At night Shen Min lay in her room at the inn, looking blankly at the ceiling but not really seeing it, as Wu Long's gaze stood before her eyes as vividly as if she was looking him in the eyes right now.
She was surprised at how happy she was when she learned that he started truly pursuing her only after knowing the real her. She was essentially the same person, so she did not feel any jealousy toward her light side, but if he was attracted to her light side only, that would mean that he rejected part of her.
Shen Min was surprised at it because all of these feelings were new for her, and she did not completely understand what they meant, only vaguely grasping their nuance.