Warning : chapter contains Mature contents so you can skip if you'll be uncomfortable, you've been warned.
In my European styled office, I stood there beside the floor to ceiling window staring at the main city in country M, as I stood there and watched in a daze memories of the past came rushing through my head and I started clicking my finger nails on the Glass Window when I realized that have got tears in my eyes.
I could clearly remember that day, the most dreadful one in my life the one I want to forget but I knew that I would be near to impossible for me to forget it.
The day my ten years old self lost herself, the day my ten years old self lost her smile, it hurts really remembering that day how I wish I could have avoided the tragedy of that day.
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Flash Back
" what's wrong with you today Anna? you are not active in class which is unlike you, please tell me darling what's wrong " Miss Cynthia her class teacher asked.
" Actually, am not feeling too well today teacher I feel so tired. " Anna replied tiredly.
" Is that so? why didn't you inform your parents about it then? " Miss Cynthia inquired.
" Actually I was fine this morning before I left home, I just started to few this way after the morning assembly. " Anna said.
" oh! that's understandable I think this might be due to stress, all you have to do is to rest for a few hours and then you'll be fine thereafter. " Miss Cynthia assured.
" okay"
" So do you want to go home to rest or you want to rest at School's sick bay? " Miss Cynthia asked.
" Oh! I actually prefer going home as I would be more comfortable there. " She replied.
" Are you sure you'll be there? " Miss Cynthia asked.
" Am sure I'll be moreso my uncle is there so there shouldn't be a problem" Anna assured her teacher.
" Okay, can you wait a sec let me inform the principal first? " Cynthia asked.
" Alright no problem " Anna replied.
After gaining the permission from the school principal the school driver was instructed to drop her at home.
Through out the ride Ten years old Anna just stared blankly at the road whilst fighting her exhaustion.
On getting
After unlocked the door with her finger print she got in.
she met her uncle on the sofa with her a beer in hand.
' His drinking again ' she thought inwardly.
" Good Afternoon Uncle " She greeted.
Earning no response she was about walking away when she heard the hoarse voice from behind her.
" Why are you home so early " He asked harshly.
" I am not feeling well today " she replied.
Again she got no reply
' Bad Mood ' she guessed.
She walked to her room and after unlocking the door she got in and locked it back.
She then took a shower and changed into her pink coloured Pajamas.
She then laid down on the bed to get some rest.
An hour later she was woken up by the vigorous knocks on her room door, Scared she went close to the door and asked who it was.
" Open the door now Anna " Her uncle's voice was heard from the other side.
Hesitating a little Anna opened the door.
When the door was opened her uncle staggered in, his eyes were bloodshot and he looked Haggard.
Scared little Anna tried to run into her bathroom but Fred her uncle was a little faster than her as he caught her hand and held her tightly.
Anna Screamed in fright but that only triggered Fred.
He held her tightly and pushed her unto her bed and started Kissing her face.
" Leave me alone !!!!! " Anna struggled to break free but she was weak when compared to Fred.
" Shut up !!!! " he Thundered
Anna shivered in fear, this was the first time her uncle shouted at her.
' Taaaaah ' her Pajamas was turn open, and her milky white Skin came into view.
" Please leave me alone !!!! " Anna begged with tears in her eyes.
" You have such a good skin Anna " Fred said Hoarsely as he looked at her like a Predator eyes his prey.
Anna immensely realized what is going on, she was going to be raped if this continued! Realizing this she started kicking Viciously.
' Paaa aah ' Anna was slapped harshly, the force applied was so strong that she tasted blood in her mouth her face turned Red instantly.
" Mom, Dad please save me " Anna sobbed.
Taking this opportunity that Anna had stopped Attacking, Fred Removed the rest of her clothes including her underwear.
He stared at her with pure lost
" Please leave me alone " Anna Pleaded.
As if not hearing her pleas Fred Undressed himself after which he tried spreading her legs apart but Anna closed her legs tightly as if her life depended on it.
Seeing this Fred smirked He then used his two hands to forcefully seperate her legs.
After he succeeded he thrust harshly into her pushing through her boundaries.
" Ahhhhhh " Anna Screamed due to the immense pain she felt.
Fred continued thrusting into her non stop until he collapsed on her.
Anna lied frozen, Her whole body was Aching.
Raising his head Fred threatened.
" if you ever tell anyone what happened here, mark my words I will kill you and feed you body to the Crocodiles in the Sea. " He said
And as if trying to prove himself he brought out a table knife and placed it on her delicate throat.
Anna gasped in fear as she felt the knife on her skin.
" I'll not hesitate to kill you if you tell anyone about this most especially your parents " He said Viciously.
After putting the knife back to where it was he dressed himself up and ' Bang ' he was gone.
Seeing that he had left Anna continued to Sob till there were no more tears to shed.
Two hours went by and Anna was still in the same position Sniffing.
When she Raised her head, she realized that it was already 5pm.
Shocked she got up quickly despite the pain as she knew that her parents would be arriving anytime from now.
When she Was out of Bed she saw a red stain on the Bed and then and there she realized that she had lost her priceless treasure ' her virginity ' .
She entered her Bathroom and when she saw herself in the mirror she was stunned.
The girl in the Mirror looks like a Lunatic with Hickey.
Her eyes were red and Puffed, her whole body was full of Scars ' Hickeys ' she looked like a typical monster.
Despite the immense amount of pain she felt Anna took a bath after which she washed her stained Sky blue Bed spread.
After she was done she went back to her bed and lied on it.
Perhaps due to exhaustion she fell asleep almost immediately and Had a Strange Dream.
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