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" What are you talking about.." he said to me.. and pull away to me.. suddantly I lost he's touch.. and I don't like it when he did it.. dam what Happened to me.. what I am doing here with him.. it's all wrong.. I snap at my all thought that what I am going I have to get out from this.. I want to go now..

" I.. I want to search hazz. I want to go to home.." i brun out with little panic.. I have to go.. fuck.. what I am feeling all this.. and talk rubbish.. he's my boss. Nothing more.. it's wrong.. it's all wrong.. he see my panic. He come closer to me to see that I am okay or not..

" Why what happened.. " he asked.. when he trying to touch me.. I just push him away to me. jerk he's hand and walk away from him..

I search hazz where is she.. I text her to meet me in counter.. and I reach there. Give to Maya big tip.. like I said before.. and I quickly exchange number with her. And said goodbye to her. When I turned around.. hazz , Alex, Shawn three of them looking at me.. I ignore the boys. And grab hazz hand and we both are walk toward exit area..

In my on away i also call the cab..  I don't want to near him. He's my boss. And that's it. I have to stay away from him.. far far away.. he's bad news.

" Can you please tell me what happened." Hazz asked me but I didn't answer her. What I told. That I am attracted to my boss. He's Grayson cousin.. what will she think about me..

" Nothing.. it's just I don't want to stay there.." i told her. And same time cab come. We both are getting inside. And whole ride. I didn't talk with her..

I still confused.. and angry on myself that what I am doing it.. how can I just losen up front of him. When he touch me why can't I just push him. Why I am feel like this.. he's just boss. Nothing else..

He also told me earlier than why he come to me and talk with me. Why he tell me to call him Shawn.. why I just can't stop him when he make me feel weak front of him.. why he's showing me he's good side's.. what's up to him. Did he want to sleep with me.. he all doing to for just sleep with me.. if he doing it for this . I will never going to be forgive him.

We reach our apartment.. I pay up thank cab driver. And straight go to my bedroom change my clothes Remov my make-up and sleep..

Next  morning I am happy that hazz didn't wake me up. I check the time it's already noon.. I get up in my bed. And did my business.. and get out from the my room. And when enter living room I see that Alex are sitting there with hazz.

" What are he doing here.." I ask hazz. She snapped and looking at me. And than Alex.. what's going on between them.

" He just want to see our apartment.." she said to me.. I rolled my eyes and enter the kitchen.. she already made breakfast I am happy for that. I started to have it..

And I grab my phone.. and started to check it something new that catch my eyes..  I see the notification that Bobby thanks me for blessings. I just ignore it..

I after that.. see live news in related to the business.. I see that my dad's and Grayson company both are going well. He doing he's best job.. and I am happy for that.. I know I am hurt him. But he still didn't contact me. Did he upsat with him. I don't know..

Than suddantly my phone ring and the name show that Bobby.. Bobby.. why's she is Calling me.. did Happened to something to Grayson.. oh no.. I hope all well. And I quickly receive her call..

" Hyy Bobby.. is everything is okay.." I ask her..

" Yeah all oky.. but I see something in news.. I just want to confirm that is that you or not.. " she said. And I just stop eating what she just said..

" What are you talking about.." I ask her with confusedly.

" Yesterday night you and hazz you both are went to the club right. yes or no. " She asked me.. and she ask me like she's my mother. What the fuck..

" yeahh. Why what happened.." I ask her again. 

" You hang out with Shawn Staves yesterday.. " she asked again..  now it's getting my nerve..

" he's my boss Bobby.. and yeahh what happened now tell me it's really creeping me out . " I said to her..

" Well someone's clicks photos of yours with him. But you don't have to worry your face didn't seen it clear.. but it's in all news that the Staves chatch girl again after 8th months. You have to watch this.. " she said to me.. and I just shocked what I just hear it.. what the hell..

I tun to my room and grab my laptop.. I see that Alex and hazz both are enter my room and look at my this behavior.. I opne the news channel.. and click it to start.. and she's right.. there is some of my and Shawn photos someone click it.. when we both are stood there and looking at each other eyes.. when I try to push him away.. when he whispere me something to my ear.. oh my god.. what the hell..

Hazz and Alex also both see this. They both are keep seeing repeatedly.. like they can believe that what they are seeing it.. I also can believe this. No one has permission to interfere others business. How it's just happened.. why now.. and why with me.. why that guy click some photos of hazz and Alex.. I don't mean to bitch here but they both are also there. That why can't thay.. and why we..

" Holy fucking shit.." Alex said ..

" Language.. " me and hazz we both are snap him..

" Sorry but.. what the hell is this.. why can't people just did there own business.. "  he said to us.. we really don't know how to react.. most importantly me.. I mean when they know.. they know that whom I real is.. it's going to be big scandal..

" Hazz we have to go back to London.. I don't want to stay here anymore.. " I told her. No I can't just do that. I don't want this.. I don't like all this limelight..

" What the hell are you talking about..," Alex said to me.. I look at hazz. She know i don't want to talk with this front of him.. she grab he's hand and they both are get out of my room. I don't know what they talk.. I still can't believe it.. I mean what if there is not dark.. everyone know about it.. who I am. I don't know how they respond.. how they act.. I mean I already are in mess. What if Shawn know it. I mean I already working with her without telling about my real identity.. how he will react will he hate me knowing that I lie to him. and hide my identity..

" Bell.." hazz come to me. And I sand site beside me.. I just hug her and started to cry..

" Hazz.. what if they know.. what if Shawn know.. he will be kick us out.. than what happened with out internship.. I don't want that.. before he know we have to get out from here.. you know that if we stay here. It's going to be big scandal about it.. " i told her..

" Bell.. shh... Bell.. it's oky.. nothing going to be happen.. no one going to tell this.. and no going to happened.. and we are not going anywhere.. you understand that.. " she said to me..

" But hazz.. we still hiding it with him.. what if he find out.. he will kick us out.. " i tell her..

" He's not going to do this anything.. you think he will do it.." she asked me. I know he's not going to do it. But it's about work. It's about identity.. he will not happy that when he know this..

" No he will not.. " i tell her..

" Nothing going to happen.. and chill Alex will handle him.. " she said to me.. I snap my thoughts and looking at her.

" You.. you told her.." i said to her..

" No silly. I didn't but I know if I tell him maybe he will help us ." He asked me.

" Can you do me a favor . " I asked her..

" Yeahh tell me . " She said to me..

" Can you tell Alex to talk with Shawn and switch our position.. I don't want to work with him.. " I told her..

" Are you oky.. I mean why you don't want to work with him. Plus he's away better than Alex.. " she told me..

" I don't care. I don't want to work with him anymore.." I told her. I want to stay away with him..

" Okky I will talk about it Alex.. than I will tell you.. now you just get some rest.. I am going out to grab food for us.. " she said to me.. I nodded. And sleep..

The whole my gone like this.. I just stay here in my room. Sleep.. eat . Or doing something that I can ignore all the things.. and I don't mind at all to like this.. I like my me time. I also read some of Wattpad books.. to avoid my problems that what happened to me.. and read the girl problem that what she facing her in life.. and she is shy beauty going to be badass and show everyone that how to face all the problem. And she got her boy..  I feel Happy for her.

And than my I hear knock in my door.

" Bell.. are you up.. I got us food.." she said to me.. I got up on my bed. And rush to bedroom.. wash my face. I look at myself in mirror.. my face still look like pale. Damn.. what I don't to myself.. 

I stood there and comfort myself that all going to be happy again.. just I have to face all this problem or I have to just I. Have to stay out of the problem. I will be oky.. everything will be oky.. I don't meet anyone.. I am happy with that I have my family who's loves me so much..

I know they will always will be my side.. and about others. They only want news. It's not important to tham its fake or real.. beacuse I know the Truth. My family know the truth.. and they have to much trust on me. And I know they don't believe in that all this bullshit..

I get out from my room and went to the kitchen. Hazz already in there prepare dinner for us .

" Hyy you come.." she said. And smile..

" I got lots of food. When I know we never got time for this.. and also I check fridge so I make list and got food so we don't have to eat more junk food.." she said. And started to arrange all good..

" That's good.." i tell her..

" How's you feeling right now.." she asked me..

" I am good right know.. you know I need this.. and thank to give me my me time.." i told her..

" Bell it's oky.. you know I always with you.. I also told him Alex about out switching position.." she said to me.. I also help her with Arrange all things..

" Firstly he asked me to much question.. but don't you worry I didn't tell him anything.. I just told him that you are not comfortable with him. And what Happened today.. you don't like all this.. after convincing like hour or what.. he agree on this.. he told me that tomorrow we both are switch our position now on.. I will be work with Shawn and you work with Alex.." she said to me.. and I am nodded. 

" So are you excited for tomorrow.. with all new switching things.." she asked me.. I don't know what today.. did I am happy for this.. or anything.. I really don't know..

" I don't know hazz. I just want to complete our work there and get out from here.. it's not like I don't like here.. it's just that.. I don't know what I am feeling right now.. I am so confused irritating and frustrated.." I told her..

" Heyy relax.. i am here.. I am with you.. don't worry.. I know we will do fine.. " she said to me..

" So.." i said to me.. I want to ask her that what's going on.. to know what happening to between them..

" So.." she give me question look..

" What's going on between you two.." I ask her. And she blush little but.. but come back again with her attitude like nothing happened..

" What are you talking about.." she said..

" Hazz.. now don't full me.. I saw yesterday you both are making out.." I said to her. And she just stund when I said this.. her eyes is wild..

" You what... " She said. And I nodded..

" Now tell me what's going on.." i ask her..

" Bell.. truth to be told.. I really don't know.. some Time he hurt me.. some time he made me happy.. some time he just fight with me. Other time he flirt with me.. sometimes he feel me jealous with staying with other girl.. show me that I am nothing to him.. than other time when I was ignore him. Or talk with other person he just possessive about me.. I don't know what's he's matter. What he want.. he same time pulled me toward him and than same time he just push away for him. I am so confused." She said to me.. seems like it's not only me that deal with all this problem.. I mean yeahh she have problem.. like me.. but we both are have different problem..

" You know yesterday we both are sitting there and drink.. when I see that you went away god know where. I was panicked and started to search you.. that same time some boy are approach me and first time I really not interested in him but than he crack joke. I seems like he's funny. So I started to talk with him. But you know what happened Alex happened.." she said.

" He come to me. And warning that boy I mean he just scared that boy.. I don't want that all this. So I told that boy that you can leave me. I will be fine. He really don't want to let me go.. and you know I really like that guy.. but I just told him to go.. when he leave us.. me and Alex had fight.. I don't know what he's problem.. and than this kiss is happen.." she said to me.. I look at her and when she explain me the park kiss she little blush like she's thinking about it..

" You know bell it's just week gone. I don't thing that in this week we can have feelings to anyone that fast. When I know that you also had that feeling like one and half year later.. so i think it's just attraction.. today he's come here for talking about this.. before he reject me I told him that it's just mistake.. I see he seems sad. But I ignore it.. whatever is that he still my boss. and it's all felte wrong." She said to me..

" And than thank God you interrupt us this awkwardness.. and he just ready to get out from here. That news happened.." she told me. 

" When I told him about switching he thought that I want this.. I just told him that it's better to be stay away to each other.. I don't want any drama like you bell.." she said.. means she also facing all this problem  like me.. she also feel Alone like me. She also confirm frustrated like me. She so don't like this feeling.. what was going on with us.. why we both are attracted to the Staves..

" Hazz.. I don't know what to say.. but we will figure it out something together.. " i told her.and hug her tightly and she hug me back..