Felix

Hyunjin's POV

           It's been a month and I'm unsure about this person Felix. I'm sure something isn't right here.

           It was all good after I was getting used to his voice. In our daily conversation, he still sounded as if he was acting. To be true, I was too acting! I wanted to sound cool in front of him. And I guess he too was acting like that.

         On the first weekend when he invited me over to a gameplay with his friends. It was all normal until his first 'shut up' came up. It isn't that I think he isn't allowed to say that but it wasn't just a correct situation.

         We played, and he introduced me. His friend asked if I was a good player or what! And Felix took it upon himself that if I lost he would support me. Which backfired him! *Laughing

          One game was done and I was better than him. I laughed so hard that he was angry. And he did showed his anger by screaming my name.

          "Is Yoona home?" One of his homies asked.

          "No!" He replied.

          "Then why are you....."

          "Shut up!"

         This shut-up made me curious. Why all of a sudden a boy playing a game would ask about someone. Maybe I was overthinking. But still, it's suspicious!

          The weekend ended with fun. Which I had a lot. His friends were mine too now. Yet we haven't exchanged numbers. I'll be sure next time. Felix sounded cute with his deep voice which I enjoyed a lot. He went through my social sites. And to my favour, he too liked dancing. He sent me some of the videos and a few of his dance moves on a video call.

         I was thinking, my time for him kept increasing day by day. Even if I would practise I would call him. Even if I study I would call him. Eating, drinking sleeping. And he didn't seem to mind it either.  

         As if I was thinking, that living under the same roof can only be made me satisfied now. I kept bothering him. And his kind soul never ignored me.

          The fourth weekend of gameplay it was. And Felix with his bad skills, was losing again. I don't know how he teaches me so well. But he sure is bad at games!

          And again Felix's character was dead. Everyone laughed at him including me. He was just making screeching noises.

          "Ya! Is Yoona still home?" Her homie asked again. This time laughing very badly.

          "Like I said, she isn't here!" Felix screamed.

          "Then why are you...." At his incomplete sentence, Felix screamed like crazy. Make one remove the headset.

          "Ya! Lixie-Ya! You will make me go deaf!" I yelled.

          "Hyunjin you are, right!" His friend asked, who was up until now calling me by my character name.

          "Yes!" I answered.

          "How did you meet Felix?" He asked curiously.

          "Oh! Through a friend!" I replied.

          "Oh, and who is that?"

          "Why do you bother?" Felix interrupted.

          "What is it?" I asked.

          "Nothing that you should know! And you guys! Meet me at school I'll tell you how I met him!" Felix said, somehow sounding scary. I kept imagining what face he might be making saying this.

           "If that's the case" his friend laughed, "I'll first want you to join our group!"

           "Group?" I asked curiously. My heart,  half willing to join the group half not. I don't know how many people will be there. I will be welcomed or not.

           "Yes...." Again an interruption!

           "He isn't joining! He will be just playing with us!" Said Felix.

           "Ya Felix! You don't want me to join your group?" I said somehow trying to act cute.

          "Woah! He sounds so cute!" His friend screamed.

          "Shut up for God's sake!" Felix yelled.

           "Felix you forgot a word there I guess! His friends laughed at it again.

           I was kept waiting for a day before joining the group. The next day when we played it was confusing. They kept teasing Felix.

           "Woah! Hyunjin! I was thinking! If you curse in daily life or not!" His friend talked while we were playing.

           "I told you to shut up! Didn't I?" Felix somehow with his angry deep voice was sounding scary.  

           "Well, what's bad in cursing I mean. Yeah, it's bad, but somehow you should. And who is there who don't curse!" I laughed replying to them.

            "Felix says! It's bad to curse!" Another friend replied.

            "Well, I won't favour this sentence. Anyone can curse including me and him!" I said not knowing exactly what that sentence would lead me to.

             "You should read the previous chat in a group!" One of his friend said laughing and making one to lose focus. Felix screamed.

             "A F**ing game I'm asking for you idiot!"

            And his friends started laughing. I didn't know how to react. He just cursed and he sounded so manly. Wait! What is it! No he did sounded cute. The one that make you laugh. But his voice too.

       "He is at it again!" His friend teased.

       "Hey Hyunjin, check out yesterday's chat in group. I'm sure you'll get what we were talking about!" His friend replied and I hurriedly went to check the chat. Yesterday I did tried after joining the group but the chat was hidden.

         Seeing the chat I laughed cupping my cheeks. As I laughed so hard within span of minute that I couldn't control my tears.

         "Ya! Felix!" I called him over game. We were all still waiting in lobby.

         "I told you not to do it!" Felix was whining.

         "Look at you, acting all Angel. You curse these much?" I asked laughing. His almost every message included a curse word. From what I heard from Yoona he don't curse. He won't use any offensive word. But here, his dictionary was all filled with curse words. It isn't that he meant any harm. Which was actually usual for a teenage person in his last years of teen. But that was too much, may be because I was expecting him not to curse.

          "Ya Hyunjin-ah!" He yelled. I'm sure he was about to curse again.

          "Look, Yoona don't expect me to curse. Will you please be kind enough not to tell her." He changed his voice suddenly. Sounding like Micky mouse when he said, "can't you do this for me!"

            I was imagining again his face doing that. How he looked doing that. My jaw was hurting by now. Not his voice but he too was hit hard by puberty. It was just a month now and I now, found him different from how I expected him to be. But I was loving everything that I found.

          In few days he got habitual using those words in front of me. Not all but he had habit of speaking, "sh*t" and "f**k* all the time. I was just wondering how he keeps his mouth in control in front of her.

          But why is there need to hide it from her. Isn't she his best friend. Does he tries to be good in front of her! Or maybe! Yeah maybe! He have crush on her. And she probably don't like guys who curse. That's why those boy kept asking if Yoona was home.

           He sure does. And that day I ruined myself in front of him. During one call at evening I asked him if he have crush on Yoona. Well I've asked Yoona, but she was all out for his best friend. I didn't sensed any romantic vibes. And now I was asking the same with Felix.

         "Woah! That was sudden! Out of nowhere!" He chuckled. "But you know! I've same question for you! Like I don't have a f**king idea why would a boy like you suddenly starts getting befriend with a buddy like me! Like it's unnecessary you know!" Said Felix. And trust me, he sounded so cool.

         "I'll answer you only when you answer my question!" I replied.

         "Ah!" He sighed. "If I have crush on Yoona was your question right!" He asked and I replied yes. "For that! Absolutely no! She is my bestfriend! And I love her!"

          He sounded cood again. As Yoona said, being friend with him is most satisfying thing ever. If my friend would talk like this, saying he loves me. I would get butterflies.

          "And you mister! Do you love Yoona?" He asked.

          "Well I love her too, but not in romantic manner. She is being buddy with me too!" I don't know why I said last line, but I did felt it from the start. He gets jealous whenever I mention I'm close to Yoona.

           "Ah! Yes, I know that!" He laughed.

          I thought that was the day when our misunderstanding was cleared. And he started to talk naturally to me. Yeah. The pretending was stopped. He was being how he behaves in front of his friends. And now me too. He was carefree. And he was pretty while cursing too.

          I got to know him more when we started talking in group. I was surprised to find out he used to scare people. His freinds told me that, well I don't actually believe. But thinking of his voice, he might actually have done those things. Talking like father over calls, and Scaring other boys out.

         But the most of all the thing, that he was an obsessive brother. His freinds told me a lot of stories, how he used to scare boys in school not to talk to her. I knew he was with her from sunrise to sunset. But I was not knowing he used to freak the boys out. And his freinds teased that was the reason why Yoona had absolutely no friends. I didn't trust them though. They might be over explaining it.

          He isn't the way I saw him first! I laughed at each fact I found. The girls in school too, used to get scared of him. He in blonde hair did effected how he used to look. His freinds sent some of his pics and he looked rebel. But he looked cute at the same time. Well they said his character is as same as he is in front of Yoona, the angel one! But he would scare the shit out of person in front of him.

        I wonder how Yoona found him as an angel. Like he looks now, but in black hair he does resembles the demon. The se*y one! Aish! What I'm thinking about. He looked pretty with that too. But the innocence when he hid it, he looked like he would screw you if you mess with him. *laughing

        I adored each and every fact. Not his visuals, not his angelic character. But everything, everything about him. The funny stories of him.

        The members in the group got close to me soon. Not mentioning talking about felix all the time. They all adores Felix as their little brother. And he was too me too? I'm not sure! It's odd to call him old brother all of sudden when he is as same age as me.

        My mornings, my evenings my days got filled with him. I don't know why I love to talk to him this much. But, it feels like I'm addicted to him. Only a month and I feel like I've spent my whole life with him. And yet I feel I want to spend my remaining life with him. Wait, am I ..... ..