Chapter 186

“I promise with all my heart, she will be my best friend”.

“That’s good to hear, but Paul pause, “what if Christy says no, what if she will not want to be friends with Bianca?”

“Is anything the matter Paul?”

“No, nothing I’m so happy that you want to go to school and I will send you so you don’t have to worry about money”

“Thank you”. Bianca was so happy for the first time in her life.

So are you not going?” She ask Paul seeing that he was just relax staying with her.

“Oh, yea, I should be going, but this is my house too, are you driving me away from my house?” he try to joke because he hasn’t done what James advise him to do, he didn’t know how to go about it because he was still not sure if is a good idea.

“Of course not, how can I drive you away from your house?, Is just that I don’t want Christy to worry, because is getting late and you need to be at home with her”

“Yea, you’re right, I will be going now”

Paul got home but he wasn’t himself, he is still thinking about Bianca, he couldn’t believe that he came back without….. his mind flash back to Christy. “well is a good thing I didn’t do it”

Paul no longer concentrate, he always think of Bianca and how to help her but wait,… is it because he only want to help her or maybe he’s thinking about something like doing what serious?,

He hasn’t done what James asked him to do and here he is thinking of helping her further. “No, maybe I just only want to help her” Paul convince himself that it was just help that he wants to render the Bianca.

“Paul is something troubling you?, You seem to be absent minded these days I hope I'm not giving you more trouble.”

“No…no… no. you are not, I'm okay”. Lied.

“Then what is it?, are you having troubles at work?” Christy keeps making sure to get to the root of what is troubling him.

“No I'm fine. I'm just fine, let me help you in the kitchen”. He rush to the kitchen but don't know what to do there.

“What is wrong with me?, why can't I seem to concentrate?, why am I always thinking about Bianca?.

Something is not right”. Paul try slapping his head several times but that too is not helping.

He just wanted to go back and do what James ask him to do

“Surely all those money will be wasted if he just let Bianca go like that. Or is it really about the money.?”

He was in a state of confusion he really do not want to upset Christy but he really do not want Bianca to go.

He's thinking of a balance, he's thinking of what to do.

He turn on the gas but was staring at it not knowing what to do.

“Honey what are you doing?, why did you put on the gas, you want to use it for what?”.

“Oh I’m sorry” Paul put off the gas again.