Last night after dinner. Like Noel said. That we can spend time. We did spend time. I do feel like go to bed and sleep.. that medicine give me so much sleep.. bit I don't mind in that.. and other hand I don't want to Ignore Noel.. I still want to know this why me..
When I meet him in pool area he did push me to the wall. And kiss the hell out of me. Which I don't like it I mean it's gross. But I did kiss him back. The whole time he just invite me for what. This.. to kiss me hell out me.. I mean I thought we both can talk and know each other more..
but than I again blame myself.. I did gi e him this chance to do that with me.. if I kiss him that day emotionally this is never happened..
but I also know that who's is.. and what he doing all are just act.. I thought he genuinely like me. and he want to know me in real.. and spend time with me . but now I feel that he just doing for somthing.. he is using me.. why it's still I don't get it..
I am happy that my dad kayden and Michelle interrupt us. And than we did started to talk. And all.. Noel excuse us. And said good night. He get the point that there is no way now he getting anything more now. So he leave us.
Like old time we did enjoy. Surprisingly that Lucas and Marcus join us. And we did have great time with each other.
Marcus said that holly come he's room and than he don't want to be third wheel. They are here for enjoy so he left them when other had same goes to Nate and Mia when Noel come to my room. to spend time with me.. but guess what he have to leave me because he want to spned time with me not with my family..
other than Means that all guys and there partners are spending time with each other.
" so tell me about your old time love story.." I tell to dad and other.. I do want to hear it how they meet.. how they fall for all ledies... they do tell us every dame time that they use to b Badboy and all than how they fall for our mothers..
" if you don't know that let me tell you this first that opposite always attract to each other.. evry good girl alway fall for Badboy.. and every badboy fall for good girl.. because good girl know how to handle badboy well.." Kayden said..
" it's not true.. how it even matter.. they are good or bad.. we love someone when we know them by heart. if someone is bad how can someone like or love him or even attract to them.." I tell them..
" well little Elena it's just we are badboy but that doesn't mean we do bad things.. we always do that things which benefits to us.. so that thing not call bad right ." Michael said..
" than how they said that you are badboys.. when you guys good things mmm" I ask them..
" don't you think you ask lots of questions.." Michelle said getting irrirtate by me.. and we all laugh for he's behaviour.
" But I do ask question which have some meaning and it is use full to know this don't you think so.." I said to him..
" Sometimes we do bully people who hurt girls or anything.. most time we did fight with that guys who try to ask out your mom.. I just don't like it when they have that courage to ask her out.. " dad said thinking about all days.. and i smile at him hearing this..
" How you guts meet.." I ask him..
" We three of meet our beloved with different different situations.. like we use to play football and girls are happen to be walking there and I kick ball which ended up in her face.. and than all are started..." Dad said. And we all smiling thinking this..
" Medellin likes to argue about everything thing and she is one who come to behalf to there side and started to yelled me and than time keyden come and started to argue with her to from my behalf.. " dad said. And we laughed..
" And that was priceless if I said.. what a day man.." keyden said.
" And that time I look at Lucy.. so much sweet and innocent and she is like shaking and anytime she will be pass out looking at this.. and that time I catch her beauty and I fall for her that time when I leid eyes on her.." Michael said. And than I did imagine hearing this what a day that all is going happening that time..
" And I other side to apologise to your mom.. and she is liye crying and don't even look at me.. after that I never see her smile to her face.. whenever I see her she always look at me with hater glare.." dad said to me..
" And other side me always prank on Medellin to irrirtate her.. and she just like throw Dirt on me.. and we both are always end up on principal office.." keyden said..
" Maybe you are badboys on your High school and from them.. means you always do things for people.. but they thought that you do bad things.. but when they saw your good side.. i know that time they all clicked and fall for you guys.. i mean i can say if i was in that time i do fall for you guys.. and no matter what i always love you.. you three of my guardian and always give me best advice and support me whenever I needed you guys.. so yeah.. " i tell them..
" She is smart.." keyden said. And I giggle..
" So tell me did you feel that something this for anyone.. I mean the butterfly craving in your stomach.. when someone is close to you.. give you important.. he did act with you with different different type of way but again he ended up with you.. you think he's happiness is most important to you.. when he is in danger you feel want to be there with him.. when he is hurt you feel hurt to looking at him.. somthing ever feel like this.." Michelle ask me.. and i did hear his every word what he said to me.. but I don't know that I did feel this.. or I don't know.. I mean I don't have comments for this.. and I shake my head and said no to him..
" If you feel all of this for one person that time never lose that person or never let him go try harder to make yours that person.. " he said to me.. and i rise my eyebrows and give him question why..
" Because this is the person whom you are going to fall for him.. this is the person you can live without him.. and this is called love.. " he said to me..
" And we did feel this when we feel this all feelings. Towards our beloved.. and that's why now we are with them right now.." keyden said to me.. and i nodded with my head..
" What if we feel it all this.. but that person didn't feel that same what will have to do than.." i ask them..
" See everyone have soulmate.. and if you feel for someone means he also feel same as you.. because we always act front of that person like this.. when he did same act like with us.. for example.. if Lucas care about you and you do care about him but that doesn't mean you both are like each other.. because you both know this that you both like each other but not that way.. if you do both like for that way.. than my chilled action louder than words.. trust me.. it's all about feelings.. " Michelle explan to us.. and i nodded with my head. Even Lucas and Marcus also understand what they want to said to us..
" Anyways it's to late.. we should go back in and we see you guys in morning.." dad said. And we all agree with him.. and said good night to each other..
After saying good night to them I go to my room. And there is no one in there. Which I am happy for that.
But still what I had conversation with them it still going on in my mind.. it's that so.. everyone have soulmate.. than me and Noel what we feel.. why can't I feel that now.. why I feel like he is using me.. did I didn't see that closely that what he is real him.. did I just take to faster for all this with him.. I do have to think about it once again.. and even talk to him..
I walk to my bed and jup on bed for sleeped. When I meet my bed. I did had medicine to my stomach. When I about the swtich off the light someone did knocking my door. Who's it this time I mean it's to late maybe it's Ari. Now. Don't tell me that Noel is come again..
I get out to the bed and than open the door. When i see that who's it. I get relive the he's not here. But than there is bigger problem what he is going here.
" Did you forget your room. Or somthing.." I ask him. He push me away. And get in the my room. I turn around and look at him. What was it.. I mean it is insulting..
" I got mail and I got your reports.." he said to me and looking at all photo's from our childhood. And I walk to my bed. And again seat there. He is looking at my room and see all this how we decorated this room. And than looking at all the photos of again . And don't know thing somthing And smile.
" It's that okky. I hope all is good.." i ask him.
" Yeahh all is good. But still after that when we got returned you have to check on one more time for cross check that all is well.. while you show me your stomach I want to see how's it heal properly I mean is it hurt.. " he ask me looking at me. And come closer to me.
" What.. " i said suddenly hearing this. And then getting uncomfortable. When he walking where I am seating.
" It's just that I want to see that how's its look like.. " he said to me. And I did pull up to my t-shirt hesitantly. And he touch my stomach. And I try to not to screams. I mean yeah if someone can touch it it is hurt like bitch..
"It's still paining.." he ask me.
" Well duhh don't you see. That it's only get two days. It is paining like hell.. " I tell him..
" Don't worry it will be heal.. did you take your medicine on time.. " he said to me and pull bakc he's hand. I adjust my clothes. And look at him..
" Yes I did take medicine. And that not hurt if no one touch it.. But others time it did hurt like bitch and yeah I did taking my medicines properly on time don't worry about that.. " i tell him what I feel..
" I am sorry about that.. " he said to me. Hearing this he did feel guilty. Why he feel guilty when there is not even he's fault..
" It's oky.. there is not your fault. It's just me who wants to come to you. " I tell him. And touch he's arm. And than our eyes meet. And than again. I feel it.. what I feel that our eyes meet with each other.. it's intense The spark that feeling I feel it..
I look away.. I don't want to look at him.. it's still not good. It's not right.. he is fake with Ness or not. But still my sister loves him.. and I can't do with that with my sister never and ever.. no matter what..
" I think you should go.. it's late.." i tell him in low voice..
" Yeahh right.. " he said and than shrugged himself. And than left my room. When he left after that few seconds after Ari enter and close the door.
" Ohhkky now tell me what is Nick doing here. Is he come for me. Shoot I don't have to go to the girls room. I did spend some time with him.. " see what I am thinking. She still into him..
" He did.. but don't worry you can always spend time with him tomorrow you know.. " i lie to her. I don't want to but I don't have any other choice do I.. I can't do that with my sister whom I love her most..
" Yeahh yeah.." she said. And we both are sleep in bed.
" Ari.." i call her.
" Hummmm" she humm me in response.
" Do you still have feelings for him.. I mean I just.. " i said but she cut me off.
" I don't know. Maybe yes or maybe no.. I mean I do spend time with Noah.. and I do feel somthing for Noah which I still can't figure it out what it it.. he also don't know what it is.. other side I always pull back to Nick when he come front of me. I feel like that I am cheating or somthing.. " she said to me.
" Cheating who.. " i ask her.
" Cheating maybe you or Nick.." she siad.
" Why me. See if you think that I stil have crush on Noah or somthing than you don't have to worry about it. It's long time ago Ari.. that time I am kid. Now I just look at him as my best friend and I alway will be.. " i tell her.
" I know right. Even he did said to me same.. " she said.
" He did.. means he did feel same to you but what that mean he did said.. mean he also feel that in past time.. " i said wilden my eyes.
" No he didn't but indirectly he did... " She said.
" See Ari.. whoever makes you happy choose him. After that don't think second thought About it. I want you see you happy. And whatever is decision I always be stand by you no matter what.. " i tell her.
" I know right.. don't worry. I will decide it soon.. and you are the one that hear this news first oky little sis.. " She said to me. And we both giggle.
" Now good night. We do have big day tomorrow.." she siad. And I noddd. And close my eyes.
And like this we both deep in sleepp .