Chapter 30

I have gotten use to depriving myself of things, the last time I had lunch, I don't remember, maybe in March, I still don't remember.

when I was doing my attachment, my supervisor sometimes would buy lunch and because I was there, she would also buy for me.

The life of a big city is very expensive and the one currently supporting me usually sends me enough money to pay for rent , I try my best to use as little as possible because, I have no job, so things like lunch are luxury to me.

Even my supper , I can't eat meat or rice, because I want to eat a meal that can fill my stomach and give me energy not for satisfaction.

The last day I ate rice or meat , I can't remember, I am becoming thin , I have lost weight, the clothes that were very tight,now they are loose.

Things like these I can't say to anyone.

I must change things.