goodbye shitty life

"My name is asura and I am pathetic. There are no good and bad people in this world. It's just that they have different mindset. But then why i am feeling guilty? why i cant breath sometimes? why am i so goddamn annoying." he screamed looking at the sky.

It was raining really hard. Whenever it rained it gave him some hope just to get through one more day but today was his limit. He was tired of this world, these people that keep dragging him down. His family was the best in supporting him, his mother was so kind, his father also cared for him time to time. But his mind work differently, whenever he tried doing something in his life it never turned into his favor, he felt annoyed in starting but after sometime he started crying alone in his room, no friend he had to call, everyone was busy in their own life, it was this hard to breath for him sometimes that he used to smash his heart just to breath in his lonely room. other people used to get angry at him, he just smiled but felt bitter inside. He reached at a stage where he thought of killing people on smaller issues like if somebody yelled at him or if somebody pushed him, but he didn't, he just kept building it inside. All that pressure and anxiety inside his heart kept growing day by day, too coward to kill himself then how can i kill someone else is what he kept thinking last few days.

"would it be better if i start my life again. I want to make fake friends, want not to waste my time to earn money just kill somebody if you want it, want to fuck some hot coochie mama, like to experience everything i wasn't able to. just give me one chance if you are there" he kept yelling at top of his lungs until he was out of breath. At the same moment somebody else came in the night, the rain had stopped so asura could here his footsteps approaching him. It was a thief and him at the middle of the road soaked in the rain, the thief tried to grab the bag asura had and pushed him but that thief did not know that there was a iron rod that pierced through asura but at the last moment asura started smiling that now all the pain and misery i suffered would come to an end.