Loyal and obedient

Sebastian and Jin-joo's place

Inside the bathroom

Looking at herself in the mirror, she broke into silent tears. Tightening her grip around the sink, she took several deep breaths while sniffing her nose.

Her hair is freed without scrunchie. She's just putting on a pair of maroon bra and thong. That's what suits her body at night as she usually gets hot during midnight as a result of the pregnancy and environment.

She's been standing in front of the mirror and sobbing her eyes out for half an hour now. Everything seems like a vague to her as her head aches. The whole scenario that happened and everything said, kept revolving in her head and it makes her sick.

Turning off the faucet, she lowered her head to the sink and cried even more. If there should be a bucket placed in front of her, it do have filled up.

Pressing her lips in, she took a deep breath. Still holding on tight to the white sink's slab. Wiping one side of her cheek with her shoulder, she shut here eyes tightly and continued weeping.

She seized instantly and gasped when a big hand came wrapping itself around her. Wiping her eyes, she sniffed her nose and wore a forced smile before turning around.

"Honey, you haven't slept yet?"

Ignoring her question, he asked, "What is it?" Leaning closer, "Talk to me."

Placing her hand on his chest, she slightly pushed him away, "Go to bed, it's nothing."

"Jin, I know you very well. I've come to know when you lie or tell the truth." Wrapping his hands around her waist, he raised his brows, "Your eyes, nose, cheeks and face are all red. Something I should know?"

"I––" Looking around, she tried to hide her face but ended up in tears again. "Sebastian, it hurts me so much."

He hates to see a drop of tears running out of her eyes and now his eyes are already soaked.

"All my life, I made him proud. Not just him, I made her proud too." Wiping her tears with her wrist, she sniffed her nose, "I've always been the loyal and obedient daughter they taught me to be."

"Respectful, honest, nice, hardworking, name it. Where did I go wrong? Tell me? Even when they wanted me to attend a private highschool, I insisted it was way to expensive and I choose to go for the public."

"Fine, I know they had the money but am not like that. Am not the type of woman who loves wasting money." Taking a deep breath, "I promise them that when I graduated from highschool, I'll own the best grade ever and I did, honey."

Breaking into tears again, "I fulfilled my promise and thereafter college, music and writing came in contact with just one unison."

Wiping her eyes, she tuckled a strand of hair behind, "Then I told them about it and I went on with their approval."

"Though it wasn't easy but, I gat to keep up with it. Music was my tactic, my hobby, my whole life and it pierce into my soul."

Wiping her nostrils with one stroke, she chuckled, "Couple of things were in my head at that early age. I was just sixteen when I got into college and–one thing my father told me."

"He said, I shouldn't have peers, grandees or any milord by my side. Because back then, doc was almost graduating out of college and we didn't get to study in the same college so he couldn't protect me enough."

"And that was why he enrolled me in a self defense school during holidays."

"He did it because, he was totally scared–" Lowering her head, she broke in tears, "That I might get hurt, assaulted or maybe rape by some crooks out there."

Lifting her head, "He loved me. They both loved me, I wasn't rejected Sebastian, I always got what I wanted. Everything was under my feet and I could crush if I feel like." She cried.

Tears rolled down his chin. He pulled her into his embrace. Holding her tight, he kissed the top of her head.

He wished he had met her by that time in the past. Only would he have given her something more than just love. The scent of passion bringing their hearts together and blending their love into a particular flavor.

"Shh, it's okay now. Everything is gonna be fine. Am here, okay?"

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