The day you said 'Good night'

I'm Era, a girl living her life like it's gonna be the last. Because of my incurable disease my boyfriend, Klein, help me live this fruitful yet short life of mine to the fullest.

He always makes my day memorable and fun to remember, hoping it will ease all the pain I've been going through..

Just like today..

"Era!! They're bullying me *pout*" -Klein

We're at the playground, while I'm sitting at one of the benches here, they're playing at the field. Si Klein ang taya, well parati naman, siya kasi lagi hinahabol ng mga tayang kaibigan namin..

This day is just so perfect that I don't want it to end..

"Ok lang yan Klein, gwapo ka-ka parin naman eh", then I smile, the weak one..

"Era!! Wag kang ganyan!! Feeling ko tuloy nagkaroon ako ulit ng energy. I'm now fully charged kaya humanda na kayo, I'll take may revenge now", then he started running again, running after our friends..

My smile is everything to Klein, ganun din naman ako eh kaso what can I do?? Sooner or later I'll definitely cause tears in his eyes..

"Napagod kaba?", Tanong niya ng maihiga niya na ako sa kama ko. Yep, our relationship is legal both sides, actually hanga nga si Mama sa kanya simula kasi noong malaman namin ang tungkol sa sakit ko hindi na siya umalis pa sa tabi ko. Madalas din siyang maghapunan dito at hindi siya umaalis hangga't hindi ako nakakatulog..

He is so caring that it saddens me sometimes, I can't afford to bring him any more pain..

A tear escape my eye..

"Ano man yang iniisip mo, tigilan mo na yan", he caress my face..

"Don't think of leaving me ok?", With what he say I cry my self out..

"I'm so-sorry if it *sob* sometimes cross my mind *sob*"

"Ssshhhhh it's ok, don't cry now"

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Kumanta siya ng kumanta hanggang sa dalawin ako ng antok, nakasanayan narin niya kasing gawin iyon..

Before I totally fell asleep I heard him say 'Good night', I even saw his sweetest smile..

I'm sorry Klein..

Morning came.. then I received a terrible news..

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He is gone..

I cry.. it breaks me and tore my heart to pieces..

No one see it coming, even me..

Then everything in the past came flashing back to me..

I'm thankful to my disease..

Because of it I got to spend many memorable days with Klein..

That my remaining days became colorful..

Worth remembering..

The only sad part is that..

He died before I do..

The most painful goodbyes were the ones we never expected 😢😢