Okay, so I didn't jump his bones last night.
And he didn't initiate it either—which made me wonder if he's slowly distancing himself—which might not entirely be the case because he's always been around these past few days. We made out a few times, but he never suggested sex again.
Yeah, call me dumb for looking for something when I explicitly told him "no". I really wanted to say yes…but also just not quite yet. I know. I'm confusing.
Last night when he walked me to my bedroom, we kissed at the threshold and I'm about to pull him inside when out of nowhere, I heard J's voice in my head. I gasped and pulled back, immediately putting a stop to whatever was about to happen.