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Keeping a secret from people you love, and who,unfortunately., know you like the back of their hands is difficult next to impossible. For the past four days I have been jumpy, Linda, not so much. But she is not okay. It was just a kiss, I keep telling myself, but still cannot shake off the feeling of how I would have felt if it had been Tsi and Tanaka who has kissed.

Would I have accepted that it was just a kiss?

Okay, I was trying to comfort Linda, But there are a million ways to comfort someone without kissing them. I know that very well.

The only good thing about this is that it seems like my sanity is no longer teetering, I am no longer thinking about Tendai all the time.

Everyone has noticed that I am jumpy but they all think it’s the pregnancy.