Anxiety

5 months went by and Alex did not find his father at all. 

He scoured the entire Wasteland, going from east to west, from north to south, from the Maroon bay to the Sun's End bay; he scoured every single place in the Wasteland that had humans in it, and he did not find his father at all.

There were a few places in the northern part of the Wastelands where the entire tribe was actually just filled with beasts that had killed them or made them leave, and that made more fear grow in Alex.

His anxiety about his father was increasing day by day and even while he knew that was a weakness that his Inner demon would use against him, he couldn't help but worry.

What else could he do but worry anyway? This was the place his father had come to and he wasn't here.

After 5 months, Alex had to stop searching. Since he had gone to every location, twice even for a few, he had to give up on finding his father at the moment.