Chapter 38 (r18)

Gideon did not know what to do in this situation. This was meant for the female leads in the original novel. 

THEN WHY DID I GET INTO THIS FUCKING SITUATION?!?

Kaiden was just breathing heavily due to the pain of the charm. He was delirious at this point but he still pushed Gideon away.

"Just stay in that corner until I get this over with"

He won't be able to do that. The charm works like an intensified version of an aphrodisiac. Even if Kaiden relieved himself, it still would not work. It'll only wear off if he has sexual intercourse with someone or 24-hours passed. The question is, would Gideon even be able to leave this place unscathed or untouched in that time period?

"Kaiden, I'll go out and look for help"

Gideon tried to escape before things get worse. He had already forgotten the entire scene when this happened in the original story. Perhaps he skipped over this part since he wasn't interested in reading smut. Something prevented him from leaving the area and he turned around to see Kaiden angrily looking at him.

"It's dangerous out there!" he shouted angrily.

Gideon jolted in fear and Kaiden realized what he had done. He was already covered in sweat from trying to keep himself under control. But with each passing minute, it's getting harder to stay sane. He clenched his fists and bit on his own hand.

This made Gideon even more concerned. He couldn't handle seeing Kaiden in pain. He hesitantly approached Kaiden and pulled on his hand to stop him from hurting himself further.

"what should I do..." Gideon kept muttering over and over.

Kaiden's outfit was covered in blood from earlier and he wore a lot of layers. Perhaps it was contributing to his uncomfortable situation. Thus, Gideon began to strip off some of those layers to help somehow?

Kaiden took hold of Gideon's wrists and slammed him onto the ground. His hands were above his head and the first thing Gideon remembered was that his sister was in a similar situation like this. It was terrifying.

Kaiden saw Gideon's expression and was taken aback. He loosened his grip and immediately backed away. His expression was terrible, just how could he do that to Gideon?

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to"

Gideon sat up and he didn't know what to do or what to say. Perhaps in those last few moments, he realized that Kaiden couldn't control himself so he couldn't blame him entirely. But the fact that Kaiden even managed to regain his composure when the charm should continue to worsen as the minutes pass. 

"What can I do to help?" Gideon blurted out

Kaiden was surprised by the question. He could have sworn Gideon would have hated him even more and would have left by now. Yet, he's still here and he's even asking what he could do to help.

"C-can you sit close to me?"

It was a simple request and Gideon complied. He was about to sit on the side when he got pulled down to sit in between Kaiden's legs. Gideon froze up for a bit but he didn't mind anymore, he dug this grave himself.

"Um, Deon..."

"yes?"

"Is it alright if I hugged you?"

Gideon hesitated and nodded. He then slowly wrapped his arms around Gideon's waist. He already managed to hold this waist once back then but right now he noticed how slim it was. Gideon felt Kaiden bury his head on his shoulder.

In this close proximity, Gideon could hear Kaiden's heavy breathing. This was not helping him at all. He knew Kaiden was trying his best to hold back right now.

"Deon, It really hurts," Kaiden said softly and Gideon just felt really guilty.

Was this charm or whatever contagious? Why was it hot?

Kaiden's hands were definitely not staying put. This was not what he asked for but Gideon could only gasp.

"Kaiden what are you- hah.." he covered his mouth. He just felt shame right now. 

Kaiden didn't even strip him. One hand was under his shirt, while the other was in between his thighs. Gideon tried to move away from the hands but only ended up moving closer to Kaiden. He felt something hard behind him and realized that it was Kaiden's dick.

Shit, I let myself get carried away.

But a part of him was still unsatisfied and guilty for making Kaiden this way. They were already too far from stopping so he will just accept his fate. He turned his head and Kaiden immediately kissed him. Gideon tried pulling away from the kiss but Kaiden held the back of his head gently. It was just enough to keep him from getting away. Gideon turned his head and glanced down.

"Kaiden I'll just help you with something else to get this over with" He states as he catches his breath.

Kaiden lets him go and waits for whatever Gideon was planning to do. But for Gideon, he was thinking about how he should even do this. He knows how to do it to himself but he never imagined doing it to another person, let alone that person be Kaiden.

He tried to copy what Kaiden did to him earlier. He stroked him and Kaiden's breathing hitched. Gideon thought he did it wrong and asked him if he accidentally hurt him. Kaiden shakes his head, flustered, saying that Gideon should continue.

So he did but he noticed it was still not enough. Kaiden was not showing any signs that it was working. He needed to do more than this.

Gideon unbuttons Kaiden's pants, and it revealed a weapon.

Christ, just how big is this?

He took a deep breath before leaning down. Kaiden held him by the shoulders to stop him before he could come even more closer. He didn't want to force Gideon onto this.

"You don't have to-"

"Just shut up" Gideon angrily says opens his mouth to try and sloppily try to suck him off.

Kaiden lets out a moan and that gave a little boost to Gideon. It meant that he was doing a good job. He was actually getting into it himself. Kaiden already had his hand on Gideon's head.

He'd occasionally lick from the sides then go back to toy with the tip. And whenever he did that, Kaiden's grip on his hair would tighten. To tell you the truth, he did not dislike it. Murmurs of his nickname "Deon" kept coming out of Kaiden as he sucked him off.

Is this still not enough?

As he thought of this, he thought of grazing his teeth while he sucked. The moment he did that, Kaiden gasped and Gideon immediately felt fluids shoot down his throat. He tried swallowing most of it but he spits out Kaiden's dick as he coughs.

The charm wore off and Kaiden started to sober up. He was met with a Gideon who had a messy appearance, his expression was in a daze.

"I didn't mean for this to happen!" Kaiden spoke as he fixed his clothes and pulled out a handkerchief from his jacket to wipe off the mess on Gideon's face.

"ah... it's alright"

"It's not!" Kaiden whined as he rushed to clean up Gideon. He couldn't look at him straight in the eyes.

Gideon is not speaking, is he in shock? 

What else would he be feeling?

of course, he would be in shock.

You practically forced him into this.

He definitely hates me even more.

I won't be surprised if he disappears again.

Kaiden just kept beating himself up as he continued to wipe Gideon's hands. The moment he was done, he took Gideon by the wrist and walked down the hidden pathway.