expect the most unexpected

It felt like my heart was about to burst . I think I should confess but before I could say anything his phone rang . the call was from  some Priya . I got on my senses again and tried to make my heart calm . I shouldn't confess . never ever . he said he have to take this call as it's important . he moved a little away from me and talked . after hanging up the call he came to me and asked me what was I trying to say . I replied that I was saying that's it's late he should go back home and went upstairs to my apartment . it made me sad or was I jealous . love makes you a fool . Sia was waiting for me . she could tell from my face everything I feel . she was quite happy for me .  we have to work for the new arrivals in store so I started working to distract my mind . I almost worked overnight so that I don't have to go to company tomorrow . I messaged Kartik and took a leave . I wanted to stay at home and paint to relax my mind . usually I am a night person all the things that are creative I use to do at night. I have always like darkness more than bright light of the day. The soothing feel of the night , a little of moonlight, cold winds that makes my mind work . I started assembling all my brushes and paints and started painting . when I was in middle of my painting bell rang . I thought that was Sia nut when I opened the door it was Aarav . I was shocked and looked in mirror behind me . paint was all over my face and body . yes I am that clumsy . how could a painter paint clean ? but wait why is he here I thought and asked him . he said we should first welcome our guests that's our Indian culture and he came in . I asked him again so he replied that any employee of me is not allowed to take a leave without my permission . and I thought he was here because he missed me and wanted to see me . so I answered in frustration that sorry boss but I don't think bosses are allowed to go in their employees house without permission .

He said they are not allowed but he is . he finally said he missed me and wanted to see me . I don't know what to reply so I said like you see me all the time in office ." I actually do" he said . I was amazed to hear that . you look cute he added and touched my nose . I told him that you can see I am working . he said he won't disturb me and would only see me working . I mean how could I work like that . he told me to pretend like he not here. I started my painting again . but he was continuously staring me how could I work . so I moved back and my foot got hurt with painting board . it was bleeding . I was in pain and I felt dizziness as usual . seeing me got hurt Aarav rushed towards me and held me in his lap . my dizziness suddenly disappeared seeing how worried he was  and I was suddenly in no pain . he opened the gate I got me in his car . during all the way I told him that I am okay it's just a scratch but he didn't listen . it felt like he was hurt . he called Kartik and told him to get surgeon experts as soon as possible . he actually took me to hospital  for a scratch . all the surgeon were lined up at the hospital gate . I was embarrassed . they asked Aarav who is injured . I covered my face due to embarrassment . he showed my scratch to doctors and told them to give best treatment without any pain to me . I was really lucky to have him . doctors were shocked . he continuously argue with doctors and I have no choice but to handle him . I grab his hand , apologized doctors and looked into his eyes and told him that I am fine and in front of eyes . I know that would work . I can see how much he was worried to loose me . I think I should tell him about my phobia but how ? I asked myself . he told him to at least get dressing so I did . he told doctor that I was feeling dizziness when I got hurt . so doctor asked me if I have any problem or any past medical problems . it was the right moment . so I told doctor in front of Aarav that I have  Algophobia . I can see on his face that he is shocked and worried too . the doctor prescribed some medicines . I stood I was about to walk but Aarav again held me in his lap . I felt like I really had a foot surgery done . I told him to put me down but he refused . all the way he didn't spoke a word . when we get at my home and called him sweetly and told him that I am okay . nothing is going to happen to me . he smiled but I knew that was fake . maybe time would make him accept it .

He leave me to my bed I told me to eat my medicines on time . bell rang . that was Kartik . Aarav told him to buy food so that I don't have to work . he care for me like I am a little child . but that feels too special . he told me to care of me and gave me a forehead kiss and left . I was overwhelmed . when I told Sia how Aarav reacted she felt it too cute . she said Aarav is the prince charming I am waiting for and asked me to confess about my feelings .

Maybe she was right I think I should but lets wait for the right time . Aarav told me to take a sick leave but how could I . I can also miss him . so I took a sick leave from college I went to company early . as soon as Aarav saw me he asked me why I came to company when I was heard . I sat on his knee I started seeing my foot . everybody there was looking at us . but what I care for was Aarav . I was staring at him continuously when a girl came and  asked Aarav what we is doing ? Aarav said hey Priya . I remembered her name . Aarav said it's nothing . he introduced her to me . she was Aarav friend from Canada . she held Aarav arm and told him to come with her . I tried to calm myself down and started eating chocolates to control my anger . I was continuously thinking about them . so I called Sia . she instantly sensed that there was something wrong with me . she is like a part of me . she consoled me but that was od no use . I saw Kartik and asked him about relationship between Aarav and Priya .

He told me Aarav's father introduced her to boss as a arranged date Aarav take her just as a friend but Priya is pursuing him . how could I take that . I know how to get Aarav come to me . so I went on my desk and started talking to Raghav . I remembered that he can see me from his office he would be jealous after seeing me talking to Raghav and I was right he called me in no time . I told me that I should be working rather than talking but I was happy even when he was yelling at me . I told him that I need some advice about the script for next episode so he said he would help me . I knew it . Priya was furious at me but I couldn't help it . she should stay away from my man . when I was walking towards him he tried to make me fell and I let her to do because I knew Aarav would save me . he really did . Being jealous is a part of love .  but jealousy is what makes you fall in ditch. A ditch that is too deep that you end up falling in it knowingly. It just bought you immense pain, darkness and loneliness. That what explains why excessive of anything is dangerous. I know that I love him and he also do so how could I let anyone get between us . Aarav excused Priya and told her that he was busy right now and they should meet other time . I was still angry with Aarav so after Priya left I said Aarav that I should seek advice of Raghav as MR . boss is busy with his girlfriend . he smiled and asked me if I am jealous . I said answer why should I be jealous I have no time for that I should go back to my work . he held my hand and grab my waist . he said he only had eyes on me and Priya is just his friend . I said I don't' care and moved back . then why are you angry ? he asked ." I am not I answered  and went back and worked on my script.

I felt I reacted too much so I should apologize to him . I should confess to him too –  I said to myself . I went to his office to see him but he was not there so I called Kartik . he told me that he went to his uncle .  so I told him to tell Aarav that I called . as he was not there I packed my things and left the company . when I walked a little  I felt little suspicious like someone is following me . when I tried to turn back someone with mask on sprayed something and I fainted .