Decisions of the youth

When you are young it is easier... There are more people around you, in a better case ones, that has the attitude to help for real. If you do something wrong, you can make it up to the ones you got into a bad situation. Maybe you even can erease it and no people will remember your thing, even if you want it, to you.

But if you are deciding and do it right with a smile and with your hands in your hip, you will definetly share it. Share it with the loved ones. Because when you are small, that is how you show, that they were needed, just passively. You thinked about them too. And that makes the difference.

Now I want to decide one thing. What about this guy. Unfortunately I have less friends and others, than the normal kids would have, because say it out loud, I am still a kid.

This guy is perfect. It is my mirror image. My dream boyfriend.

But losing someone could hurt more. Much more. I may love him by the time more and more, but I will cry that more too, when I lose him.

2 days ago, I just wanted to show myself to others, now I just want to show myself to him... What have I became... This kind of stuff makes the social life lost and maybe hurts the person more...

Let me decide... That is what I said out of nowhere. Let me decide who you will be I meant... And for you who I will be... This is the start of school. I need more friends. So at least I want to be around him. But what if 1: He is just nice 2: He got some tramp and strays away.

The best course of actions is... Marriage! Naaah, I went too far.

I will only say, that I would be happy to be with him, until he thinks about the time he said.

That is fair to be frank and does not complicate anything for anyone, we still have time... Stranger...

You decide the best, when you take it too far if you think about it...