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It's Okay To Not Be Okay

Have you ever felt like you had to say you're okay when really you're not okay? Have you ever felt like you're drowning not in water but your own sadness and pain? Have you ever felt alone, empty, numb, emotionless, hated, pained, hopeless, worthless, and pathetic? All of these things describe Kai Levough. He's been bullied since he first started school and has been abused ever since his twin brothers death when he was 7. His mother left him with his abusive father when he was 8 and he is now 16. What happens when the new kid, Chase Smith, ends up sitting with him at lunch and decides to barges his way into Kai's life? Will Chase be able to save Kai before it's to late or, will it already be to late? Read to find out! I am so sorry to all of you who planned on reading/were reading this but I have decided to discontinue this book but I will be rewriting this but from a Female leading role! So hope you'll it comes out!

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Chapter 7: For Every Action There's A Opposite Reaction

😔" Next Morning At Home "😔

😐" Wednesday Morning I Think "😐

❤" Kai's POV "❤

I woke up to the sound of my father banging on my door and yelling at me.

"GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP YOU STUPID FUCKING MUTT! YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME FUCKING LATE!", he yells from the other side of my door. I shoot up knowing that if he gonna be late that means I'm gonna be late too.

Oh hell and holy shit batman, I need to hurry up and get ready. I think to myself as I strip outta my clothes and take a quick 5 minute shower.

I get out and look for something to wear. I grab a pair of black wore out jeans and a dark blue hoodie and put them on. I put all my school stuff in my bag and grab my phone and ear buds.

I run down the stairs into the kitchen and make a small portion of eggs and bacon for the monster. I put it on a plate set on the table and run outta the front door yelling.

"Father your food is made and it's on the table!", I yell and run out the door before he could catch me.

I'm gonna regret it later but it was worth it.... for the most part.

When I get to the end of my street I stop plug my ear buds into my phone and turn on some music. I barely slept last night so I went music diving.... literally. I put my Pandora on and let whatever is gonna play, play on the phone.

The song that came on was, The Resistance by Skillet. I let it play with more songs playing after it.

😶" Almost At School "😶

It's 7:40 and school is just around the corner. I continue to speed walk and just as I make it to the school gates someone pushes me and I stumble then hit the ground.

"You should really watch where you're going faggot.", he says and I roll my eyes. The same jock that pushed me down at lunch yesterday, I think it was, stood over me I look up at him and smile.

"You ain't gotta be so mean.", I say in a baby tone, then he kicks my ribs to which I groan in pain to.

"You and that stupid ass friend of yours embarrassed me in front of every student in our grade yesterday!", he growls and I giggle instantly regretting it as pain shot up my ribs.

"Calm down puppy dog. We were only saying the tru-", I say painfully before he kicks me again.

He continuously punches and kicks me. Non-stopping pain explodes throughout my body as a crowd starts to form. I try getting up only to be kicked in the side and fall back down.

"Wait!", I exclaim weakly holding my hand up.

"What?!", he scoffs with pure anger.

"I-I'm s-s-sorry!", I exclaim stuttering over my own words. He scoffs and rolls his eyes.

"That's supposed to make everything better you fag!?", he exclaims angrily.

"HEY! GET THE FUCK OFF OF HIM!", I hear someone yell but I paying more attention to the pain right now.

"Why the hell sho-", he says starting to turn around when he's facing the person he stops.

"Cause, I'm sure you don't want me beating your face in.", he says calmly which catches my attention. I look up and see Chase.

"Oh wow, I thought you wouldn't be able to make it to school.", I say with a weak chuckle which sent an explosion of pain through my side. I hissed in pain.

"Get the hell outta of here before I make you look like you went through a meat shredder.", Chase says calmly making me laugh a little causing more.

The dude looks at me with anger.

"This isn't over you emo fag!", he yells while running away. Chase helps me up and I thank him.

"Thanks for that back there.", I say trying to make it to where my voice didn't have any evidence of pain, but of course, I fail miserably.

"It's no problem. Let's get you to the nurse.", he says and shake my head like a crazy person.

"No!", I exclaim causing pain to run throughout my body which I hiss in pain to. Chase sighs and stops.

"What?", I ask and he starts to pick me up bridal style.

"Chase put me down.", I say quietly and he shakes his head.

"Please, Chase!", I exclaim trying to ignore the pain.

"Nope, I'm taking you to the nurse's office whether you like it or not.", he says making me sigh and roll my eyes as we walked to the nurse's office.