I Lost.

Sorry, I Lost.

Every thought for me is now a battle,

Every breathe of mine is a war,

and I don't think I'm winning anymore.

Sorry, I Lost.

I thought you would understand my muddle ,

But you wouldn't even ask me if I'm in trouble.

I didn't know myself, why suddenly all the Love songs were about you?

but I knew my feelings that gave me you.

but I didn't knew When and How did I fell in Love with you?

Everything was looking beautiful,

you directed my Life , no ; not exactly you but your incomplete presence in my life,

was also beautiful for me.

I was totally lost in your eyes, your voice was the reason I just wanted to listen every time.

I just wanted you to sit in my lap and I sing the songs for you.

but , unfortunately ..

we were not made for each other , I think!!

we lost our paths , our ways ...

and most of all we lost ourselves in this crowd of selfiesh people!!

you might have forgotten me ,

but remember , I haven't!

The way I Loved You , remember ,

nobody else can!

because I felt you from the core of my heart and you would never find anyone else to take that place ,

it's just fixed as it needs you ,

you occupy the space of core of my Heart!

I Love you , STILL!

I Miss you , STILL!

I Need you , STILL!

I Want you. STILL!

Beacuse you are Mine and only Mine , STILL!

Yeah ..

i know it's really difficult for you to remember me , as it's always difficult to remember the things which were meant to be forgotten!!

I now , don't wait for your answer,

I know Your degree of Love was , is and will always be FAKE.

BUT I AM GRADUATED IN YOUR ACADEMY OF LOVE.

MY DEGREE IS NOT FAKE MY DEAR!

I LOVED YOU ,

I LOVE YOU AND

I WILL FOREVER BECAUSE YOU OWED THE PLACE OF MY HEART AND IT WOULD BE FOREVER , NO ONE ELSE CAN !!

I LOST YOU , I LOST MYSELF, I LOST FROM MY LIFE , I LOST FROM MY HOPE..

I WILL JUST NEVER COME BACK FROM IT.

NEVER!