June 2019

At this point in life I really regret meeting you.

I'm just so tired of waiting, hoping.

I want to find love, protection, security.

You give me nothing.

I'm preparing myself to let you go.

We talked about holidays together for god sake. And then you just ignore me for two weeks?

How can we make plans, like actual plans, and then you just decide that that's worth nothing?

Well fuck you. I'm done.

And next time, we'll be done too.

Either you change and give me something back or l'll swear I'll give up.

For this to work I need you to need me back.

Or i'm finished.