My first Ex Boyfriend

There is one reason to love someone but to break up with your love, we need a lot of reason. It is really unfair for love, but...who is care?

Back in 2013, I fall in love with my classmate who I had studied with him since grade 4. I accept that I had never cared about what is love at all in the beginning, but after we fought each other again in grade 11 I had known that I started falling in love with him. I wanted to stay near and talk with him as more as I want. But...I couldn't...

In 2014 we started to go out together. I could say that it was really the best time of my life. I was happy for a full day and feel like a buttery fly that could fly around this world. How amazing was it? Love could change people? Yes...maybe!

But...In July 2014...

We have broken up with each other. I couldn't accept it because I still loved him so much and I didn't understand why we were breaking each other? What was the reason behind it?

Did I ask him why? He said we need to focus on our studying more than love, so we keep apart from each other and try to study more than everything.

So, I respected his decision and told him back we were not officially broken up yet.

After we passed the National Final Exam and went to University, we started dating again...

All-time I talked and looked at him, my heartbeat too fast. I could smile without any reason just looking at him.

I totally thank him so much to chose me as his girlfriend. I was not as pretty nor clever as him but he chose me!

But the happy time is not forever...as a university student, we didn't have much time for each other and our relationship were not the same as before. We couldn't meet each other anymore while we were busying with our studying more.

I knew that we couldn't keep this line anymore. Even we tried so much to keep our last relationship but...it did not work. Then...we broke up with each other again in 2016.

I cried a lot. I really regret losing him, even I didn't want to...