerful 😔. I thought I had complete power and control over everything, thinking I was unstoppable that no one could hurt me anymore but here I am now. I walked closer to Lin Juluu and sat on the grass by her side.

"Was it all because you lost your baby?; I asked but immediately regretted asking. I'm sorry for...

"It's okay,but yes I wanted to know how being a mother would feel like, holding a baby in your arms, breastfeeding and playing with it but all that was thrown away.

"But do you know that you we're poisoned?

"Yes, I knew someone wanted to kill my child but I had no evidence of proving it.

"(Angry) So was that why you place all the blame on your husband?; I asked fuming with anger.

"😳😔 I... I...

" Shut it!!(tears drops down her cheeks) do you know how he loved you?!! how he tried everything in order to get closer to you but you pushed him away. Do you know how hard it is to get someone to love you!!! care for you!!! be by your side?!!!(swipes tears) You had everything in life but you threw it all away and as for me I had to live my life as a bastard daughter, living on the street, begging for leftovers in order to get something to eat ( tears rolls down) no you don't, you don't know how it is to have something as valuable as love!!! you don't.

(Suddenly Lin Juluu stands up and hugs Alice)

"It's okay, I know how you felt and I regretted ever doing that ☺️( tears starts rolling down) I know...and I know it's too late for all this now that why you are here.

"(sobs) Me...me? (sobs)

"Yes you (wipes tears) you are here in order to have your second chance in life; exclaimed Juluu.

"Second Chance?; I asked whiles still sobbing.

Yes second chance, to have a fresh start. To live your life the way you want it but this with Soo much you could ask for, all the riches and wealth you seek.

"Thanks but riches and wealth is not what I seek, all I want is to find love, someone who will love and care for me at all times. If I couldn't find love in my past life maybe I can find love here in acient times; I exclaimed.

"(smiles) come with me. As I stood up and went along with her, she handed me a purple lotus flower and told me to inhale it's sent and made a postion with some of its remaining petals.

"Take this once you're awake drink it will clear out the remaining poison in your body well in my body.

"Huh, awake? what do you mean by that; I asked as I suddenly started floating away, Wait!!! Lin Juluu wait!!! but she said nothing but smiled at me as I floated away and soon everything turned dark.