By AMAH'S HEART
I sat quietly beside Louis as he drives on.
I kept thinking of my actions again.
I seriously wish things were a little different but is useless crying over a spilled milk.
We have been on the road for over four hours, is a very long drive and I have tried to force sleep, maybe with a little sleep I will be able to forget it all and feel relax but sleep kept a clear distance.
I relaxed my head one side as Louis continue driving.
He tries to cheer me up, he engaged me in a conversation, he bought food and my favorite drink.
None of that could cheer me up.
If not that I have had enough trouble chew on, I have been pushed real hard to the wall and can no longer take in more which prompted this journey, if not all of this I wouldn't have embarked on this unknown trip.
Is another road to nowhere but no matter where the road leads I'm not going back
There's no going back for me. For summoning the courage to leave was a huge calculated steps.