"Nana, are you okay?" Hyo Joo asked
"hm..." Nana said
Hyo Joo stop walking and stand in front of Nana
"you look so pale, let's go to infirmary. or let's go to hospital" Hyo Joo hold Nana's hand
"I'm okay" Nana said
"but your body is burning " Hyo Joo said
"stop it, you are exaggerating " Nana said
she walks away and walk faster, Hyo Joo run to catch her
"no, you need to check it, or at least let's back to dorm, so you can rest" Hyo Joo insist
"you're sweating, I can feel your body is burning, you also said your stomach hurt. it's bad signs, what if it's serious " Hyo Joo said
"okay, okay, stop become so lousy, I feel dizzy " Nana said
"give me your bag, I'll carry it and take my hand okay, grab it, if you fall down I don't have enough energy to carry you" Hyo Joo said
she link her hand to Nana waist, try to help this friend walks to their dorm.
"Hyo Joo ssi" Hong Joo passing them at corridor
"oh, Hong Joo, sorry I'm in a rush" Hyo Joo said
"what happened?" Hong Joo said while following them
"Nana, she's in pain" Hyo Joo said
suddenly Nana fell of and drag Hyo Joo with her. Hong Joo help both of them.
Nana sweat a lot, they lean Nana's body to the wall.
"ah what to do" hyo Joo said
"let's bring her directly to hospital" Hong Joo said
"I'll call taxi and you call Bom" Hong Joo said
"ah okay" Hyo Joo said
Hyo Joo dialing Bom numbers
"oh, Hyo Joo, Hyun Jae is..." Bom words get cut
"what?" Bom asked
"Nana, she's passed out, we gonna bring her to hospital, Hong Joo is calling taxi now" Hyo Joo said
Bom stand and grab his bag, run as fast as he can.
"the taxi here" Hong Joo said
"ah, let's bring her together " Hyo Joo said
Hyo Joo and Hong Joo try to help Nana stand but she's too weak.
"let me do it" Bom came
Bom piggyback Nana to the taxi.
"Hyo Joo you should going too" Hong Joo said
"I'll tell the others " Hong Joo said
"thank you" Hyo Joo said
Hyo Joo, Bom and Nana going to hospital near their university.
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Hong Joo run to music club room, he open the door
"hey Bom where are you ..." Song surprises look Hong Joo show up
"oh, I thought it was Bom" Song said
"what happened, you seems in rush" Hyun Jae ask
"Nana..., she's... hospitalized. she's... passed out" Hong joo said while trying to catch his breath
"oh what happened, she was okay this morning " Song said
"yes, she completely healthy before went to class" Hyun Jae said
"I don't know either " Hong Joo said
"let's go there. we doesn't have any class" Hyun Jae said
"ah you both can go first, I need to meet Vivi. we will go together later" Song said
"hm. okay" Hyun Jae take his bag and walk with Hong Joo
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"ah, this is awkward " Hong Joo said
"yeah, there's something we could talk about" Hyun Jae ask
they already walk for 5 minutes in silence while looking for Hyo Joo and Bom.
" I know it" Hong Joo said
"know what?" Hyun Jae ask
"I know how much you care and respect Hyo Joo" Hong Joo said
Hyun Jae just silence
"that kind of love, won't be doing something in a rush" Hong Joo said
"I know it since the beginning,you haven't do it" Hong Joo said
"I didn't know your history with Hyo Joo. but I just think that your love is so deep that little act would be enough for you" Hong Joo said
"at first I rely a lot towards hyo joo. that kind of feelings made me confused and can't differ my feelings about Hyo Joo. I thought I like her as girl at first then I realized that my feelings is just a platonic love" Hong Joo said
"I'm sorry for bothered your relationship back then" Hong Joo said
"what are you talking so much, I never hate you, or bothered. isn't just normal for boyfriend act like that when there's a man who just have match her girlfriend personality and keep tagged around?" Hyun Jae said
"hahaha, you right " Hong Joo said
"point is, both of you are amazing person" Hong Joo said
"I'm grateful to know all of you" Hong Joo said
"what's with the talk, like you're gonna leave or something " Hyun Jae said
"hahaha, I suddenly feel emotional " Hong Joo said
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Nana sleep in the bed of hospital. she's get IV liquid. Bom touch Nana's hair and kiss her forehead. he get out from the room and close the door.
Hyo Joo sits at the hospital bench near waiting room.
"Hyo Joo" Bom call her
"oh, how is she?" Hyo Joo ask
"she's get fever and doctor still checking what's wrong with her stomach " Bom said
"are you okay?" Hyo Joo ask
"me, I'm okay" Bom said
"you looks worrying a lot" Hyo Joo said
"I... I..." Bom can't speak
"I know, don't worry" Hyo Joo said
Bom look at Hyo Joo
"everything that happens after this, I'll take responsibility about it." Bom said
"I know, you are nice person" Hyo Joo said
"I'm sorry" Bom said
"why you sorry?" Hyo Joo ask
"because I didn't protect her" Bom said
"silly why you think like that? we all have something that we afraid of, but sometimes rather than avoiding it we still ke doing it with many reasons. and all I can think now is not judging any of both of you did" Hyo Joo said
Bom just look down to the floor
"don't worry to much, don't blame yourself too much. after all we just an immature people, we make mistakes, fix it, make mistakes again, fixes it again. I fell like just yesterday I graduated from high school, and now we already half from graduate university " Hyo joo smile
"thank you" Bom said
"this is a bit embarrassing" Bom said
Hyo Joo just smiling
"get yourself up" Hyo Joo said
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2 days ago
hyo Joo's phone vibing, she reach her phone and see who's calling her.
it's Nana, why Nana call her at this hour (2 pm)
"oh Nana" Hyo Joo said
"Hyo Joo, where are you?" Nana ask
"me, at Hyun Jae's " Hyo Joo walk quietly from bedroom, leaving Hyun Jae who still sleeping.
"Hyo Joo something happened " Nana said
hyo Joo can senses worries tone from her best friend voice
"where are you now?" Hyo Joo ask
"at my home" Nana said
"tell me what happened " Hyo joo said
"I... I... I did it" Nana said
"did what?" Hyo joo confused
"me and Bom, we did it" Nana said
"what? are you serious?" Hyo Joo surprises
"yes, Hyo Joo what should I do now?" Nana ask
"wait, let's calm first. so you both did it" Hyo Joo ask, she press her hand to kitchen table, to hold her body from such a shock news she heard.
"yes, it's all my fault. I'm the one who seduce him" Nana said
"Nana, don't blame yourself. both of you did it without any forced actions. it's your both decisions " Hyo Joo said
"are you use it?" Hyo Joo ask
"use what?" Nana ask
"that, the one that people use to protect them from pregnancy if they did it" Hyo Joo said
"ah... ah... what to do... what to do" Nana scream with lower voice
"what? you didn't use it?" Hyo Joo body feel so weak that she sit at the kitchen floor.
"we forgot to use it and I didn't have it at home. will I get pregnant? oh why I'm so stupid " Nana said, sound from her banging her heads is heard in the phone
"hey, Nana. stop it, don't be like that. let's try to figure out about it okay" Hyo Joo try to calm Nana
"but this is my first time and we didn't use it. what if I pregnant? what will I tell to my parents, ah what to do" Nana voice sound like she's almost cries
"Nana, we still not sure about it. so don't be worry about it too much. let's talk about it at dorm tomorrow okay. now back to your room, sleep and don't do it again. act like usual okay" Hyo Joo said
"okay" Nana said
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1 day ago
Nana and Hyo Joo open their eyes and look at some electronic appliance. the indicator shows "negative".
"oh my God, oh my God " Nana jump happily
"I'm not pregnant, I'm not pregnant " Nana said
"hey, ssst... don't be too loud" Hyo Joo grab Nana hand and make her sit at the floor.
Hyo Joo buy pregnancy test from convenience store she works. Hyo Joo handed the pregnancy test to Nana.
they need to wait couple minutes before the result show. Nana grab Hyo Joo hand and both of them close their eyes.
after the result show both of them feel so tired.
"ah, what a relief "
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now
Hong Joo and Hyun Jae finally found Hyo Joo and Bom who sitting at the bench.
"is everything alright?" Hyun Jae ask
"oh yeah, turn out Nana have upset stomach. she ate spicy food yesterday, her stomach in pain" Hyo Joo said
"Bom, let's eat. you haven't eat right?" Hong joo said
Bom then stand and walk with Hong Joo to hospital canteen.
"are you okay?" Hong Joo ask
"yeah, I'm relieved " Bom said
"I know, it always feel worrying for the first time" Hong Joo said
"I promise I'll take care of her better and better" Bom said
Hong joo pat Bom's shoulder
"You already doing it" Hong joo said
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first experience always make us afraid. we afraid that something bad will happens. but at the end we still try it and we try to figure out what's the best way to handle the problem that come after it. be grown up while experiencing, we can get hurt, pain, or having great memories or feeling after it.