Chapter 35: Life Isn't Fair

"Isn't it bad to eat so much at night?" - Asagi sighed when she saw the various plates of food in front of her.

With my [High-Speed ​​Movement] skill I was able to make a small feast in just 15 minutes, Anida helped me prepare the table, and although in a few hours it would be midnight that did not stop me from making from smoked salmon with caviar, eel sushi and other dishes Japanese.

"I made your favorite curry" - I pointed to a curry dish that I made especially for Asagi.

Each person has their own tastes and feels flavors differently so I made an effort to memorize the type and amount of spices that the person with whom I have become close enjoy the most.

I got to the point where I count the grains of salt that I add to the food and although it may seem like a bit of a stretch, seeing the smiles of the people who eat my food makes it worth the effort.

"…" - Asagi ignored me, thanked me for the food, and started eating without waiting for the others to react.

I smiled seeing her enjoy her food, on the other hand, I saw that Mikan and Kei were stunned looking at the food.

Both little girls were almost salivating, but their brains seemed not to have finished processing the delicious aroma of the food so they were standing still like statues.

Next to the two of them, there were two other girls who arrived while I was at the auction and had been waiting for me.

"Ojisan's food looks as delicious as ever" - Rinka (the crazy loli from hentai Otome Dori) smiled as Anida served her a plate of tuna sushi, her favorite food.

"Thanks for the food" - Saki (low self-esteem girl from the infamous doujin Metamorphosis) smiled at me adorably and started eating.

Enma, Loli Enma, Saku, Elena, and Kiara were also sitting enjoying her meals.

Kei and Mikan almost fainted after seeing Saku but somehow managed to bear the fear.

While everyone ate, I started feeding Elena who was tied to her chair with the Gleipnir chains.

Elena little by little regains self-control and even became friends with Loli Enma with whom she usually watches anime all day, although both are normally kept in Enma's pocket dimension so I only spend time with them in my spare time that we share hobbies like watching anime.

Fortunately, Loli Enma now wears appropriate clothing so there is no problem with her introducing herself to other people, although her constant reminder that she can feel the same way Enma does makes me think that at any moment the FBI will come through my head.

Dinner continued while everyone ate in silence, my food was so delicious that all the women enjoyed the food with a goofy smile.

I finished feeding Elena and ate my share, twelve hamburgers of four different types of beef with extra bacon and cheese. Since I can't lose weight even if I do liposuction, I just have to stick to the role of a fat man.

After finishing eating Anida brought the desserts, pancakes <3.

A few days ago Enma made a new potion that aided digestion and allowed the body to break down food causing things like saturated fat or sugars to be absorbed and processed by the body preventing overweight.

Enma made that potion with the sole objective that the women around me remain beautiful since according to her it is impossible for a person to diet after tasting my food.

That is why breakfast, lunch, and dinner are practically banquets full of all kinds of delicacies where no one cares about carbohydrates.

"Delicious as always" - Rinka smirked as she stroked her stomach.

"I don't think eating so much before bed is a good idea ..." - Mikan looked worried, but that didn't stop her from eating 4 pancakes with raspberry jam.

"Okay, just have some orange juice and it won't hurt your stomach" - Rinka smiled and poured Mikan a glass of juice.

Orange juice is the potion that Enma made, for some reason she became interested in turning her potions into fruit juices.

"I don't think orange juice has that effect" - Mikan looked at Rinka doubtfully.

"It's a special juice" - Rinka shrugged.

Since they are both similar in age it seemed they could interact easily which made me happy, I want Rinka to have friends her age and she can enjoy a happy life.

Rinka seemed to remember something and she turned to see me. - "Ojisan, will they be your daughters or your lovers?"

I almost spat out the tea I was drinking.

Rinka ignored my reaction and kept talking. - "I hope they are not more lovers or the other Ojisan lovers will be more jealous, they have been bothering Saki-nee and me since only we are allowed to enter Ojisan's mansion"

I wanted to stop her so she wouldn't create a misunderstanding, but what she said made me frown.

Like Saki and Rinka who live in an apartment near my mansion, there are other girls who live in their own apartments in this residential area.

They were the mistresses of the previous owner of this body and I have been avoiding them, from what I understand some are nymphomaniacs addicted to my body and others are victims of blackmail who for various reasons ended up in a relationship with me.

I asked Anida to inform those girls that they no longer needed to be my lovers and could live their lives freely, but surprisingly they all panicked at the thought that I was bored with them.

Even the girls who were under blackmail weren't willing to leave me by making me think Stockholm Syndrome is scary.

All of them have been looking for ways to contact me, the worst thing is that they are students of my academy so in a week when classes start, they will be able to harass me in my office.

But even if they want to get close to me, that doesn't justify that they are bothering Rinka and Saki, it seems like I have to talk to them.

"Who are bothering you?" - I asked the two girls that in a couple of days they would be my adoptive daughters.

"..." - Rinka was silent leaving me confused.

Why is everyone looking at me strangely?

I looked at my hand and saw that at some point I had driven a knife into the table.

"I know you want to protect them, but you can't be so overprotective" - ​​Asagi sighed. - "You need to improve your self-control or you could end up killing someone by accident"

"Fufufufu, it's the lovely thing about my Master~" - Enma had a big smile.

"Ara, what a pure and adorable love, willing to do anything to protect those you love ~" - Kiara licked her lips lustfully.

"Satou-sama, please don't vent your fury against the innocent table" - Anida sighed, got up and took the knife from the table, then handed me another knife so she could cut my pancakes.

I sighed. - "Thanks Anida"

"Why are you acting like this is normal?!" - Kei yelled as hit the table.

"What are you talking about? This is normal "- Asagi shrugged. - "They are his daughters so it is normal for him to worry about them"

Rinka pouted in a bad mood. - "Although I appreciate that Ojisan gave me a home, I don't want to be seen as a daughter"

"Then what do you want?" - Asagi raised an eyebrow.

"It's obvious, I'll be Ojisan's wife" - Rinka raised her nonexistent chest with pride.

"Fufufu, great words for a flat-chested brat, settle for being a pet" - Enma started laughing as if she had heard the best joke.

"I'm still growing!" - Rinka screamed like an angry child, although that's exactly what she was.

"Even if a thousand years pass you will never have a body like mine fufufu~" - Enma continued to mock the pitiful flat-chested girl.

"Stop kidding around!" - Kei screamed furious at being ignored. - "How can you act so calmly in the face of a disgusting murderer?!"

Although the temperature was normal, the weakest people in the dining room began to shake, including me.

Surprisingly the person who gave off a suffocating sensation was Asagi. - "I know you've been through a lot, but still don't forget one thing"

Asagi looked at Kei and Mikan who were the only people at the table who were uncomfortable with the previous conversation. - "Satou has many defects, and it is true that he is a murderer, but do not compare him with the same trash who hurt you"

Kei turned pale as tears spilled from her eyes, even though her body trembled, she didn't take a step back. - "He is no different from those people! He alone is waiting for us to lower our guard to take advantage of us! You are being deceived! "

Kei was crying while she pointed at me, the hatred in her eyes was painful, after all, she is not so wrong, I am a murderer who does not deserve the affection of those around me...

"Pfff hahahahahaha" - Rinka started to laugh out loud. - "I thought you were intelligent because of your appearance, but you turned out to be stupider than a dead dog"

Kei glared at Renka. - "Who are you calling a dead dog?!"

"Of course you" - Rinka smiled similarly to Enma before doing mischief. - "Just looking at you I can tell that you were kidnapped and trained by a group of degenerates, I don't know if they raped you until you passed out or if you were only trained to satisfy a man, I honestly don't care"

Rinka's mocking voice made both Kei and Mikan tremble, Saki on the other hand looked at the two girls sympathetically.

Rinka didn't seem to mind the pain in Kei's gaze, she continued speaking with a disdainful smile. - "Your life is lamentable, you suffered because of selfish people, you did nothing to suffer for what you went through and you are only a victim… But do you know something? Nobody cares!"

Kei began to shake as his expression of fury turned to agony.

"They hurt you? You were afraid? Did you suffer a lot? Nobody cares! If you're here it's because your family turned their back on you, your friends don't care about you and you're completely alone! " Rinka stood up as her smile grew. - "Do you know why you are now eating delicious food instead of being fed shit? Do you understand why there is a roof over your head instead of lying on the street? Do you know why there aren't dozens of men raping your butt until they break it? It's because Ojisan wanted to protect you!"

Rinka stopped smiling and pointed a fork at Kei as if she wanted to stick it into her. - "Don't be an ungrateful bitch! So what if Ojisan is a pervert ?! Who cares if Ojisan kills some assholes?! Your fucking life is safe as Ojisan is here! If you don't like that, get out of here so those bastards can kidnap you again! If you are lucky they will make you fornicate with a dog, if you are unlucky it will be a horse..."

I had to rush with my skill [High-Speed ​​Movement] to cover Rinka's mouth.

"Rinka, that's enough" - I spoke with a bit of anger as I didn't like that Rinka used such vulgar language besides that I didn't want Kei and Mikan to be scared.

Rinka took my hand and pulled it away from her mouth with ease since I didn't use much force to avoid hurting her.

Rinka turned around and looked at me, only now did I realize that she had started crying. - "That's not fair! She hasn't been through a tenth of the hell I had to go through and she still dares to act like a victim! I can see it, she didn't break like me, she's still a person, she doesn't know true suffering yet, but she still acts like she's right… I hate her! She is a bloody ungrateful bitch who dares to criticize Ojisan even though Ojisan is the only person who has cared about me!"

I hugged Rinka.

Only now do I realize that she has been holding back all of her pain. She must have been through hell, but she kept a smile and a playful demeanor as if nothing had happened.

The way she is, her smile, even the playful way she tries to seduce me, it could all be fake, she is just a scared little girl trying to look strong.

"I'm sorry Rinka, I didn't pay enough attention to you" - I hugged Rinka feeling guilty for not giving her enough attention, to one side I saw Saki who was trying to hold back tears so I gestured for her to come closer. - "I'm sorry Saki, I didn't notice your pain either. You two have contained so many feelings and I hadn't realized it, I'm very sorry..."

It is impossible for trauma to be solved just because someone reaches out to you, the tales of heroes saving princesses never show the anguish that continues to haunt the princess even when she is already safe.

A painful experience is not only horrible because of the pain of the moment, but because of the wound it leaves since even if the wound closes, the scar remains.

I know it very well and even so I did not consider the feelings of these two girls who have gone through hell, I am trash.

"It's okay Ojisan" - Rinka tried to wipe her tears with her hands, then she showed a cute smile that somehow seemed authentic compared to her usual smiles. - "Ojisan always makes sure that Saki-nee and I eat well, we have a private tutor, a safe house, Ojisan buys us clothes and games when we ask... Thank you for everything you have given us"

Saki who was also in my embrace nodded enthusiastically. - "It is true, after my father raped me and sold me I thought that life no longer had any meaning, being abused and mistreated every day made me wish I was dead, but these days for the first time in my life I was grateful to be alive thanks to Ojisan"

"Girls ..." - I couldn't help crying over Saki and Rinka's words.

For the first time, I felt that my actions could help someone, it was such a pleasant feeling that for the first time I thanked the God who reincarnated me.

If I can make more people like Saki and Rinka happy, my life will have had meaning.

Forgetting everything, I cried as he hugged Rinka and Saki.

In my two lives, the amount of times that I have cried until I passed out has been so many that I lost count, I always cried out of sadness, anger, loneliness, melancholy, frustration, guilt, and all kinds of depressing emotions and thoughts.

This is the first time I cried with happiness, I finally felt like I could look my parents in the eye and tell them that I helped someone.

It was a good feeling.