Cesi broken heart
When I was done distributing the script to the others I went back to my sit happily.
l got so much joy and happiness just looking at my script, a few seconds later Christian came to my desk and sat next to me before saying why are you so happy that you got a 100 is not like this is your first time in getting a 100 you always get a 100 what makes this one so special?
What makes it special is because I'm the only one with a 100 I know most of the time I always get a 100 but so do you.
Oh..... so that is what the smile is all about well done keep working hard and I'm quite surprised I didn't get a 100 but is alright it seems Clara has rub off her laziness on me. Are you sure Clara is the only one rubbing laziness on you. I'm not sure Clara is capable of rubbing so much laziness on you maybe Karlee is also responsible.
Speaking of her I will be right back..... Saying that Christian left my desk and walk to Karlee desk. Karlee was busy staring at her script with a big smile on her face.
If I didn't see her script I would have bet my whole pocket that she got nothing less than a 100 but how can she be so satisfy with such a low score something is definitely wrong with her.
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And slowly time pass by with Cesi and her friends drifting apart from each other, each passing day and slowly the mid term test rows in with everyone studying hard for it.
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Mid term test is finishing today my friends or should I say ex friends has been following Karlee around they don't include me in any of their plans we don't even speak to each other often.
We can go days and weeks without saying anything to each other we no longer sit together in assembly or cafeteria.
I tried sitting in the cafeteria with them but I always felt left out cause anytime I try to say a word Karlee keep cutting me and she showing me she was doing it intentionally so I couldn't take any more of her nonsense so I stop sitting with them in the cafeteria.
Today after our morning test it was lunch break all the whole students flood into the cafeteria to have lunch. I also went to the cafeteria to get my lunch as soon as I entered I spotted Karlee holding hands with Christian and my heart dropped I couldn't help but think Christian must really do like Karlee that explains why he act so close to her every time would they start dating soon? Or are they already dating? No way that can't be I must be wrong I'm actually....
Was I right Christian does take me only as a friend and nothing else stupid me for thinking he likes me and it was all Clara fault for telling me Christian likes me secretly. Just great I lose my best friend's to her and not only that but the guy I have like right from childhood.
I went and join the queue to get my lunch after that I went to an empty sit and sat down to have my lunch in peace but that didn't last long cause my ex bestie Clara came over.
Hi Cesi what up with you? Cesi pretended not to hear Clara and stood up before walk off. Clara just stare at her walking figure speechless before saying what is wrong with her while walking back to sit with the other. As soon as she sat down Christian immediately asked what happened to Cesi? Why did she leave the cafeteria? I don't know I went to say hi but she just ignored me. Are you sure you didn't say something mean to her why would you say so? Any ways if you don't believe me go and ask her.
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The school dismiss early today because it was a Friday Cesi went home to find her Mum home.
Good afternoon Mum oh Cesi you are back how was your mid term test it was fine Mum how come you are back home already is everything okay at work? Yeah everything is fine back at work I just took the rest of the day off to spend some time with my baby girl or is Cesi not happy to see her beloved mother at home? Of course I am.
If so why don't we go have lunch at a Chinese restaurant today what do you say about that? Really Mum? That would be great. I know so why don't you go get changed first. Okay than I will go get changed.
As Cesi walk towards the stairs she stoped and said Mum can we also make a stop at the books shop I will love to get some new comic book. Sure why not quickly go get changed so we can head out. Okay Mum.
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After lunch Mum drove us to light reader book shop I got some interesting comic book why picking this comic books it can of remind me about Christian alot cause this has always been our thing since child hood we both love comic so much and we spend alot of time buying and reading it together.
When we were driving back home Mom asked about Christian and Clara.
Oh right I almost forgot what about Christian and Clara it has been a while since I saw those kids what happened? Don't tell me you are no more friends with them. What happened did you guys had a fight? [No answer from Cesi so Cesi Mum continue]
I'm not sure if you guys had a fight but you can keep silent all you want but I know for sure you can't stop being friends with Christian since you two have been unbreakable since child hood I know he is the one person you can do anything just to be close with him. It will be a little bit understandable if it was Clara but I still don't think you guys stop being best friends so start talking.
Mum we are fine you can confirm that with Christian we are still best friend's is just that..........Mum we are really fine no big deal. I don't think so you were about to say something just now so out with it. No Mum I wasn't. Really Francesca when did you start learning how to lie? Mum I wasn't lieing.......... Wait a minute don't tell me you confess your feeling to Christian and got turned down. No Mum I didn't confuess my feeling to Christian and why we are being distance from each other is about some thing totally different.......... Francesca Justin I can't believe you just admitted you have feeling for Christian.
No Mum I didn't.....[Cesi Mum gave her a stare that say don't even think about denieing it] 😭okay fine Mum I like him, I have liked him since child hood I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't help myself and it was so stupid of me to think he likes me back or would ever like a girl like me when all this time he just took me as his best friend and nothing more I have always have this string of hope that he likes me even a little bit and If he doesn't I won't make any fuss about it but seeing him hold hands with her today just broke every little hopes I have and the promise I made to my self not to be heartbroken if this situation ever occur and I don't know why I couldn't holded back all of my emotions I'm just so stupid Mum.
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[Cesi broke domn in tear why explaining how she felt to her Mum]
After Cesi was done making that out burst she wipes her tears🤧 and kept quiet and the remaining drive home was silents.