Typical

Sooo this guy told me, that I should not hold secrets. Yeah, great. It is not like no people said it to me before. I tried to give them a try, but I always ended up forced being in a new school, live another place or something. Yeah, tell me, when you know me. That is what I would say for most of the people.

I did not have the hots for him, though he looked someone, who went and is going through this. I mean he just got fired for showing who he is. So why not.

Now I say, that I am moved and motivated and whatever, but where do I start? I am a logical, reasonable person. My secret is not something I tell and done. Also I have to prove something, I and I guess rather most of the humanity would not...

But I said why not, so why not... I have it like with myself, I just have to search for the physical evidence I have.

Not that anyone wants to know. It is for my and only my good. It does not help the world or saves some princess. But I said I will so sigh.

I always pack clothes for 2 and I got my knife back, so that will be a backup, sewing time.

I fabricated at least something, I mean something physical, not an object you would call clothes at their worst day.

Banquet day. The typical day, where everyone shows what he/she got. From skin to everything, they got to make a good introduction of themselves. Typical girls dress like whores, guys dress like the most typical guy and tell get lines, so that they get a girl for a night.

I mean, I am openly smoking, but it is illegal, they are saying, that it is a problem, but why not? Kiddos drink for fun, I do not like alcohol, I can not hold my glass horizontal, so we are even.

Now it will be typical, kids try to stretch their hormones, grown-ups try to limit it and get the bad stuff from them.

High schoolers are kinda scary. I mean, I am not even showing myself to people on the street and now a few houndreds of young hormone boosted monsters come, who I will meet on the daily. One wrong move and I get a something written on my back or something humiliating. Maybe I think these typical things are happening in real life is real.

I just need to go out there and be myself. Not the regular pushed to molecule one though.