Are you giving up on me?

AZ's POV

As the wind blows to our direction it made me sighed. This beautiful scenario, I can't stop thinking about my dream. About being with my love one in the same place where we are. I dream of lying beside him at the sand starting from the morning until night, were still in the sand and seeing the beautiful scenery.

But now I'm with someone else wich is his twin brother. It's a little bit same as my dream but Bryan's someone else for me. It is because he's Bryan wich is just treated as my friend, different from Bryle wich is my love...

"I will fetch you go home." he release a different tone. I am starting to be confused. I nod to be my answer. He stand and he lay his hand for me to lead me stand. 'Thanks' I merely resp[ond by his gentleness. As what he said he fetch me.

"Just stop at our home." he nod while facing the driveway. Minutes got passed were already at our Home. He firstly go out and while he turn around I unfastened my seat belt. He opened the door for me. I come down without hesitation, from far. There's a Bryle whose watching from us, he's directly looking at me with his different aura.

"I am now going out. Mom's calling me." he said and kissed my forehead, for the first time I was stunned but a relief sighed warm me. I turn my eyes to him. He was not there. "Good bye, see you later." a hard cough stopped us.

"There's no later!" he releases a cold stare at Bryan. I was awaken when I realized that his not far and now holding my wrist with his hard hand. "I am warning you, don't approached her. Or else..." he brteathes in. A cold laugh released from Bryan.

"Or else what?" he look at me. "It seems like, you'd feel strange on me bro." he said while staring at me. His figure got lose when I realized he was dragging me inside.

"Ahhh! My w-wrist! Will you stop-" I was stunned when he smack the door to lock. He release my wrist, his scare face like as monster already facing me. He pushed me hardly. I was out of force and now thrown by him. I am now feeling a pain in my back. I was awaken by his flaming figure, from far he stepped and corner me. Thanks to the couch, I can not escape from him.

"Althea Zhine Lewis-Quantumn! Will you stop fooling around?!!" he exclaimed. I'm feeling scared and nervous that's why a sudden tears got flow. My body was shaking, that's because of his presence. I released a sound wich is too hard for me to bear. I breathes in and a loud scream release from my mouth. This is the first that I cry loudly towards him. My heart is feeling bad and now freaking out again.

"I-I am s-so sorry...I d-didn't mean to r-ruined your-" I was cutted by my pain inside my heart. I touch my chest. "So-sorry...I am to fool- from you..." I covered my eyes with my wrist and there I feel he reached out.

"AZ..." he call me, I shake my head and wipe my tears. I sit up and faced him.

"I'm sorry...I can not stop fooling around you! Because I am just concern of our rela-tion..." I sighed to gain more energy. "Bryle...Is that your plan to expect me about that well so called love? Huh?! When the day we share our love at night, I can not stop thinking that you love me. Because I hear you say it. I just expect...I just expect! It is because of you, why am I sick of this love!!!" I release my anger towards him. I pushed with all my strength and run away.

That was too close, if I still continue the love I feel for him. I can give nothing to myself...

"AZ!" he call me for my short name, I turn around. There I see him gasps for breathe.

"If you're tired, then I'll be the one! Please, wait for me." he state. I am a stubborn! Why would I let him?! "If you're asking why. It is because... I'm starting feeling the same as you!" he said and turn away. I'm confused...

I was awaken y his voice still reminds me in my mind.

"If you're asking why. It is because... I'm starting feeling the same as you!"

"If you're asking why. It is because... I'm starting feeling the same as you!"

"If you're asking why. It is because... I'm starting feeling the same as you!"

"Bryle..." I merely call him with my low voice. With that I'll keep my distance and keep on waiting on him. "I'll wait...Bryle I wait!" I scream and the wind slaps me.

******

I am here in my room, thinking about what happened lately. I cover my face as that scene still remaining in my mind.

"Kyaaahhh!!!" I scream and then a minute passed my door opened. I turn around and look for him. He was confused and was a little scared.

"W-what's going on?" he asks with his mind is still blank.

"Kyahhh you jerk get out!!!" I thrown him a pillow, that's because of him!

"Hey, it has nothing to do with me! Why is it you're hitting me!?" he asks with a hard voice. I stop hitting him and stand. I am feeling strage.

"I can't sleep! So you stop bothering me, aside from that I am living with my parents. Starting tomorrow. So there's no reason for me to live with you." I sighed and I caught him dissapointed. I smirk and crossed my arm. This is my way to play hard to get.This is it...

"W-well...I am going out too." I raised my brow. "To live with my parents." he claimed he was hurt. I know.

"Tsk, I am not regerded as your own business. Get lost." I meant to hurt him, that's my first strike for you to know how much pain I gain from him. I stunned when he laugh.

"Eh? That's your point to strike me?" he asks and approach me.

"I said get lost!....Get lost!!!" I shouted and kick him out of my room. I slightly smack my door to lock it.

"Az, are you giving up on me? If yes, then I'll wait for another chance for me to solve these one. Just please let me love you..." he scream, then his voice get lost. I take a deep breath. I opened the door and there I see him turning away. I merely call his name. It is just an air when I realized it, but I gulp and attempt to call his name. Still an air blows upon my mouth. I can't...

"I can't... I can't l0love you anymore...That's why, I want to break up with y-you..." our conversation ended up with his last step towards his room. There I won't see anything, where I won't see him for the rest of my life either... I am too fool to love him... I thought he would love me that too easy. But I merely give up, I merely said to myself that I will. But I wouldn't... I love him for the beginning, but these time. I don't know, I don't know how far my love from him lasts...

I don't know how to ended these feelings... Am I giving up? Am I that too easy to give up?! Hell, I am sick of these!!! Just let me stop these well called love.

"It is easy to say that it is just a feelings towards him/her, but it is not easy to confirm what love is. Feelings and love are too different. So these thing I felt was just a feelings and never been called love..." I said to myself and then kneeled down with tears.

I don't know what love means...

"I don't know what love means!!!" I scream and then my heart feeling uncomportable.

Another morning, and a hurtful moment showed me. It is him, standing while crossing his arm. His brows were totally closed.

"You wake up late." he said. I ignored him.

"I cook for our meal, you want to eat?"

"Ahmm, do you want me to-" I cut him off with my cough.

"I already packed my things and I am ready to go to my Parent's house." I said. I saw he touch his head.

"Alright, I will go there too. I'll fetch you." he smiled. I turn away.