heart beating

I turned with my back to Mickey and my face to Bobby. Mickey wanted me to turn towards him but he was afraid that I would start screaming and so he didn't say anything, everyone got asleep but Mickey and I didn't. I turned to him and I saw that he was not sleeping he was looking at the roof, if he turned towards me and he looked at me very sweetly I could not resist and asked him .... Chetty: Why don't you sleep?

Mickey: I don't sleep I don't know why. Chetty: Try to sleep we have a nice day tomorrow we have to walk and you will be very tired and I want you to come with us I don't want you to stay here to sleep.

Mickey looked at me he did not say anything but closed his eyes, seeing this I also close my eyes but I could not sleep and again I look at him I saw that he too was straining, I raised my head and placed it on his chest he put the his hand behind my neck so he held me even closer to his body he brought his head closer to mine I hugged him and he still felt good in his arms, we fell asleep immediately. In the morning we all woke up very slowly, when I opened my eyes I saw that Mickey was looking at me as we fell asleep so we woke up. Tina and Jacob were hugging there were very beautiful together, Bobby he was in the middle of us with his head in Tina's back and with his feet to my shoulder you imagined how he slept well he was on almost two beds. We got up and had breakfast was very relaxing there in nature. We got ready and went to see what we could find around the forest, while walking I heard the water flowing.

Chetty: Guys, stop hearing?

Jacob: is this perhaps a waterfall?

Tina: but where is it?

Mickey: This way guys.

We went where Mickey pointed out and saw a beautiful waterfall in front of us

Chetty: wauuuu what a beautiful !!!!!

Tina: it's wonderful

Chetty: come on guys what are we waiting for?

Jacob, Tina and Bobby immediately entered the water, while I stood still and looked over to see where the water was coming from it was really high you could see the rock was wet and that slightly flowing water seemed to caress the rock was a thing only ever seen before I was enchanted. Mickey but looked and my press my hand and told me to go with him I didn't have time to answer him my shut my mouth with a look like saying shut up and come with me, honestly last time I saw that look was at bar when I saw him beating that boy, I was afraid of him sometimes but not afraid that I would hurt you physically but perhaps more mentally, I said nothing and I followed him arrived above the waterfall he took off my arm press he takes off my T-shirt, I was very amazed looking at him god I didn't realize until then he made me miss the air he was a beautiful boy I did not think I could think so of a boy but I was very wrong I was blushed.

Mickey: Take off your shirt and come here and give me your hand.

Chetty: What did you say? Sorry but what do you want to do?

Mickey: trust me chetty come close to me and give me your hand no more questions. I echo again one of his looks that frighten me. I took off my shirt and went up to him slowly and took him by the hand without looking up at him but I saw how high I was above the waterfall I saw the water rushing down, I hold on to Mickey's hand more and I put myself by his side, putting my other hand on his. Mickey: Are you afraid?

Chetty: yes very scared god how tall it is !!! Mickey: you don't have to be afraid I'm here with you and I won't leave you alone my hand won't let go of your hand.

Chetty: And why did you leave me alone a few days ago? You didn't give me a call to tell me you're okay or if you didn't want to hear me you could just text me.

Mickey: I really wanted to do it, you can't imagine how much, but I didn't have the courage to do it.

He looked at the ground as if he was embarrassed I regretted I am not understanding anything anymore.

Chetty: But why then?

Mickey: I was as scared of you as you are now scared of jumping down here with me.

Chetty: What are you saying? What does the jump from here have to do with your fear? Mickey: hmmmm, as you can see that you do not know the effect you have on me you are ... forget it.

Chetty: You mean I'm scaring you like I am about jumping from here?

Mickey: yes so much.

Chetty: I don't understand yet but what if we leave the fear behind us and jump down now? Mickey: Is that what you want?

He looked at me very sweetly with that beautiful angel face I could not hide my redness on my face, if he noticed my redness he squeezed my hand more as if to give him an answer to his question.

Chetty: Yes and I don't want to regret this moment I just want to live it.

Tina: hey guys what are you waiting for to jump?

Jacob: Are you two crazy? What are you doing there?

Bobby: chetty if you jump over there you're number 1 as a girl to me.

Tina: come on jump

Jacob: Chetty if you get hurt I'll kill Mickey !!! I look at Mickey but ... he makes me shoulder pads as if to say don't worry about a thing. Chetty: What if you get hurt?

Mickey: Do you think I get hurt? I have to think about not hurting you that that really kills me.

He starts to smile mischievously

Mickey: Let's leave the fear huh? I nod to them that I'm ready, he squeezes my hand even tighter and we jump.

Mickey: Don't let go of my hand.

He screamed smiling as we plummet into the water, I felt a strong pain first in my back and then in my head I wanted to rise to the surface but I couldn't stand there and I watched Mickey as he came towards me, he takes my hand and brings me to the surface, I got breath for good and I put my hands around his neck taking him and hugging him tightly putting my head also close to his ear, his hands are on my waist I felt how they held me tight to him.

Mickey: quiet and finished now we're fine don't be afraid.

I pull my head back towards him a little and look at him resting my forehead against his. Not for long that we hear Bobby scream. Bobby: You are number 1 chetty

Jacob: good Chetty I move away to go to the shore while Mickey remains motionless in the water, arrived at the shore Tina hugs me, suddenly I hear Mickey scream, everyone is watching him running and swimming like a madman towards us.

Jacob: hei what's up?

He nothing passes close to Jacob without looking at him indeed pushes him even making him fall Tina, astonished, scolds him. Tina: are you crazy what is wrong with you? But he nothing ever came closer to me, as soon as he is close enough to me he begins to touch me and look at me for good

Chetty: What are you doing?

He takes my face in his hands and turns his head to the right to check I felt a heat descend from the temple down to the astonished face I put my hand to understand what I bring the hand back to my sight. Chetty: But this is ....

Mickey: yes and blood.

Tina's t-shirt she was holding in her hand breaks immediately, she remains motionless staring at me and Mickey, he slowly cleans the wound on my head comes closer to me I put my hands on his hips and looked at him lost.

Mickey: Does it hurt you? I make a movement with my head saying no, Jacob as usual approaches angry.

Jacob: asshole I told you that if you ....

The sentence does not end that Mickey sends them a scary look it almost seems that Jacob is afraid but what is wrong with this guy?

Mickey: Jacob I know and my fault there is no need to tell me you too are already in pieces do not break you too I had to hurt me not her. Jacob: let's go home we have to heal that wound.

Tina: yes let's go

Chetty: What do you guys say? You are crazy ? I'm fine and Mickey it's not your fault stop saying that and Jacob don't treat me like a little girl I agree I have to clean the wound I know but I can do it myself so please don't leave this beautiful place because of me and just a small scratch.

Tina:Chetty?

Mickey: I'll go with her.

Jacob: Chetty sure are you okay?

Chetty: yes it's just a scratch believe me.

I hug him I knew that in this way I made him feel comfortable, he kissed my forehead. Jacob: ok go rest a bit we'll see you after Mickey ???

Mickey: yes see you later He takes me by the hand and leads me to the box, when I enter it, he releases my hand.

Jacob: Tina was it right to let her go alone with Mickey?

Tina: You know she'll be fine with him.

Jacob: I was amazed at what I saw Mickey was capable of killing someone at that moment I never saw him like this.

Tina: yes and very protective of her the other day i met a friend of mine do you remember that party where we left mickey and chetty alone?

Jacob: what does it have to do with them? Tina: well, the truth is that a guy took her by force as soon as she got out of the bathroom and forced her to do things she didn't want but Mickey stopped her the beautiful and that if she didn't stop him he would kill him seriously and it was a week that boy in hospital broken jaw, three broken ribs and an arm not to say his face was nightmare.

Jacob: what?

Tina: yes and that's why he was not with us those days that boy reported her and so he was closed for four days then I paid them the deposit.

Jacob: Why didn't you tell me?

Tina: You were already feeling bad for Aurora so I did.

Jacob: I guess you don't want Chetty to know anything about this right?

Tina: It is said that he would feel guilty and he doesn't want to.

Jacob: but you have to say they don't like that someone is hiding something from them. Tina: He'll talk to them when he's ready.

I sit on a kitchen chair with my hand on my head he has the medicine kit near him he lifts me from the chair and makes me sit up on the kitchen table he opens my legs slowly to make room for him being very close to me, he takes the disinfectant and cleans my wound, I look into his eyes he touched me very slowly so as not to hurt me.

Mickey: Why are you looking at me like that? Chetty: So how?

Looking down at the ground I felt embarrassed.

Mickey: very sweetly.

Chetty: I don't know why, maybe because you're very gentle with me, I don't feel anything.

Mickey: Wait before I speak again I have to finish.

Put the alcohol on and it burned me a little more.

Chetty: aiiiii, burn !!!

Mickey: I know ... I started to blow on the wound slowly and I didn't feel the burning anymore, putting on a band-aid.

Mickey: I'm done, how's it going now?

Chetty: Better, thanks.

He did not respond when put the medicine back in the kit and then took it to the bathroom. I went to the sofa if he put it next to me, I was lost in my thoughts.

Mickey: What is it now?

Chetty: Nothing, why?

Mickey: I don't know tell me are you lost in your thoughts does your head hurt?

Chetty: No I'm fine and you don't have to worry about it I know you feel guilty but you don't have to.

Mickey: I know but it's my fault and I can't do anything I feel bad and I can't explain myself. Chetty: Please don't do this you mustn't have happened and just do it for me don't think anymore.

Mickey: You make it easy.

Chetty: I'm fine I put my head on his chest and with one hand hugged him around his waist, he put one hand on my shoulder and the other on my waist holding me in his arms. Mickey: I'm scared for you and you but I don't know why.

Chetty: I'm afraid of you too I don't understand why you have me, but next to you I'm fine in your arms I feel fine I forget everything.

Mickey: I also feel very good when you are close to me.

I raised my head and looked into his eyes he was sincere I did not realize that I was so close to his lips he came closer and I lean his lips on mine slowly he stroked them with his I closed my eyes it was very sweet , he took me slowly and made me ride on his legs he put his hands on my hips and held me more and more to him, I put my hands on his face and the kiss started to be more passionate our tongues they mixed in a very exact harmony it was a unique thing never felt before I had never kissed so before him, in my stomach I felt butterflies and shivers all over my body he started to slow down the kiss as if to say enough, it was very sweet I did not want to detach my lips from his but ... I had to first close the kiss he bites my lower lip slowly I smile then I rested my head on his shoulder hugging him I was very embarrassed for what it was success or.

Mickey: God what are you doing to me, I feel crazy.

I get off his legs embarrassed but he places his hand behind my school and pulls me towards him holding him tightly, he kisses me on my hair.

Chetty: Mickey, I have to confess something. Mickey: aha tell me?

Chetty: But promise me you won't get mad at me?

Mickey: ok I promise now shoot.

Chetty: you know before I knew I had another family I had a simple life but when I knew the truth and changed everything a guy was close to me in the worst times because my friends weren't with me so to thank for everything before leaving kissed him, now I am very confused I have never been in such a situation.

Mickey suddenly stands up when placed in front of me.

Mickey: and someone very important? Outside the kiss, something else happened between you?

Chetty: no of course it wasn't just a kiss, important to me and because he was close to me I wanted to thank everything here.

Mickey came up to me placing his hands on the couch and his face very close to mine. Mickey: but I don't think you were looking for that kiss so much, then the kiss with that boy was simple which means it wasn't love but just to thank them that he was nice to you so I hope!? !!!

He had a very serious look and looked me in the eye.

Chetty: I don't know, I talked to him every day but we haven't talked about the kiss anymore, now it's three days that I don't feel it I see it but I don't miss it, but when you were out of town I missed you a lot.

Mickey: hmmm, this is nice to think but we hope that everything will be fine between us I don't want to lose you and if you think that it can't work between us and better stop here, let's forget our kiss so we won't suffer either of us.

Chetty: listen Mickey maybe it's better if we stay friends and forget our kiss I don't know but I'm too afraid of what will happen between us, we don't know each other well and then .... there is also the problem of my parents biological I don't know how to react with them I don't think very well so maybe I'll go back to my house leaving you and my brother behind me so I'll suffer then so it's better this way.

Mickey: ok you were sincere and I like this, and what you want and I respect your choice but I don't know if I hide this changes many things.

Chetty: What things?

Mickey: I won't be able to hug you anymore and I won't be able to sleep next to you, I'm sorry to tell you but I can't resist without kissing I cuddle so .... let's stay away for a while ok?

Chetty: ok but sure you're not mad at me? Mickey: No, I'm not angry and everything is fine.