Chapter 51 - Emilia

"You're amazing." Bel whispers quietly being careful not to wake the baby. Our beautiful daughter, Sarrainne, is only a few hours old and so far she's spent her entire life in someone's arms because none of us are prepared to put her down yet.

I'd gone into labour late last night and it'd progressed much faster than with Naz so by dawn we had our baby girl. After checking on Naz my mates had stayed with me the entire time doing whatever they could to help me and providing support. Lilas had done the same the last time but having all three of them with me was, as harsh as it is to admit, better than having just Lilas.

We'd spent the last few months happily together in the castle getting to know each other again after so long apart. Plus adapting to being parents. Even the journey here was more difficult with Naz as he loved flying on Kor's back and wouldn't sit still the entire time we were flying here. Now that he's experienced flying Naz has wanted to go outside and fly everyday which so long as the weather has been good we've done.

It's been a big relief not having to go straight back to being Queen of Rialria after being held captive for just over a month. I've missed my ladies since being here but I'd seen and said goodbye to them before we left Hadlau as we'd spent a few weeks there before leaving. Those few weeks allowed me to begin recovering from my captivity and we'd been able to help Julianna.

She'd enjoyed meeting Nazeph but was still determined to die and be with her husband again. Lilas had been able to find a quick and painless poison for her that allowed her to pass on peacefully while we kept her company. As much as I'd cried when she died it was what she wanted and the only regret she expressed was not being able to be buried with Edmun and her children. Instead she asked to be cremated so that even in death she is free.

The rest and quiet that we'd found here was just what we all needed especially as I came to the end of the pregnancy. In fact the most excitement that we'd had was when I went into labour and it filled us with so much joy that only increased when we finally got to hold her. She's much smaller than Naz was when he was born and she takes after Lilas more than me, having his blond hair judging by the fine hair that she's been born with.

Bel is currently holding her sitting next to me on the bed while I'm resting and recovering from the birth. Lilas has gone to check on Naz and bring him to meet his little sister while Kor is sitting on my other side being able to see Sarrainne from there. He's waiting for his own turn to hold her though but so far Bel hasn't been willing to share, which according to Lilas is exactly like when they first met Naz.

"Ma." I hear my son's sweet voice call out as Lilas walks back into the room with Nazeph held in his arms. This morning has probably been unsettling for him as even though we brought his nurse with us we've been looking after him ourselves for the most part. Every morning since we got here we've been there when he wakes up to give him breakfast so not being there this morning must have been odd for him.

"Hi baby. Come and meet your sister." I say holding out my arms for him as Lilas joins us on the bed passing our son over to me. With Kor's help I sit up slightly helping Naz to get his first look at Sarrainne in Bel's arms. "This is Sarrainne."

The look on his face as he sees her for the first time is adorable as he seems just as awed by her as we are. I had been secretly worried that he'd be jealous of the new baby as we wouldn't have as much time to spend with him but it seems I was worried for nothing.

"Sar." He mumbles reaching out one small hand towards her. Kor stops him briefly with a reminder to be gentle before letting him continue on and gently touch Sarrainne's cheek a sweet smile building on his face when she opens her eyes and looks at him.

Naz's smile grows bigger and he starts babbling at her happily. I don't understand a lot of what he's saying but I can make out words like 'fly' and 'play' which come up often. That doesn't surprise me though as they're some of his favourite things to do so he must be telling her about them and maybe wanting to share them with her. Once she's bigger though I'm sure that they'll play and run around together both here and in Hadlau.

Eventually we have to move though as Sarrainne starts crying and needs to be fed. Kor takes Naz downstairs for his own breakfast while I feed her, he did have to promise Naz a flight after eating to get him to leave the room. Already it's clear that Naz loves his little sister which makes me happier than I ever thought I could be.

I'm half asleep by the time Sarrainne has finished feeding the long night catching up with me. Seeing that I need to get some rest Lilas gently takes her from me ready to put her down in her own bed for the first time. Bel stands up off the bed so that I can lie down properly and go to sleep comfortably.

We adjust to have two children easily and before we know it Sarra is two months old, Naz has recently had his first birthday and we've been at the castle for six months. Soon after I'd given birth Healer Fayeth and the midwives returned to Hadlau, they stayed just long enough to make sure that I was well.

With their departure from the castle it's just been the four of us, the children and their nurse. We'd been looking after the children mostly by ourselves but at night it's nice having someone else to take care of them so we can rest. Our days are easy and relaxing with most of our time spent outside in the gardens laughing and playing with Naz.

"Everything okay?" Lilas says pulling me from my thoughts of how wonderful everything has been here.

"Yes, just thinking of how much I've missed being here." I reply leaning against him watching Kor and Bel playing with Naz. They've turned finding flowers and pretty stones in the garden into a game with him and he loves coming over with his finds to show me, Sarra and Lilas.

"Mama." Naz calls out running to me with his latest find, a beautiful pink flower. "Sa." He tells me holding it out for her. I take it gently from him holding the flower over Sarra so that she can see it, to Naz's delight she reaches up towards the flower with a quiet giggle.

"Thank you Naz. She loves it." I tell him making him grin and run off again to find more. After letting Sarra look at the flower for a while longer I put it down with the rest of the flowers and stones that Naz has brought over to us. It's becoming quite the little collection as he's been going for a little over an hour now, returning with a new find every few minutes.

"He's growing up so fast." Lilas sighs from next to me watching him fondly as he runs back to where Kor and Bel are waiting for. I can only nod in agreement as the time does seem to have gone by so quickly. Sometimes it feels like only yesterday that I was living in Stowu with no family and now in the blink of an eye I have three loving mates and two wonderful children. Everything is truly perfect right now.

"Someone's tired." Kor states not long after carrying a clearly tired Nazeph in his arms. Lately this has become our sign to head back inside, he'll run around for an hour or two and once he's tired himself out we'll go in while he naps. Lilas and I stand up getting ready to leave while Bel comes and picks up Naz's treasure collection to bring with us. We'll press the flowers so that he can keep them, already he wants to keep whatever he finds in the garden.

We take the children upstairs putting them down for their afternoon naps under the careful watch of the nurse while we go to have some tea. Knowing the kitchen here the best Lilas goes to the kitchen to sort out the tea and something to eat for us while the rest of us head to our shared bedroom. There are fewer rooms in use here than at the palace so we tend to spend most of our time here rather than cleaning out the drawing room just to use for a few hours a day. That's time better spent with our children and each other.

As soon as we get inside Bel dramatically collapses onto one of the settees with a loud sigh feigning complete exhaustion. Chuckling Kor walks over to the settee as well lifting Bel up so that he can sit down as well letting Bel use his lap as a pillow. There's just enough room left on Kor's other side for me to squeeze in next to them while we wait for Lilas to join us.

"How can such a tiny person have so much energy?" Bel asks tilting his head back to look at me. I don't know how he manages it but he looks like it's not the slightest bit uncomfortable with his head leaned back like that.

"Because he loves playing with his fathers." I reply in amusement at his behaviour, he's clearly not that tired but is just trying to make us laugh.

"We are very fun." Bel smirks laying his head back in Kor's lap properly. There's a clear second meaning to his words that neither of us can miss. Ever since we got here we haven't found too much time for sex, at first we'd been too tired from looking after Naz for anything then as I got further along in the pregnancy I wasn't comfortable enough to be in the mood for sex. After asking me though the others would sometimes have sex without me but not too often so that I wouldn't feel left out.

"Really Bel?" Lilas says incredulously as he walks into the room with our tea having heard what he said. He walks over setting the tray down on the table and pouring out a cup for me and him, passing mine over to me he goes to sit down next to us. Knowing this Bel lifts his feet up allowing Lilas to sit down before he puts his legs down over Lilas's lap being careful not to knock the tea cup.

"What? Is it so bad that I want to have sex with my mates?" Bel replies sitting up slightly to send a pleading look at Lilas.

"Of course not but do you have to make your suggestions just after talking about our son."

"No and I'll try not to from now on." Bel promises but even from where I'm sitting I can see his pleased smirk as he lies back down, "Although the activities that gave us our son were amazing and should definitely be repeated. Preferably often."

"Not now." Kor states looking at him sternly. That at least gives us some quiet as Lilas and I drink our tea which I'm very grateful for as the reminder of Kor and Bel's last days in Hadlau has me blushing.

The rest of our day is spent quietly inside finding our own ways of keeping ourselves occupied. Kor and Bel occupy themselves with designing new jewellery and dresses respectively while I worked on some embroidery and Lilas as usual picked up a book. Once Naz wakes up from his afternoon nap we bring him to the library to be with us letting him play on the floor for a bit.

We take a short break to have dinner before returning to the library and our separate activities apart from Bel who having finished his new design sits on the floor to play with Naz. As it gets later though Lilas picks Naz up to sit with him and starts reading to him, we'd brought his favourite book with us from Hadlau a collection of short stories aimed at children. Even with how active Naz usually is he loves Lilas reading to him although with how young he is it's rare that he makes it the end of the story.

"I think he's down for the night." Lilas says quietly putting the book down, not even bothering to use a bookmark, to get a better hold of Naz. Every night is a different story and at the moment Naz doesn't care if they finish the story that they'd been reading the night before so it's a new one every night.

"We should take him upstairs." Kor states standing and taking Naz from Lilas so that he can stand up without disturbing Naz. It is getting late so once we have him settled in the nursery we don't go back to the library instead we agree without actually saying anything to go to our shared bedroom.

"What do you think of these?" Bel asks me handing over the dress designs he was working on early wanting my opinion. As usual all of the dresses he's sketched are beautiful and each one unique.

"They're wonderful." I tell him looking closely at one of my favourites of his new designs. Based on what he's drew it'll be a dark blue dress with long loose light blue sleeves with beautiful silver embroidery along the neckline, waist and just above the elbow where the sleeves start.

"If you like that one I can start making it tomorrow?" He offers with a smile coming to stand behind me to see which design that I was looking at. I can't help but smile at his offer, having Naz and Sarra has changed my body so knowing that he still wants to make beautiful dresses for me is reassuring.

"Thank you." I reply turning my head to kiss his cheek. Bel being Bel though he wastes no time in kissing me properly, it's a gentle kiss at first but soon turns deeper and more passionate. Not wanting to damage Bel's designs I break the kiss to put them down giving Bel the chance to move in front of me rather than standing behind me.

It's much easier kissing him this way as I can wrap my arms around his neck while his went around my waist pulling me as close as possibly can. Even though my eyes closed I can tell that Kor and Lilas are watching us, I can feel them looking at us as Bel kisses me. He's clearly aware of them as well as he turns us slightly to no doubt give them a better view.

"Share." I hear Kor say from right behind me just before I'm pulled away from Bel and up into Kor's arms. He holds me easily at just the right height for us to kiss easily. Not breaking the kiss at all he walks us over to the bed dropping me down onto it making me giggle as I fall.

Brushing my hair out of my face I get a good look at Kor pulling his tunic off revealing his tanned, well-muscled torso which I can't help staring at. Even though it's not the first time I've seen him naked since they came back it's the first time in a long time that it's been for this purpose, somehow it makes things different.

"He never fails to impress." Lilas mutters joining me on the bed while I'm staring at Kor. Seeing both of his admiring him Kor smirks slightly before his eyes scan the room for Bel finding him not far from where he'd been kissing me stripping himself. "Someone's eager." Lilas comments catching sight of Bel as well.

"I'm always eager to have sex with my mates." Bel replies with no hint of shame in his voice as he walks over to the bed almost smothering Lilas with a deep but brief kiss. "Who wouldn't when you're all so beautiful." He looks over all of us and his interest clear as his cock is already hard. Not wasting any time he turns to Kor his hands going straight to undoing his trousers.

Lilas and I make some room on the bed for Bel and Kor who fall onto the bed kissing as soon as Bel manages to undo Kor's trousers. They're just as amazing to watch together as the first time I saw them kissing like this. Lying behind me Lilas watches them as well as one of his hands reaches around to the ties of my dress, which since having Sarra have all been tied at the front to make feeding her easier.

It doesn't take him long to have my dress undone and pushed down as I lift myself slightly to make it easier, leaving him the only one dressed. He kisses along my neck as one of his hands plays gently with my nipple, his teasing slowly but steadily building my pleasure. Behind me I can feel him getting hard as we watch Kor and Bel, they've progressed from kissing now as Kor sits back against the headboard as Bel takes his cock into his mouth.

Feeling us watching them Kor's head turns towards us lust growing in his eyes when he sees what we're doing, he even places a hand at the back of Bel's head encouraging him to move faster. I let out a soft moan as Lilas's hand shifts further down my body to between my legs, his touch so light that I can only just feel it.

"Overdressed Li." Kor states his voice deep and almost a growl. This prompts Lilas to remove his hand, making me whimper at the loss, so that he can stand up and start removing his robes. "Sorry Kitten." Kor says softly reaching out a hand to draw me over to him and gives me a soft kiss.

He pulls Bel off his cock then keeping his hand on Bel's head though as guides him back up for a kiss before gently pushing Bel towards me. I'm immediately drawn into a deep passionate kiss; I could taste Kor's cock on his lips as he kisses me. Next to me Kor turns onto his side towards us watching us carefully for a while before joining in by running his hand down Bel's back making him shiver.

Lilas, now just as naked as the rest of us, climbs back onto the bed on the other side of me and Bel sitting up and leaning over us to give Kor a quick kiss. He lies down then close enough that I can feel the bed dip slightly as he settles. It seems that for the moment he's content watching us, although as Kor's hand shifts from Bel's back to down between my legs his eyes follow. I let out a moan when Lilas joins in reaching between me and Bel to once again play with my nipples, only gently as they've been more sensitive because of feeding Sarra.

"Please." I plead with them needing more, not even caring who from as I can barely tell whose touching me where.

"Think kitten wants something Bel." Kor teases pulling his fingers out of me to instead stroke Bel's cock. I can't see what he's doing but I can feel his hand moving up and down. "She's so wet and ready for you. I know that you've been thinking about this every night since we left." Then he's positioning Bel's cock at my entrance guiding him inside me making us both moan at the feeling.

"Fuck." Bel moans out the curse as he stills once he's fully inside me, "Missed you Emmy." He kisses me softly and sets a gentle pace not in a hurry for this to end.

"I love you." I whisper turning my head to each side so that Kor and Lilas know that I mean them as well. They all echo the statement with gentle smiles as we share kisses in every direction not leaving anyone out in our affections.

Bel lets out a low groan and his hips stutter out of his rhythm; it takes me a moment to figure out why but following Kor's arm I realise that he's got at least one finger inside Bel. Watching the slight flexing in his arm it's clear that Kor is setting the rhythm now as whenever his fingers go into Bel it makes Bel thrust into me.

The few times that I've had sex with all of them aren't enough to have learned the subtle signs that they have because without any clear sign that I can see Lilas moves behind Bel replacing Kor's fingers with his own. Only for a moment though before he replaces his fingers with his cock, pushing inside Bel which in turn pushes him into me. Whatever it feels like for Bel being in the middle must be amazing because he lets out a strangled moan as Lilas enters him.

Overall the addition of Lilas fucking Bel makes no real difference to what I'm feeling yet I feel more connected to both of them. As Bel buries his head in my neck, kissing and biting it gently, I'm able to see Lilas clearly over Bel's shoulder. His pleasure is clear on his face and in his eyes as he looks down at me while settling into his own rhythm that sends Bel thrusting into me as he moves.

For a brief moment I turn my head to the side towards Kor realising that at the moment he's being left out. To my surprise though he doesn't seem concerned as he watches the three of us with a hand wrapped around his own cock stroking it to pace that Lilas has set. That only lasts for a few strokes though before he moves behind Lilas setting about preparing him the same way he had Bel based on the way Lilas stops moving with a chocked off gasp.

"So tight Li." He says with a groan leaning his head forward to rest on Lilas's shoulder, "Are you ready?"

"Yes." Lilas moans pushing back against Kor's hand only to be pushed forward back into Bel and me.

"All my pretty mates at once." Kor practically purrs out as he pulls his fingers out of Lilas in favour of his cock. As he starts moving it becomes clear what he means. With us positioned like this it's as though he's fucking all of us at the same time, it doesn't matter that physically Bel is the one inside of me because Kor is in control.

He seems determined to reinforce his claim on all of us as he settles into rough fast pace that has us all moaning. Lilas is no doubt getting the brunt of Kor's re-claiming but from the way he's moaning he feels nothing but pleasure although that might be different come morning. With Kor's strength it won't surprise me if Lilas's hips are covered in bruises that perfectly fit Kor's hands.

"Going to come." Lilas gasps out tilting his back to kiss along Kor's jawline as though silently asking for permission.

"Then come." Kor growls out somehow managing to thrust into Lilas faster and harder to send him over the edge. It sets off a chain rection when he does come though as Bel follows then me and finally Kor who unlike the rest of us doesn't collapse onto the bed instead kneeling to look at us with pride evident in his eyes.

After giving himself a few minutes Kor climbs off the bed to fetch a wet cloth which he uses to gently clean the rest of us up. It feels nice but I'm so tired that all I want is just to go to sleep with all of my mates close by. Lilas and Bel must feel the same way as they grumble quietly as Kor wipes them clean just wanting to be left alone to sleep. Chuckling Kor finishes up and chucks the cloth away before climbing back into bed with us, I end up the middle with Kor behind and Lilas on my other side with Bel behind him.

Now that we've had sex together I feel more connected to them in a way that I haven't since Kor and Bel left for the war. With the war now over it's likely that we won't be separated again, at least not any time soon. We can live our lives together now, with each other and our children. This life is more than I could have ever dreamed of and I can't wait to enjoy it with my beloved mates. As I drift off to sleep my dreams are filled with happy memories and everything that we have to look forward to in the future.