Hold near

The hot summer heat wondering why. Seeing your face makes it turn to ice. Cold, soft and gentle touch. I see you whenever it's never enough. Perfect brown eyes looking towards me,wondering why it's to me. Heat arise, sweat drip down cold and fear.

Love! Can it be love?

Wondering if he'll always be there. People say take time to breath, while am here holding deep. Sometimes i cry, can't go to sleep. Thinking of him while i weep. Why do I feel like this? Hopeless and in pain. Knowing that he'll never be mine so I guess i have to hide.

Hiding from the world is the best thing I can do. They don't know what am going through. If they find out they won't care. That's why in the end I won't come near. Am sorry if I won't be near but soon I would be there. Loving is one of the most important thing to do. I guess i have to live in the Present and leave the past where?