the feelings

hi my name is nicole ,im 16,and i am scared of what i am syarting to feel.

latetly i've been thinking of what would it feel to be a man i mean there cool and there strong i have always want to be like them but now its just confiusing.my mother tells .e to be with the girl that there is were i belong that i should use skirts and that i should make up and stuff but thats lame and many of you will think "don't try to be the "diferent girl" that stupid"well it's not that type of feeling it's diferent like as if a wasn't suppost to born in this body.

this novel is in progress plss be patiant

sorry for the gramarly pls tell me all of my error