Chapter 42 - Deep dark woods

THIS CHAPTER IS EXPLICIT, YOU MUST BE 16 OR OLDER TO READ!

Jahin's POV

The place was covered with woods everywhere as we drove towards the cabin Morris rented for the weekend. There were no lights as we drove around but it was not that dark...the stars brightened up the forest and we could see the incredible trees.

I looked over at Haya and she seemed to like the scenery as she took everything in. I hope all goes well because all I want is to see her happy.

We eventually got to the cabin, I got out of the car then opened the door for Haya. She was star-struck as she looked around at her surroundings and the cabin we were going to be staying in for the weekend.

The cabin was wooden, the windows were big, and revealed a lot of what is inside the place. Outside, although it was dark we both noticed a small manmade fountain flowing through decorated rocks. Haya approached the fountain and I slowly followed...she suddenly screamed and I heard a loud splash of water. I quickly ran towards her and I found her in a pool the fountain flows into. She suddenly started laughing.

"Haya get out of there! It is nighttime and we do not know whether that water is safe or not," I said annoyed at her careless behavior.

"No it's fun in here, come in," she said playing with the water like a little kid.

"No! I am not getting in there," I replied.

"I'm drowning, Jahin I'm drowning! Help," she suddenly started sinking into the water.

I quickly got in without any hesitation. As soon as I pulled her into my arms she started laughing out loud.

"Hahaha, I knew you would fall for it," she said laughing.

"Haya this is not funny, I was worried," I replied.

"I'm sorry I piss you off daddy," she suddenly looked into my eyes.

"No you do not, sometimes you just act like a child," I replied pulling her closer to me.

"And that is why you are here right?" she bit her lower lip still looking straight into my eyes.

When did she get so bad, I am worried but at the same time, I like it. Her body is shaking a bit so I can tell that she is shy but I love how interactive she is trying to be. During high school, she would not look into my eyes for more than 5 seconds but now, it is like she is staring into my soul.

"Yes, come here," I grabbed her by the neck and started kissing her.

She kissed me back with so much passion I could feel it as our lips intertwined.

"Let's get out of here and go inside of the cabin," I mumbled as we were kissing.

We both got of the water and headed towards the cabin. I grabbed her hand as we walked, she turn to look at me and smiled. I already had the keys in my pockets so I took them out and unlocked our home for the weekend.

"I'm freezing," Haya said as soon as we got inside.

"I'll start the fire," I immediately approached the fireplace. I really do not want her to get sick.

"Okay let me go make us some hot chocolate," she replied.

"Be careful," I said.

The fire was up, we had robes on and we were drinking the delicious hot chocolate Haya made. Once we were done, I pulled Haya close to my body.

"Now, where were we?" I asked in sarcasm.

"Here," she slowly started kissing me.

I stood up then I picked her up and led her to the main bedroom. I gently laid her body on the sheets, got on top of her and continued to kiss her. I planted soft kisses on her neck leaving her breathless. I carefully parted her robe exposing her undeniably perfect body, I looked into her eyes and the innocence they resembled almost made me feel guilty for all that I am about to do to her but her lips murmured my name nonstop. She was begging me to continue so I did as I was told.

I kissed her till she was ready to welcome the bulge that I was about to welcome into her body. I took my robe off and threw it aside. She did the same with hers also so we were both left naked for each other to see.

I sucked on her breasts making her aggressively pull on my hair. I shortly inserted my penis into her vagina making a scream escape from her lips as she grabbed the sheets. I gently went in and out of her slowly while our lips stayed intertwined.

"I love you," I whispered into her ears.

"Please do not leave me," she replied and immediately tears started coming out of her eyes.

I immediately pulled out and lied next to her. I wiped off the tears that were coming out of her eyes. I absolutely hate myself for what I did, I regret the choices I made regarding her every day. She deserves better and right now that is all I am willing to give her.

"I will not do such a thing ever again," I said then placed a kiss on her forehead.

"I am going to take a shower," she suddenly stood up from the bed then approached the bathroom.

I laid on the bed while looking up at the ceiling trying to figure out how I am going to tell her about what exactly happened to me. I can clearly see that she is still the same girl I fell in love with in high school and she will accept me with everything I come with yet I am still protecting my ego by keeping this a secret from her. This is very selfish of me.

I should really find a way to tell her because I know if I do not then I am definitely going to lose her in no time and that would be a nightmare.

There is no me without her.