I won't look back
even if the stars shine for you
and their light flickers on your spot
I won't look back
even if it hurts
and you were calling out my name
I won't look back
even if I feel your hands find their way on my hips
and your embrace seems so inviting
I won't look back
even if you're whispering you sweet lies on my ears
I won't look back
to the days that I thought everything was a fairytale
when in reality
it wasn't
I won't look back
coz I know this ain't a dream
I was living my life in nightmare
I won't look back
even if you try to sing me my favorite song
and you play the guitar
the same way you caught my heart
I am tired of looking back
coz you once never did
you were standing on my back
waiting for me to leave
you were there
silently wishing I never came
I wished I never looked back
when all I did was to shout your name
telling you my I love you
crying
and begging for you
I was hoping that you'll look at me
I'm sorry
but
I won't look back
I've had enough
and even if I wanted to
I just can't
because the last time I looked back
You lost me
I lost myself
literally.