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Golden Shores of Youth

This novel, narrated from the perspective of the protagonist Xiaoyu, chronicles her experiences and emotional changes from university life through to post-graduation. Xiaoyu is a woman who undergoes many ups and downs in her love life and personal journey, and her story touches on themes of friendship, love, loss, and growth. During her time at university, Xiaoyu becomes entangled in complicated emotional relationships with several male characters. Her relationship with her boyfriend Zhang Xiao is a mix of love and resentment. Zhang Xiao, burdened by his background in the underworld and a pessimistic view of the future, chooses to break up with Xiaoyu, hoping she can lead a better life. After their breakup, Xiaoyu experiences a period of confusion and loneliness, but she does not give up on searching for love. She later develops a relationship with another man, Muran, who, despite his status in the underworld, has genuine feelings for Xiaoyu and is willing to give up everything for her. Xiaoyu's friend Xiangxiang is also a significant character, sharing a deep friendship with Xiaoyu but also facing her own emotional setbacks. Xiangxiang is forced into an inappropriate relationship with Professor Zhang Cunzhen in exchange for academic success, causing her immense emotional trauma. After learning of Xiangxiang's ordeal, Xiaoyu tries her best to support and help her, but Xiangxiang ultimately chooses to run away from home, disappearing from Xiaoyu's life. In the latter part of the novel, as Xiaoyu faces Muran's departure and Xiangxiang's disappearance, she gradually learns to be strong and independent. She begins to reassess her life and future, deciding not to be swayed by emotions anymore but to take control of her own destiny. Xiaoyu's story is a journey of growth, self-discovery, and courage in the face of life's challenges.

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Man, My Man (Part 1)

"Yu Ran!"

"What..."

"How do you do things?"

"Ah? What's wrong with me?"

"I clearly told you that I'm off on the 24th, why did you buy me a ticket for the 23rd?"

"Ah, isn't it just one day earlier?"

"One day earlier? Do you know that the night of the 23rd is the Lantern Festival?"

(I wrote it randomly, you don't have to match the year) "Ah?"

Yu Ran looked at me in astonishment, "I don't know... I..."

"Look at you, you want me to spend the Lantern Festival alone on the train?"

I said aggrievedly, "I won't be able to eat the glutinous rice balls cooked by my parents. You broke up our family like this!"

"It's okay, I'm here with you!"

Yu Ran smiled and came over to say. "What..."

"I also bought a ticket for myself. Look, the lower berths of No. 3 and No. 4 in Carriage 10 are in a compartment... I had a hard time changing to it."

Yu Ran's big eyes were full of a look of seeking comfort. "You? You..."

"Hehe."

"You actually? Wow, I'm dizzy!"

I was really at a loss for words. "Xiao Yu..."

Yu Ran came over to me and shook my hand, like a little pug begging for the owner's care, so cute. "Hey! Be a man!"

I patted him on the head and said, "When are you going to get back from vacation?"

"Didn't I say it? March 8th."

"Then why are you going with me? It's only 10 days at most. Are you tired?"

"No!"

Yu Ran stood at attention, his upright posture with his chest raised and his abdomen pulled in, revealing his very muscular masculine physique. "Ah... I really can't do anything with you..."

Yu Ran is sometimes like a child who never grows up. He likes to pester me, annoy me, and stay around me. He never gets tired of it. However, I went back to my hometown for the New Year during the winter vacation this time, so I didn't meet him again. I didn't see him again until I asked him to buy a return train ticket for me. I was told that he was going to my school with me and said he would come back after two days of fun. I had to tell my parents that I was going with a friend. We made an appointment. It was a girl from the same school. Then the ticket was bought on the 23rd. I had to go with "her" on the 22nd to prepare to go directly to the provincial capital to wait for the train the next day. My parents complained a lot. Their daughter went out to study in college. She finally came back to celebrate the Spring Festival, but she didn't even wait for the Little New Year and had to go back to school again. Fortunately, I was a sophomore. If it was the same line number last year, I came to Yu Ran's house with a suitcase after dinner. Needless to say, I was tossed around by him for a whole night. He even bought me a pair of bright red pantyhose for me to wear and make love, under the beautiful name of: making a New Year's festive love. A pervert is a pervert. I kept complaining in my heart, but I was also aroused by him and had sex with him. I remember that it was already two o'clock, and he wanted more. "Xiaoyu... I've been thinking about you for a long time!"

"Not long ago, these days before and after the New Year!"

"But I have been accumulating it! One night, it almost overflowed. I tried my best to hold it back, and I almost died of endurance, but I kept the goods..."

"Oh, you are still wronged, aren't you?"

I smiled and twisted his nose, then grabbed the quilt and turned my back to him to sleep. "Hey! Don't touch me from behind!"

I screamed. I ignored the hands behind me that kept wandering on my body, but when it reached the hot anus, it stopped and started to dig. How could I bear it? "I want to drink tea..."

Yu Ran said coquettishly. "Go pour it yourself!"

"I want to drink chrysanthemum tea!"

Yu Ran smiled and did not continue to explore the back road. Instead, he held my buttocks with his open palms, raised his middle finger and rubbed the soft tip of his finger on the place where the anus is in the buttocks. "Stop it, okay? I have to take a car tomorrow... Last time you did it to me, my legs were weak when I walked for two days, it was so uncomfortable! It was not a big deal at the time, but it was always hot afterwards. It's all because of you, you don't know how to cherish me..."

I said this, but in my heart I was thinking about the chrysanthemum tea he mentioned. Chrysanthemum tea reminds me of thieves, reminds me of World of Warcraft, and the man who wanted me to play World of Warcraft with him. The man who stood in the night sky with his hair lifted by the wind, fed me food, turned me into a woman, and was turned into a man by me. The person who has disappeared from my life for a year and a half... his good, his bad, his good, his rogue... "Huh..."

I took a deep breath. It is said that women are most sensitive after sex. I found that although my body was sore and weak, my mind was unusually clear and useful. Even the scenes that I could not remember at ordinary times appeared vividly in front of me. After all, a woman can never forget her first man. She will not forget all the men who have entered her body - at least if she is a normal woman. Thinking of this, I don't know why my eyes are wet. Was it too intense just now? Or was my eyes blurred by dust? It was sour and bitter, and I wanted to cry. "Huh? Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"

Yu Ran turned my shoulder and looked at me with tears in my eyes. "Huh? Nothing..."

Yu Ran didn't say anything, but just let go of the hand that was snaking on my body and gently wiped away a tear that rolled down for me. "Yu Ran... I... We... are we... okay?"

I wanted to say "Is it okay?" but I didn't want to say it in that questioning tone. That was what I said at the last moment of the fight. I didn't want him to misunderstand. I think he would understand what I meant. Yu Ran still didn't say anything. He put his arms around my chest, but deliberately avoided my breasts and put his hands on my shoulders. "Are you thinking about him?"

After a long time, Yu Ran asked me faintly. "I think of some things in the past..."

I didn't explain too much, if this doesn't count as an explanation. "Hehe."

Yu Ran smiled softly, leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, then let me go and lay down. His breathing was sometimes steady and sometimes rapid. I was sure he hadn't fallen asleep, but I didn't know what to say to him at this time? What to say? Should I say something for his good or for my good? How to say it? I really didn't know what to do, so I just turned my back to him quietly. If he wanted to say something to me, I would listen carefully. The quilt would tighten from time to time, and he would curl up and tremble, but it would be fine after a while, and it would start again after a while... I fell asleep in a daze. Until the next morning, I woke up earlier than him. I was thinking about the time to catch the bus. I was afraid that I would be sad if I was late. I opened my eyes and tried to raise my hands to rub them, but I couldn't. I looked carefully and saw that Yu Ran had folded all the quilts around me, wrapping me up like a dumpling. He also tucked his hands on both sides of my body and held me in a hollow hug. No wonder I couldn't get away. I looked at the clock in the room. It was still early. I wanted him to sleep a little longer, but he had already sensed my struggle when I woke up just now. He tucked the corners of the quilt with his hands again, almost squeezing me to death. "Hey, Yu Ran?"

I called him tentatively. "Huh? Oh..."

Yu Ran opened his eyes in confusion, and then his eye sockets gradually gathered light and looked at me. I looked at my body - a body wrapped like a dumpling. Yu Ran smiled apologetically, scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "You kicked the quilt very hard last night, maybe you were hot... But after we did it, our bodies consumed a lot. If you don't cover yourself with the quilt properly after it gets cold, you will get sick easily."

I followed his movements of raising his hand and scratching his head, and saw his chest - there were five deep red dimples on it. Recalling that the quilt would suddenly tighten and loosen after making love, and his trembling could be heard on the mattress, I knew what was wrong with him - he thought of something that hurt him, and then he pinched his chest tightly in pain... What could it be? Was it about me? Or something from the past? Yu Ran, you silly man, what on earth are you thinking about? I couldn't help but look up at him blankly, staring at his pupils carefully, trying to see something from them. Seeing my strange look, Yu Ran hurriedly explained: "Well... Actually, I've seen people say that it's not good for girls to be cold when sleeping... It will cause uterine cold and so on, and it will cause dysmenorrhea during menstruation, or it will affect the fetal position and physical development of children..."

"Oh."

I only heard the last few words after I came to my senses, and responded. "You, you don't want to say something?"

Yu Ran asked tentatively. "What?"

"Ha! I thought you were going to say "What's it to you"! Hehe..."

Yu Ran suddenly laughed as happily as a child who got honey. "Do you know that you laugh like a child eating honey?"

I said helplessly, this person just can't grow up in front of me, just the opposite of Zhang Han, I can't grow up in front of Zhang Han. "Hey, I'm still like an old man eating honey! Ahaha, honey juice!"

Yu Ran laughed happily, and let go of me and dodged backwards. "Hmm?"

I didn't react for a moment, and after thinking carefully, I realized that he was talking about that thing again. I was so embarrassed that I raised my fist and hit him, but unfortunately Yu Ran had foreseen it and escaped my attack range. "Hmph! What does the child in my belly have to do with you? You care?"

I can't hit him, but it doesn't mean I can't hurt him with words. He is not my husband, so it's really none of his business! "Huh?"

Yu Ran froze for a moment, and I caught up with him and punched him hard. I didn't let go until my fist was numb. He just pushed me back to the bed and said, "Xiao Yu, you sleep obediently, I'll go downstairs to buy you breakfast."

After that, he opened the door and went out, and added a sentence before leaving: "Don't be here when I come back!"

This man who is worried about gains and losses. I curse you to never grow up! But...his thing seems to be quite big, and it's hard for me to handle...I'm like this, once I lose my sleepiness in the morning, I can't fall asleep again, so I got up and folded the quilt, took the water-stained sheets and threw them into the washing machine, then went into the bathroom to take a comfortable hot bath. When I came out, Yu Ran had already bought my favorite breakfast. There were a lot of steamed buns, soy milk, steamed dumplings, fried dough sticks, etc., all of which I liked. We ate a hearty breakfast. After this trip, I don't know how long it will take to eat the food from my hometown...After cleaning up the dishes, Yu Ran hung the sheets on the clothesline in the bathroom to dry in the shade, and then called me out. "Oh, my dear room! I will come back to see you in ten days or half a month! Bedsheets, dry them there obediently! I will come back to collect you in a few days..."

Yu Ran muttered goodbye to the things in the house, then unplugged the plugs and wires except the refrigerator, checked the doors and windows again, locked the door and went downstairs. It only took a few hours to get to the provincial capital by car. Yu Ran studied here and was very familiar with it. I told him that my brother also worked here. He asked what company it was. When I signed up, Yu Ran laughed and said that it was owned by Cowboy's father. Yu Ran was half a follower of Cowboy's father, and when he came out, he would be in charge of many situations. I didn't expect that Cowboy's father's power had already penetrated the provincial capital. I couldn't help but sigh that my brother had worked for so many years, and maybe in two years, he would not be treated as well as Yu Ran. When that time comes, I will follow Yu Ran and appear in front of my brother and I must give him a few words, haha... Laughing and laughing, I suddenly thought of a question-Yu Ran, will he be in danger? I wasn't afraid that he would bring me any danger, but I was worried about him from the bottom of my heart... Zhang Han and Yu Ran, both of us were on this road, and were about to officially embark on this road. Zhang Han was okay, I knew how smart he was, but what about Yu Ran? In my impression, Yu Ran was always silly and foolish, and I was really worried about him! "Xiao Yu, what are you thinking about?"

Yu Ran stood next to me. The bus was very crowded. We had to go from the bus station to the train station, and we had to cross almost half of the city on the way. Taxi was expensive, so I didn't let him stop. And taxis were easily blocked, while buses had special lanes and would not be blocked. "Oh, I was thinking..."

I hesitated, wondering if I should say this out loud, and I helped the luggage leaning against my feet. "Huh?"

Yu Ran looked at me with wide eyes, indicating that he was listening. "Yu Ran, I don't want you to get into trouble!"

I had said this in a confused manner without anyone noticing, which made Yu Ran confused and stunned. "I don't want you to get hurt."

I repeated it softly again, and Yu Ran finally seemed to understand what I meant. He smiled and patted my forehead and said, "Haha, it's okay..."

I like the feeling of being patted on the head by him. At that time, I always felt that he was so tall, as if he had grown up and could protect me. In fact, he was indeed tall enough at 184cm, and it was obvious from his physique and scars that he was not a kind person. "Hey! This little girl, don't you know how to give up your seat?"

At this time, a middle-aged old shrew came up with an old woman. As soon as they saw me sitting in a single green seat, they asked me to give up. I swear, this seat was given to me by a gray-haired but energetic old man when I got on the bus. He saw that Yu Ran and I had a lot of things, and it was very inconvenient to stumble and unpack them. He also said that he was in good health, so he insisted on giving up his seat to me so that I could take care of the luggage. I couldn't resist his kindness, so I accepted it with thousands of thanks. Later, there was no vacant seat, so I just sat here. Now someone came to ask for a seat, I felt a little disgusted, but after all, there was an old man over there, so I couldn't say anything. I looked at Yu Ran and prepared to stand up and let him sit. But when I stood up halfway, the old woman who was originally supported by the middle-aged woman suddenly had a gleam in her eyes, and then rushed towards me like crazy, grabbing my arm with a withered and rough hand and pulling me away. Before I completely left the seat, she squeezed in with most of her body. What's going on? I was completely unaccustomed to the feeling of a stranger suddenly approaching and touching my skin, and my head was a little confused. At this time, a strong force came from my shoulder, holding me down and making me sit back in the seat with a "dong", and the old woman who was about to sit on my thighs also stood up as if floating... Oh no, she was lifted up! The old lady had an expression of disbelief on her face, her eyes were wide open, almost bulging out, and Yu Ran was holding her by the collar, her legs still stiffly bent - maintaining the posture of sitting on the stool just now. "Fuck you!"

Yu Ran cursed, the old lady in his hand seemed to have not woken up yet, her legs were still bent, Yu Ran wanted to wait for her to stand firmly before letting go, but she stayed in the air and did not move. Yu Ran got angry and put her on the ground directly. The middle-aged shrew saw this and hurriedly pushed through the crowd and rushed up to support the old lady. In my mind, there were no strange looks from the people around me, no lingering comments, only a few words: "Yu Ran cursed!"

Yes! Yu Ran actually swore! And he cursed at an old woman! A person who only gently teased me for being a little bitch in bed and never used radical language again, although it is not ruled out that he loves me very much, but it still surprised me - Yu Ran swore! He, in my heart, it turns out that what I saw was only a part of him. Am I too prejudiced? Yu Ran, is indeed not a weak man who only knows how to be gentle, but a man with blood and courage. He has never been younger than me, and the playfulness between him and me is just his company. He is a maverick man! It's just that when he was with me, he was too immersed in our world of two people, so he didn't show it. "Hey! Someone is hitting someone!

He hit someone!"

The shrew screamed with a hoarse and unpleasant voice, which made everyone around cover their ears to protect their eardrums, close their eyes and turn their heads away. Yu Ran did not say anything back, but just looked at her calmly. It was very cold, and I felt that the temperature around Yu Ran began to drop... The warm air from the bus air conditioner was not enough to warm up the gradually cold environment around. There seemed to be an aura around Yu Ran's body, an aura that made people tremble with fear. I suddenly felt that he had become a stranger. The man standing next to me was just a stranger who helped me to fight for justice. "Mu..."

I didn't call out his name, but just shook his hand twice. I wanted to pull him and feel the stability of his body. Feeling the contact with his skin, I want to know - this is the man I am familiar with, the man who just went to Wushan with me last night to make love. I also want to tell everyone around me, the people who whisper, the people who gossip - this is my man! My man looked down at me, with a gentle smile in his eyes, rubbed my hair on the back of my head, and then gave me a "reassured" look. How can I be assured? A shrew and an old lady, can you afford to offend such a combination? So I grabbed Yu Ran's arm and shook it. When he looked at me, I hurriedly showed a concerned look. Yu Ran still didn't speak, and smiled with a graceful angle of his mouth. "He hit someone! Driver! Stop the car quickly! We need to call the police! Send us to the hospital!" The middle-aged woman shouted loudly. "What's the matter?" The driver obviously let go of the accelerator, the car began to slow down, and then turned his head to look, and saw that the people around him didn't react, so he cursed "fuck" and continued to drive his car. "You dare to scream again? "

Yu Ran said to the shrew in cold words. "I..."

The woman's ferocious expression and puffy face showed that she was about to recite the Three Character Classic. Before she could open her mouth, Yu Ran stepped forward and locked her throat with one hand. "Um...uh" The shrew looked at Yu Ran in astonishment, her eyes wide open. The old lady next to her actually jumped over and tore Yu Ran's arm. Yu Ran was not panicked at all, and snorted coldly, "Fuck you! "

With a long shake of his arm, the old lady was shaken off and fell back two steps to the crowd before she could slow down. The shrew who was held by Yu Ran by the throat was slapped twice by Yu Ran before she could come to her senses. It was a great shame and humiliation. Everyone was waiting for the shrew's explosion and then enjoyed watching a good show to add some color to the boring life. The shrew also noticed the contemptuous and sneerful eyes of the people around her, which further aroused the flame of anger and hatred in her heart. Without saying a word, she waved her hand to grab Yu Ran's face. How could Yu Ran be scratched by the long claws like ghost claws? He stretched out his arm and pinched with five fingers, which immediately pressed the shrew's trachea. The shrew couldn't breathe in a breath and couldn't lift any strength. He turned his hands back to try to pry open Yu Ran's palm. Yu Ran shook the shrew's head, loosened some strength, and asked: "Do you dare? "

"I don't dare to do it anymore… We were wrong… You are such a great man, but you don't care about the little people…"

"Get lost!"

Yu Ran pushed the shrew away and glared at her. Seeing this, the shrew was so scared that she took the old woman with her, blushing, lowering her head and looking straight ahead, and got off the bus in a panic as soon as the bus arrived at the station. After getting off the bus, I vaguely heard the shrew curse: "Fuck you, you have an accent from another place!"

The old woman next to her also echoed: "Look at the way he is dressed, he must be a college student going to school at the train station!"

"Fuck him! I'll call Lao Si to stop him!"

The shrew took out her cell phone fiercely and pressed it in a serious manner. I don't know if she was trying to scare us or show it to the people who got off the bus together. Yu Ran seemed to know nothing, just patted her wallet and said: "Damn, it's still there. "

Then he looked at me, showing his gentle and obedient look again, squatting beside me and pulling my hand to act coquettishly, wanting to play the finger pinching game. I clearly felt that people of all ages around me were looking at me in surprise and panic. Facing this big man squatting beside me, it was difficult to say anything, but I just patted his head and listened to him and played the finger pinching game with him. Yu Ran is my man, so he will listen to me obediently, and when I pat his head, he will tilt his head and arch his back in my arms... In the bus, not counting the driver, aren't there only the two of us? The others are just some mentally stubborn and rotten wood.