that feeling

I have it again, that one thing I can't get myself to get over, that feeling as if try to fall in love is a deadly act on my body.

Or that feeling of being close to someone is going to get me hurt,

I'm starting to think this falling in love thing is never going to happen, I get the feeling of liking someone, but the love part... Has no feeling behind it, yea I could say it, but it has no feelings..

Nothing at all...

That feeling just never happens..

Any I the problem or is it something more..