realization

I was feeling dizziness and a heavy headache . I tried to open my eyes slowly . there were people laughing that I could hear . when I opened my eyes it felt like a old factory with boxes here and there . it was filled with dust . I tried to move but my hands and legs were tied . I couldn't breathe and my pulse rate and bp was increasing . I want my medicines so I tried to find my bag . I shouted and 2 men came . I told them to give me my medicines . they refused . I asked why have they kidnapped me . but they told nothing and went . I could see nothing and my dizziness was increasing . I felt like I am drowning in water and there was no one help . I took a deep breathe and tried to get myself free from rope . but it was of no help . I was loosing my hope .

I closed my eyes I tried to remember my good memories . I could see my family , Sia and Aarav . I was continuously breathing . I overheard they were calling someone boss . as far as I know I do not have that types of enemies who would this to me . no matter how much I tried but there was no hope . I just have a hope that Sia or Aarav could know somehow . I know they are the only one who could save me . I wish I could Sia how much I feel lucky to have her in my life. I wish I could give myself one more chance and be with Aarav . death is not what one fears of . the fear is of regrets that we have of not living every moment of life  . I wish I could talk to my family one last time  when you are on verge of losing everything that's the time you value people around yourself . you can't value anything until you are on the verge of loosing it. the more I am trying to hold on the more I am losing it . but I couldn't loose no matter what I couldn't .

I heard some voice behind me that was Aarav .  I was relieved finally I could breathe . I felt like I got my life back once more . there was Kartik and Sia too . they came quietly to me Aarav opened up my rope . he saw marks on my hand and feet due to tight rope . I could see how worried he was . he hugged me tightly . now that he had come I am not worried about anything else but the one who did this . Aarav couldn't see me with a little scratch . he had all up the hospital on toes . I wonder what he will do now . he asked with if were fine . I told him I am okay . Sia came and hugged me . she was in tears . I told them all that I am fine and in front of them . Sia accidentally hit a box and it fell . the goons came after hearing noise . Aarav told me that whatever happens now don't panic I would make everything right and if you feel dizziness close you eyes and remember the person you love the most.  Aarav was way more angry. He always handle situations with his mind rather than using violence . I have never seen him like this . Kartik and Aarav started fighting with them. One of them came to Sia but before he could do anything to her Kartik rescued her .I know they would made it and that's what happened . but Aarav was unstoppable . he was not stopping and continuously beating them up . I knew it . Kartik tried to stop him . I and Sia was shouting to stop too . I was worried he would end up in trouble like this so I went to him and stop him . as soon as I came in between he stopped . I was worried so I hugged him . that was the first time I hugged him myself . he calmed down . Kartik told us that he would handle this matter and they should go now . Kartik told he would drop Sia so Aarav and I should go now . Sia agreed .  I told him to be with Sia and safely drop her home.

On the way I asked Aarav that how did he found me . he told me whole story . as soon as he ended his meeting with his uncle Kartik told him that I called Aarav . Sia was also continuously calling me . but unable to reach me . she also went to my apartment but couldn't find me . so she called Kartik . Kartik told Aarav the whole matter so they went to the company and checked the security cameras which Aarav set up recently . they noticed the car and with the help of commissioner they tracked me and finally found me . I told Aarav that still I am unable to understand why they did it . Aarav told me its because of him . I couldn't understand so I asked him to tell me briefly . he told that if I remember a person who came in office and they had an argument . he thinks that he had done it . but I asked him why would they kidnap me for that ? he answered maybe they knew that you are my weakness . I felt he is making himself guilty . I told him that its nothing like that . why would I be your weakness . I am strong too even I know martial arts you remember .

We came home he dropped me to my apartment and applied me medicine on my scars . he again had hurt himself on fist while fighting So I told him to give me his hand so that I could dress it up . he refused I stood up . he said – stay away from me . I don't want to see you hurt because of me . his words felt more painful then ever . he was about to go . I said him to stop. I was unable to hold back  . I went I hugged him from back . I was unable to hold my tears . I said him – how could you  even say that . you yourself said that you could wait for me forever so why are you leaving . you should stay on yours words . why are you leaving when finally your wait is over . he turned to me . his lips slowly turned into curve – a curve of happiness . but he changed his expressions within a sec and asked what am I trying to say . I said – you duffer I am saying that I like you I like you a lot and he kissed me . that moment was one of the best moment of my life . I cherish it more than anything . I dressed his wound up while he was continuously staring at me. To stop him to do so I told him that I am hungry although I actually was. Let's go to a restaurant – he said. We left from my home and came to a nearby 24hrs open restaurant . he asked me if there's anything I am craving for. Doesn't matter just order what you want I said. Why? Tell me what you want. Why are you so stubborn . even if I tell you that thing won't be available. I am that unlucky that either the dish won't be available on menu or they would be out of it. Every time that happens to me  .  so just order what you want- I said. Is that so? I promise from now on whatever you want no matter when and what I would make sure you have it. You won't trust me right? okay so let's try . I want white pasta and a cheese burst pizza steam momos and a coke. Order it and see yourself. He called a waiter and waiter told us that they are out of pizza base and cheese at this time and the chef for momos isn't available . they are having all drinks just coke is not available. See that what I was making you understand. Just wait and watch – he said and take waiter with him for a moment . he even called manager of the restaurant and was talked to him. He came back to the table and sat  just wait for a short time . what have you done to make all the dishes available. Don't trouble the staff at this time at night . how could they make it ? stop worrying when I am here with you . after a short while all the dishes I asked for came on my table . I was amazed . how did you it . I just used my little sources offered them a double prize and they make all dishes available . I told you whatever you need from now I will make sure you have it. Is he same Aarav I was with this whole month? I asked myself.   that day it was so difficult for me to make him go back to his home . I could barely sleep thinking of him .

Next day Sia came to meet me early in the morning . she asked me everything in detail that happened last night . I told her about my confession . she asked me to take a good rest instead of going to work . she told me she took a appointment with regular doctor because yesterday I got hurt and even didn't had my medicines so to avoid any complication she told me to go and see doctor . Sia always accompany with my appointment so I said tell me what time it is I will go with you . she replied she had already discussed with Kartik and Kartik must have told to Aarav . so this time Aarav will come with me . I teased her when did she get that close to Kartik and even exchanged numbers . she said not to think too much and better rest .