Feeling

After texting Hannah for a while you convinced her to get off of work early to come down and watch them finish up practice. Hyunjin looked especially happy to see her and you winked at her when she went to talk to him while they took a break.

You sit back in the corner of the room leaning against the mirror. You pull out your phone and sigh. You didnt really have much to do and you didnt want to talk to Chan, too embarrassing.

Just then someone pulls down your phone to reveal two smiling faces. Jeongin and Lee know were squatted infront of you.

You turn off your phone with a smile and pull your legs in. "You guys did great today with practicing."

They both smile and get into a more comfortable position. "Thank you noona." IN says with his childish smile. He was so young for this. It was hard to believe people stop their childhood for a career. He was only 16. If that! Crazy in your eyes.

"So what was up with Chan today during rehearsal? He said he was distracted." You are genuinely concerned about him. He is worrying you.

Jeongin and Lee know glance at each other. "Uh...He's had girl problems lately."

Surprised you glance over at Chan. Girl problems....He's got a girl? Its..not you?

"Oh...really? I hope he gets that resolved!" You suddenly feel sick and hurt in ways that don't make sense to you. But you smile nonetheless.

You feel like crying. Why did they have to tell you that? Chan...and someone else? Was it someone you know? It can't be, you don't know anyone except Hannah and shes with Hyunjin.

"Noona, are you okay?" IN asks leaning down to meet your eyes.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Don't worry about me." With a sigh you decide it's time for you to go home.

"I have a lot to do before work tomorrow, I'm gonna go home now." You smile softly and stand.

"Awww. Okay. Good luck." Lee know says in English and his accent is adorable.

He gives you a thumbs up and you smile. You pat them on the head as you walk away.

Cursing to yourself you remember you are in Chan's clothes. The last person you want to talk to right now. Do you have to talk to him? You can just go to the room he showed you and change back into your clothes.

Yeah. You'll do that.

You tell Hannah you are leaving to get ready for work tomorrow and she says goodbye. You feel kind of bad because you convinced her to miss work for this and then you just leave but you really can't stay any longer.

You hurry to the room with your things in it, not wanting Chan to notice. You really just dont want to deal with him and your emotions.

"Here it is." You whisper under your breath as you come into the room.

Your clothes are right where you left them, and you hurriedly change into them. You don't want Chan's hoodie anymore. It didn't mean anything in the first place.

Your clothes are damp and uncomfortable but you will change when you get home.

Which hopefully is soon.