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She woke up from a nightmare around 3am she was drenched in sweat she could not even remember what the dream was about but all she knows was it was not good.she always had dreams of something that would would happen in real life and most of them where not good actually non of them were good she remembers the night her grandma died it was so detailed and everything happened just as she had dreamt of it only few minutes ago and now her grandma was dead. she blames herself for not being able to save her it was all her fault she remembers her the rain fall in her dream and at That moment the thunder struck her grandma died she woke up from her dreams only to find out that it was raining in the next seconds then thunder struck and behold her grandma died instantly. she sighs softly as she looked at the time shaking her head to clear the bad things that had happened sometimes she feels she had lived through all this before like she was reliving a life she had lived before she just cant place her finger on it . she laughed at the thought of seeing what will happen in the future Haha Juventas u have started again nobody can tell What will happen in the future she said to her self she didn't know how long she just sat there but she couldn't fall asleep so she decided to go watch a movie in the living room and eat a late night snack when she said snacks it actually a whole bowl of yam porridge "God juventas you are going to get fat with all this food you are eating" she thought but quickly put it away at the back of her mind so what if I got fat anyone who loves me should love me for who I am she turn on the TV and they were showing a Filipino movie of a rich handsome guy that fell in love with a poor girl from the slums and their love was so strong that it was overcoming trials and tribulations and now they were planning their wedding. Haha what a joke those never happened in real life she laughed, well maybe in countries in other continents but not in Africa nope especially in her own country N she said out loud.