Time for Change - Seek Help

[Note: Sorry for not posting, although many stories are ready in draft form, I lack the courage to edit and make a text easier to read, without someone not understanding anything that is happening... well enjoy]

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[Tired of being taken advantage of, blackmailed, forced to do various things against your will?

So you are in the right place!!!

look for a Help Agency closest to you, security guaranteed in your day-to-day

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+00 X00-XX00] (commercial)

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"Is that really true?"

I watch the commercial on television in amazement,

"It seems, since my son was born, this kind of situation has been happening to me a lot"

'It feels like they are describing my life...'

'Being harassed, forced to have sex even when I didn't want to... last time I went to the beach I ended up filming an AV while my husband looked on at me...'

'What a shame...' (embarrassed)

'I managed to write it down... this is the number'

"Let's see if it works, I'm finally going to stop being so easy, it's time to be a serious wife"

Pick up the phone and dial the number...

[pere pere pere. pere.. pere pere pere pere... pere pe - Gacha]

'what a funny sound....'

[Agência Help good morning, how can I help you?]

"good morning, my name is Kaya, and I would like to make an appointment."

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'And I ended up coming here...'

According to the address, it is in the same building as this gym, Silverman Gym'

"Good morning, I have an appointment, is it right here?"

"Good morning, what is your name for verification"

"Izumi Kaya"

The receptionist is a pretty pretty woman too, pink hair, and a pair of really big boobs... even bigger than mine...

"You can come with me Ms. Kaya, by the way, my name is Kyouko, but everyone calls me Okusan."

"By the way, why is the agency located inside a gym?"

"Well, we believe that many women would be afraid of being seen to seek help about this type of situation, or that people would think that they are having problems, to avoid embarrassment or finding out about this type of thing, it is better to say that you are going to the gym, right?"

'She's right, there's no way I can talk to my husband that I'm going to ask for help because several situations happen and end up with me being raped or gang-raped...'

I think about that sort of thing as I follow Okusan into an office room...

"We are already there."

"Okay, let me introduce myself again"

"Welcome to Help, dedicated to helping women in difficulty, my name is Kyouko Naruzo, creator and leader of the Help network, the solution to your domestic problems"

"I will be under her care"

"Very well, can you tell me about your problems?"

"good, it's about this..."

[N; If you got this far, you know who she is, and what she went through, and what she still goes through, why the author still creates one-shots of her... but if you don't know, summary below]

"I see, so it started after the birth of your child, several situations happen and as you are weak against emotional pressure, you end up being raped, or letting other men have sex with you, without even realizing how this type of situation happens, and she ends up taking advantage, and even though she feels good about it, and even so, it doesn't interfere with her life with her husband, who even on some occasions is present, when you are raped, or even watches you having sex with others, and doesn't realize it that it's you, or that you don't remember anything, but you still feel bad about it... is that right?"

'When you put it that way, it sounds really bad...'

"Exactly, so for that kind of thing, do you have any solution for my problem?"

She closes her eyes and seems to think for a while...

And after a while she opens her eyes with a sharp look...

'Reminds me of my mother scolding me....'

(Body shakes unconsciously)

'What's with this pressure all of a sudden???'

"Well, first we must find out the cause, because this did not happen before and it started to happen after the birth of your child"

...

"So when was the last time you had sex with your husband?"

"... for more than a month"

"When was the last time you had sex?"

!!!

'How am I supposed to say this after saying that I haven't slept with my husband for months...'

"No need to be ashamed, we are women here, and I'm here to help you"

"In two days before..."

'My face is burning with shame...'

"In a period of a week, how often, before having your child?"

"All day..."

"And now?"

"..."

[many questions later, with cookies and tea...] (spare me the embarrassment of creating detailed Q&A)

[Some hours later]

"Okay Mrs. Kaya, I can already determine the root of your problem."

"Really? just from a conversation?"

"But of course, it may not seem like I'm a psychologist anymore, understanding human behavior is the bare minimum in this area."

"So, my conclusion is.....

You're sexually frustrated!"

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???

!?!!!

"I beg your pardon?"

"It may seem strange, but with your baby, the relationship time between you has become shorter, the day-to-day stress, tiredness and fatigue, led to a drop in physical action between you and your husband,

even if you don't realize it, your body needs continuous relief, after all, a woman's libido is stronger after pregnancy, although due to the rush of day-to-day life, our bodies' senses are often numb, and that often goes unnoticed,

and the reason why you easily accept sexual intercourse with other men is that subconsciously, you and your body want to have sex, and as this relationship with your husband is in a cold state, your resistance to other men's persuasions which shows a great desire for you, awaken your feminine instinct, which just wants to enjoy the joy of being a woman."

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"I know it sounds kind of shocking, but try to understand..."

"The point is that as you got used to the current relationship after childbirth, subconsciously you started to give little importance to sex, as an act of love between couples, and you started to see your sexuality only as something not important in your relationship, and It allowed you to neglect your natural desire by causing it to build up and spiral out of control when someone made you feel desired as a woman."

'aaahh' (sigh)

"But then, what should I do?"

"The solution is simple too, just get back into an active relationship with your husband."

"Will that be enough?"

"Objectively it should be the easiest way to resolve the situation, unless you have become accustomed to various types of stimuli that sex with your husband is no longer as pleasurable as it once was... or that even when you are satisfied , there always seems to be something missing...

wait, maybe you've grown to enjoy those relationships outside of marriage even if it's just a one-night stand..."

"It's not how I wanted it to happen, it just happens too often..."

"Well, then it gets more difficult, in your case, it's like your husband is an inexperienced boy and you are a demanding professional actress..."

"This is bad?"

"Well, if you're interested in virgin, inexperienced boys, many women are extremely excited by the idea of teaching an inexperienced man how they want to be treated and sexually satisfied."

"In your case, due to your initially gentle and easy going personality, almost an airhead, you don't have the courage to say that you are not satisfied, or that you wanted to try something more with him, and I bet you just stand there while your husband does all the movement, or is just riding it, the most normal positions between couples, and in that case, I can offer 3 steps to resolve your situation, the first is mandatory and will help strengthen your willpower, regardless of what happens, you'll be able to hold your own under pressure."

"And what would it be?"

"Start practicing martial arts and physical activities that require discipline."

"Martial arts? physical activities? just that?"

"Yes, martial arts and daily exercises. help to strengthen willpower, discipline, and in addition to keeping the body and mind healthy,

and if practiced daily, over time, even if a crowd tries to take advantage of you, your defensive reaction will become muscle memory and you don't even have to think about whether to accept it or not, your body will already react to attack and defend itself from any situation."

"Well, that I think I can start doing."

"Great, if you want, in the gym we also have classes in various fighting styles, but I would recommend learning Brazilian judo first, which is one of the easiest to defend against harassment, throwing styles become reflexes for this type of situation. "

"I'll think about it, and what are the other 2 steps?"

"Well, I ask you not to be upset about it, rather, the second step would be to train your husband to be a professional capable of satisfying you completely in bed, and at least you wouldn't have to worry about having your desire take over control of your mind."

"Well that's normal thinking, and practice makes perfect, but why would I be upset?"

"Well, I don't know your husband, but it could be that he doesn't have that youthful vigor anymore, and depending on your experience, even if he gets well, there's a chance that you won't be completely satisfied with it."

"Can this really happen?"

"Well, that's why back in the day betrayal and fornication were so criticized by society, especially against women since all over the world, men were the central figures, sexist society and stuff like that,

so, many times, not like everyone else, but there were cases of those who had different experiences, could not feel satisfied with a single partner when they got married, or even reached a point where, after giving themselves to pleasure so much, they ended up no longer giving any importance to it, and to the point where men want to have any hole to shove it or women just want to have something hard and hot inside them, regardless of etiquette."

"In your case, you no longer care who you have sex with as long as your husband doesn't find out and you continue to have a perfect married life, and the moment you change, and lose that diversity of your experiences, you can you might want to venture out alone again, if you know what I mean."

"..."

"Well, you don't have to worry about it, from what you've told me, even with everything going on, you still love your husband, and you treat these situations lightly, so you should be fine, being airhead in that way helps you a lot"

"(Sigh), I hope this works."

"And what would be the last step?"

"The last step would be the hardest for your relationship..."

"And what would be?"

"Tell the truth to your husband."

"heee??"

"More so wouldn't it be too bad if he found out about it?"

"What are you talking about, you already have more than 3 adult movies out, it's not a question of whether it will be discovered or not, it's a question of how long it will take for him to find out, and if there's one thing I understand, it's that , it would be better for him to learn the story himself than for him to hear that the adult film actress is his wife and that she films cheating themes with other men."

"I think... you're right, it's been on the air for over 6 months, just last week I was duped into making my 3rd movie... it's only a matter of time before he finds out..."

"Well, I advise practicing the lessons first, after all, you will need to be strong enough to confess your cheating and your history of rape that you didn't report to the police because you didn't want him to find out that other men slept with you, I advise you to do at least 1 month of classes, before telling the truth, well, that's all I can do for you, because if you want to report your rapists, and tell your husband the truth, or even if you really want to change, it depends only from you, I can only help you, if you help yourself..."

(N/a: I don't know about you, but when I link the words "martial arts + willpower" what comes to mind is Ochako-chan after training at the fighting heroes agency)

"I came here to change the course of my life, and that's what I will do, if your advice works, even if my darling doesn't want me anymore, I won't have to have a guilty conscience every time he says he loves me while says I'm the only woman for him, after all, I can't say he's the only man in my life."

"Thanks for his advice Okusan, I will definitely do my best."

"Well, for starters, you should end your relationship with your lover Jun-kun, and not to mention that there are countless men who would want to take advantage of your desire to hide your life from your husband, how is it?? several porn producers and actors , bus tours, trains and islands that end up in a huge orgy where you're the only female actress, not to mention the risk of anyone blackmailing you for your love life, after all, apparently you've already been taken advantage of not just by the brother of the your husband, more even his father, the old man's debt collectors, a boy in a hot spring, if we take so much that has happened to you, I don't think that's a bad option"

"But what would be the fastest option?"

"Without a doubt, they all work, although the first and second need to be done together and took some time, if you want a quick result, just be truthful, tell the truth, accept the consequences and try to regain lost trust, for your relationship becomes firm and strong, it can't have been built on lies."

"Thanks, see you tomorrow at my first class"

"Until Ms. Kaya"

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"And you did come back, good to see you in the gym."

"Good morning Okusan"

"Kaya, I want to introduce you to your instructor, my husband and owner of the Gym."

'She calls me to follow her, and pushes a very big gate, and it seems very heavy, but it shouldn't be, after all Okusan doesn't seem to have many muscles, could it be one of those false doors?...'

She takes me to an area covered with tatami mats, and goes towards a very large man, even bigger than the actors I've filmed in some videos, must be over 2m tall, but he looks a little thin... he is really instructor in the gym?

"Kaya, this here is my husband, Machio Naruzo, and will be your self-defense instructor, and personal trainer from today"

"Nice to meet you Ms. Kaya, my wife told me about her situation, although I am surprised that a well-known actress like you had experienced this kind of problem, you can count on us to resolve the situation"

'He seems pretty normal and friendly, (sigh), and he still knows my jobs...but it doesn't look like we're going to have any problems.'

"I'll be counting on you to help me become a strong woman, Machio-san" (Ganbare pose)

'Huh?? he looks kind of in a trance...'

'It's getting kind of scary, is he feeling sick????'

"haaa(sigh), and here we go again... get ready Kaya."

"??? Get ready for what?"

"Strong woman.... strong... strength.... mus....mus....MUUSSSCLLEEESSSSS!!!!"

"WWuuaaaaa"

'he, he, he became a gross pervert full of muscles and underwear!!!!!'

"Okusan!!"

I look at her and she is filming my reaction....

"Why are you filming this???"

"But of course I will film it, the first reaction of the clients when they see Michio's body transformation are so incredible that they are priceless hahaha"

'I don't know why, but the way she's trying to hold in a laugh, but failing miserably makes me incredibly angry'

'Plus this strong, big and hard body is the dream of almost all women....' (sigh)

(Sulky with puffed cheek) (cute)

"Okay Kaya-san, let's start training."

"Yes"

"So, first I have to know how warm you are, we're going to do a series of exercises that took you to exhaustion, so I can program a teaching plan for you"

"But, Michio-san, won't you put on a new outfit?"

"ha ha ha" (sunny laugh)

"What are you talking about? this swimsuit is a garment for professionals, totally serious, and in no way should I embarrass my muscles by covering them up when I work out!!!"

"Okay, start running on the treadmill, let's go"

'Well, at least it's a normal class...'

[some minutes later]

These are my thoughts....

'I wanna die'

haaaa haaaa haaaaaaaaaaa

"Michio-san, haaaa how long haaaa should I haaaa continue here haaaa?"

"What are you talking about, there's only 3 minutes to run"

"I can not take it anymore."

haaa haaa

"Let's go just a little further, you can do it, we're only at 12 km/h,"

'Eeehhhhh??? Is this not fast enough?????'

'And I fall 6 minutes into the run, but right into my instructor's strong arms... and very strong, warm, and, and, he's married, what am I thinking, I'm sorry Okusan!!!!'

"Come on Kaya-san, we're just getting started!!!"

"NNOOOooooo, I want to leave, i want go homeeee (crying inside)"

[A/N: This is a fictional work, please don't take it too seriously as events can be very exaggerated and out of touch with reality]

To be continued in Party 2