what happened to the FL?!

Mabil was so annoyed by Darrison

when he met him which was like a few minutes ago

he said that he was girly! and then he kept calling him adorable!

he even teased him more and he thought he would have to say that he loved him- thank god he was just kidding

cause- that would be gay- not that he had any problem with gays- just that he wasn't

just because he liked pink didn't mean he was gay! it's just a color anyone can like it!

Darrison continued to follow him

"how is it you know your way around? aren't you new?" he replied

"I-I- saw the map of the school online" Mabil replied

"Oh cool- sometimes even I get lost-I wish I could remember as well as you" he replied

"was that a compliment?" Mabil replied

"I think so? I like you a lot Mabel- as a friend of course- we're friends right?" he replied

"We literally just met-but sure we're friends" Mabil replied

he just wanted him to leave him alone he wanted a friend but did a friend tease you this much? he kinda wished that the Fl would be here but she wasn't

she was technically there but he and she never interacted

but now he couldn't spot her anywhere

Just where was she?! maybe she was already in class?

"Mabel? are you looking for someone?" he replied

"I-I- yes- I was looking for a girl actually" Mabil replied

"a girl?-oh- well- the girls are on the other side-" he replied

"Oh-that must be why we never crossed paths" Mabil replied

"you never meant her?" he replied

"well, not yet-I was hoping that I could-" Mabil replied

"You don't know her but you want to meet her? how do you know that she's here?" he replied

he made a point but he still wanted to meet her- but if she wasn't here-

he's not sure he didn't want to wait until then-

he hoped that all that could be avoided

he didn't want to be the villain

he looked down with a pout

"hey-Mabel I didn't mean it like that" he replied

Mabil turned to him

"I know- I'm just scared without her-I- will lose myself" Mabil replied

"Lose yourself?" he replied

"I-I-If I tell you I don't want you to tell anyone else ok? maybe I'm making a mistake- but I want to tell you" Mabil replied

"alright and I promise I won't tell anyone" he replied

"I-I- there's a monster inside me and I'm scared that he'll come out and hurt someone- and the only one who can tame it is her" Mabil replied

"monster?- and are you sure that she's the only one that can tame it?

you haven't hurt me and you seem to trust me enough to tell me" he replied

"That's because You're my friend and I never had a friend before and since you're my first friend I should trust you right?" Mabil replied

"Mabel-I- I'm glad you think of me as a friend and trust me-but do you think that it's her?" he replied

"what do you mean?"Mabil replied

"you talk about her like she's your soulmate but what if it happened to be someone else?" he replied

"someone else?" Mabil replied

"hypothetically-" he replied

"then if I ended up meeting them instead- then I would fall them right?" Mabil replied

"I-um- what if-- they were a guy? hypothetically?" he replied

"I-don't-know- I- befriend them but I could never go beyond that- I'm not gay" Mabil replied

"I-I-but-what if- you did fall for them even though they were?" he replied

"I-I-don't know-I-I'm not sure if I could accept it- but if I could I guess- maybe I kiss him?" Mabil replied

"kiss him?" he replied

"Hypothetically!- I mean if I did like him like that- I would- want to but that would never happen and I'm not gay!" Mabil shouted

"yeah- I understand-" he replied

Darrison felt his heart shatter he had just meant him but he knew that he had indeed fallen for him- and now he wanted to cry

it was just hypothetically- it would never happen-

but he wished so badly that it would he wanted to be much more but he knew that was just false hope all he could ever be was his friend

but he was the one meant for him he wished that he could see it too

Mabil looked up at him

"I- didn't mean for it to sound that way I don't hate gay people- I'm just not" Mabil replied

"I-got that-and it's fine, it's all hypothetical anyway" he replied

"yeah-but-you seemed to be really hurt" Mabil replied

"I'm fine-just forget about it ok?" he replied

"But I can't forget I have a good memory" Mabil replied

"But you forgot my name" he replied

"It's not a name that's easy too" Mabil replied

"Well your name is a girl's name" he replied

"No it's not it's universal and the way you say it is the girl version"

"it still fits you, you are adorable" he replied

"Hey! you can't call me that!" Mabil shouted

"but it's what your name means did you not know that?" he replied

"I-I- it does?! I thought it was loveable" Mabil replied

"It means that too-" he replied

"oh-so what does your name mean?" Mabil replied

"son of desire" He replied

"I-I-see- but my name is Mabil, not Mabel" Mabil replied

"Mabel" he replied

"NO it's Mabil-" Mabil shouted

"Mabel" he replied

"do you want me to sound it out? my name is Mabil (may- bill), not Mabel (may- bell)" Mabil replied

"That's what I said, Mabel" he replied

he shrugged his shoulders there was no getting through to him

at least the Fl was able to say his name right though this guy could just be saying it wrong on purpose and if that was the case that would make things worse

he hoped that after class he would be able to meet her

he and Darrison had every class together and that wasn't even the worst of it

he sat next to him and when he went to grab his pencil he reached out and touched his hand it was that sort of thing but not romantic at all

it was 100% awkward and he pulled his hand back immediately

this was the sort of thing that would happen with the FL

but with the support ML- something felt off-

wait there was never a support!-

then why was there now?- because he asked for a friend?

but as he thought about it was he the support?

he teased him relentlessly- was this something that the support did?

maybe but would they ask if- they would fall for a guy? it was just hypothetical

those kinda questions are normal but why did he seem so offended when

he lashed out? it looked like he had broken his heart-

f*ck-does he have a crush on him?!

no wonder he continued to tease him and that's why he touched his hand-

this felt like something that an Ml would do-

Wait was he The ML?! and if that was the case did that mean he was THE FL?!