Tua-aeng

Hi, here is a new chapter from heal me na.... I'm trying to get steps in healing gulf....i wish Gulf and Mew  being happy for ever.

Night came but Gulf didn't go at Mew to hospital and that made Mew start worry. He took his phone and call him but no-one was answering. "what happened now? Did he changed? Did Kana took over? Or is it Shine? What if it's shine? Where is he?" Mew thought. Than it hit him.... He put video camera everywhere in his house, he took his phone and start to look in every point from his house till he found it. In their room Gulf was fainted in front of the table and the realization hit him again.... GULF SOW THE CLIP.... Mew try to get down from bed and leave but a nurse came and didn't let him.

-LET ME GO he grits his teeth and shout at her.

-But sir you can't go anywhere you are not OK and your fever will rise.

-HE NEEDS ME, Mew shout again and his eyes look merciless so the nurse get scared and let him go.

Mew was trembling in fear,"wait for me Gulf, don't leave me alone please" Mew cry his heart out and run to his car and go straight home where Gulf right now was staying on the sofa.

-Gulf!!!!! Baby are you OK?

-Baby??????? Who are you calling baby? Did you forgot you are mine?

-Kanaaaaaaaa😳😳😳😳😳. What happened.

-seems that this jerk remembers the past finally but he chose to hide again. I'll be a stupid to not take over. I'm telling you, this guy is such a jerk, he is so weak and he is always using us to run from pain but still..... Still... Still YOU LOVE THIS WEAK JERK. Kana said with furry in his eyes that made Mew flinch.

-Kana..... You are part of Gulf personality, you are part of his heart. You are same hurt like him.

-but I'm more strong than him, I'm not running from my pain.

-Kana.... You and him are same, Mew said with a soft voice, you and him share.....

But Mew couldn't finish his sentence because Kana jumped on him and press his lips with his.

-should I learn you some manner again? Fuck boy how many times shall I say DON'T COMPARE US, WE ARE NOT SAME WE ARE NOTTTTT.

Mew hug Kana tight and say "kanaaaaaaaaa, calm down, I'm here, I'm sure Gulf is not weak because you are not weak. Gulf is strong because you are strong, Gulf its in pain and you are in pain. I love you same intensity I love Gulf, Shiv and Shine so don't be lonely, try to overcome your hate for him and you will see that he is not so bad. " Mew Hughes Kana than release him and kiss his cheek. Tears start rolling down on Kana cheek for first time. Was like his heart was Melting in front of Mew. Even if he was feeling contradictory in front of him and hurt him many times Kana always thought that Mew is his and didn't want nothing else. He wanted that Mew look at him like he was looking to Gulf. But even if Mew was saying I love you he felt that he says that to Gulf not him so he was getting angry all the time but right now he was hugging Kana personality, he was touching Kana checks and that made Kana wish he was a real person not just a personality. He wished to be him the real one. He heard Shiv saying that Mew hugs are like the touch of the sunt and the beat of the wind in one word they were refreshing. Kana, hugged Mew in an instant and that made Mew startled. Kana was crying.... He knew how to behave with the crying Shiv but how should he behave with Kana. How can he make Kana feel better when he never sow Kana crying. Mew hugs Kana back and tap his back shushing him.

-Mew....

-Yes?

-I'm leaving....

-Huh?... Ok ja

-Mew.... Kana said with tears flowing hard

-yes?

-I will leave for ever....

-WHATTTTTT

-Mew.... Can you... call me Tua-aeng  one time please? Kana sais trying his best not to shutter.



-hum.... I love you Tua-aeng

-adio Mew, rak na. Mew felt how Gulf body became hard to handle and he understood that Kana is not there anymore. He didn't know what to feel anymore, happy that Gulf made a step to be healed or sad because one of personalities disappeared. He got used with the always angry and naughty Kana, but than again this is how  it should be after all Kana didn't disappear he was just taking back his place in Gulf's heart.

Morning came but Gulf didn't wake up.... Instead of waking up he was burning with fever. Mew run to pharmacy and buy medicine and took care of Gulf all night but is like Gulf don't have a desire to wake up. Mew understands what could pain Gulf's heart but he will never blame him for nothing.... He will never blame the person who love the most for something that was not in his power. He know how much Gulf was suffering that time too. Even if he was not the one who got the beating, probably Gulf was cursing himself for living many times that's why the other 2 personalities appears.