Politics and economy of the youth

It is important to know, that we are living on money. Stupid thing to say, but true. Having a budget is natural and goes to everything, that being said, our budget was cut down seriously after my dear father left...

Now I train home, so that goes with it. At home everything is reachable and I can be a help in any time of need. Okay the territory has changed a lot, because we buy everything before the big day or days come, but gym is money.

Of course it is money, but I will miss people. I said, that I build muscles, but doing so I need my protein shake and other things people may believe to be poisonous.

Yes my secret is going to come out of course, but human relationships are a must... In life people only make haters... But if you have more friends, then there might be more, who still likes you.

I am having my friend yes. But he is another level, that is like a contract. The friends I talk about are like school friends, gaming buddies or friends of a friend. Those are who drop topics I would not have with a best friend, since we have our own things we discuss and may not see the whole.

So a change of perspective may come from a friend's I do not relly like friend and I enlighten, then new topic with other friends from him/her and more friends for me, in the long term.

That is a certain kind of economy/politics.

But the issue here is, that to have friends, you have to communicate and meet, what is money, what I can not afford, if I had a romantic relationship, maybe my partner could help out in situations, just tasteful, but to lean on someone is not my thing and this is something I have to decide.

Actually, maybe I need a partner. But if I do that, I should cast aside both... The worst side of politics, is that if you look at it womens are still not equal at the whole, but I still like men and maybe I could not look into my eye at the mirror I am hitting with my forehead only gently, since that is money.

-?: Pathetic.