Chapter Six

In the accident I had gotten a severe concussion and I can't remember Caleb's face, I would look at pictures but when I asked my mom about them she couldn't find them and they somehow got lost it broke my heart that day.

The only physical things I have left from him is some clothes he accidentally left at my house and a necklace he gave me when we were thirteen, it's a small pendant that says "A memory lasts forever,

never does it die, friends stay forever, never to say goodbye" the back ground is black and I absolutely love it, I know it sounds weird but every time I start to really miss him, I hold onto it and I feel like I'm close to him once again.

"Um so do you want to hang out?" I ask and Erik looks at me "Sure do you want to go get some coffee?" he asks and I nod my head.

I can't help but feel like I've seen him somewhere before, maybe I saw him around campus before well you know.

We walk to the coffee shop near my dorm then sit at a table close to the door after ordering, and let me tell you this boy almost made coffee come out of my nose from laughing so hard "Um I know this might be a difficult topic to talk about but what happened when your mate rejected you?" he asks gently

"Well um" I look at the table "We meet at a Halloween party here on campus and he asked if we could go to my dorm so we did and some things happened then later he got dressed then when I asked him what he was doing he rejected me then left and the next day I passed out then woke up six months later" he put his hand on mine

"I'm sorry...he seems like a dick by the way" he says making me smile, I look up as someone walks through the door and Holy shit it's Ryan I immediately look down "Are you alright?" I look at Erik and I see Ryan look straight into my eyes and I look down again "I just saw him-he's right there" I say.

"Who you're old mate?" I nodded my head, he looks around the room and we were the only people in here until Ryan walked in "Wait do you mean Ryan Matthews?" I nod my head again, He takes my hand and holds it "You're going to be alright-I promise" I look at him again and smile.

I feel like I can trust Erik with anything as if I've known him for over a decade it's very odd even though we are connected by spirits.

*Ryan's P.O.V*

What is Hazel doing with him-she should be with me,

Fuck why do I keep saying that I rejected her months ago and fucked her

best friend the next day making her go into a coma?

God I'm such a jack ass I've secretly been dating Rina for six months now and I don't really want to be with her, I only slept with her because I wanted to feel better about the night I had with Hazel and in the middle of us...screwing I thought she was Hazel and accidentally marked her, I'm a dumb ass.

I can't believe I rejected her because I was a coward that got scared at the thought of being in a long term relationship and then the next day I got into one with her BEST FRIEND LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Man, I miss her scent so much every time I smell lavender I think of her and the more I think of her then more I miss her.

I miss holding her, kissing her, and her voice oh god her voice it's like sweet cream I'm such an idiot, I wish I could go back in time and stay in her bed, we could probably be together and be happy.

Now I ruined her life she won't find someone to marry and I just can't but think that I'M SUCH A FUCKING DUMB ASS WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!