Ep 22 THE END
Fantasy "Kidnapping" Final Chapter
Sorry for my readers if I still continue with these obsessive toxic girl themes, but I write according to my state of mind and since my mood is on the ground I still want to take all that weight or rather fantasies before it begins to affect my dreams How _____________ last night.
You wonder what I dreamed last night, well I dreamed how a girl who bothered me made me get rid of her, putting her in a sack and throwing her into a cage of bears, and then a cage of tigers to finish the plan. After a few days my psychologist spoke to me and I was able to tell him about it, I don't know what I have, or why I feel that way.
During these days I have heard that word "kidnapping" a lot, I am not saying that I want to do it only that it came to my mind because not to make life impossible for that person who made fun of me, he thinks that saying hurtful things will make me stay away from him, he is wrong because my personality is the same as a jar of candy, for every thing you do bad towards me it is filled with a candy, when it is completely filled I am not able to react because not even I know of what I am capable of.
I searched through my things for memories of you, I looked and looked tirelessly at those photos of you where we appeared together, I realized that there were photos where there were other girls and I did not hesitate to cut them out leaving only the two of us, or at the same time I would scratch it with a black pencil. A knock caught my attention, it was my mother who knocked on my door.
-Daughter I think it would be good for you to go out ... -My mother's voice sounded somewhat nervous
-I'm changing my clothes I'm coming-I answered finding myself only in underwear
-Daughter I know it is difficult for you, but I will be there to help you- I heard her footsteps moving away
-Help me? -I answered without any emotion-I don't need your help, I need him to be mine….
We arrived at my beloved's wedding, all covered in flowers, white decoration, people smiling everywhere wishing the bride and groom happiness, I wanted to vomit, my mouth felt bitter
"bitter"
"bitter"
"TO LOVE…"
Something in me broke, something in me stopped being me, I could not let this continue its course, when could I have it for myself?
"It's mine"
"Do not touch it"
"Do not kiss him"
-You let this happen-A voice in my head spoke to me
-What are you talking about? -I said in a low voice
-If you hadn't been a whore, it would be yours-This voice was right
-I….-Lower my head
-Why don't you let him go and now? -He kept saying
-He's mine! -Raise your voice a little
-What do you mean by yours? -Asked the voice
-Because he ... I love him ... he loved me ... -With tears in his eyes
-He never loved you, but it doesn't mean that he can't love you-A smile was drawn on my face- You only have one option and that is for him to love you by force
-You're right ... -My eyes became lifeless, thus being a completely change in me, as if from a super villain I would transform.
The night continued normally, my mother asked me to leave since she was tired, I did not say anything and took her home leaving her in her bed resting, I waited a few minutes and went to the basement, there was a lot of work to do. A few hours passed and I had everything ready, details were missing, but they were minimal, so as not to raise suspicion I continued my normal life, my mother congratulated me on my level of maturity, but little did she know what I was up to.
-According to their friends they would go on their honeymoon for 1 week to Hawaii, avoid throwing myself on top of the bride to avoid suspicion, then the newlyweds would go to their new home where the two of them would start working again, when I had had everything ready look at my creation with a smile. That same afternoon I told my mother that the basement would be closed by mice, that there was a whole family of mice there for what I would call an exterminator, my mother hates mice so I agree not to go down, although I still made sure to change the locks.
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