Hiking With Gang..

Whole day go tiredy.. so when I meet my bedroom. I jump on my bed and sleep not even th8nk second thought to do anything else..

Two days more...

I said to myself.  Everything is going well for now. Lara and zara do little bit drama but i try to avoid them most of time. Most time I am with noel Lucas and Marcus.. sometime Mia and holly do join me Nothing else..

They both do come to us. And try to argue about stupid things but I just glare at them. And they do stop once. But than they see I didn't do after that they started again.. and yeah that is taking my nerve.. I mean I don't like it when someone keep Poking me when I am not even intersted to talk with them..

I don't know why Ness invite them. Even she don't even spending time with them or anything. She give her whole time to Nick which I don't mind.. what what about this two queen be.. who just keep coming between others business..

Zara too try to flirt with Noah he like gentleman. He did try to push her away Sweetly not to feel like he did snap at her or somthing.

Noah and Ari both are getting more closer. That looking at them. Making me happy.

I feel like someone is going to be completed dad's promise. Other than I will do with he's business. It's win win situation I guess.

Next morning when I wake up. Ari and me both Hugging each other cuddling and sleeping. I did smile looking at this.

I try to wake up without any noise to make her wake. When I finally succeeded I see that she did wake up too. My whole energy get wested..

We both freshnup and than walk to downstairs. And meet everyone. And we do talk about our horses riding. And than our swimming pool party for our today's plan. And I am so excited about it.. want to go there and just get relax.. and enjoy it..

Yesterday we all are too much tired to so we didn't go for horses riding. We made decision that take rest and do it today. And let me say everyone is ready for today.

We eat our breakfast fast. And than we go for backyard to take horse's.

I did wear clothes like cowman.. hat and big shoes.. and cloths. So did everyone.

Everyone look so handsome and cute and beautiful. If I said. In my opinion.

" Ready for today.." Noah come to me and said. When it's about horses. He always come to me. And I always go after him. It's our think. We do like spend time with each other with horse's. Whenever we both are together.

" Hell yeah . But you do know our Angel is pregnant. So we can't take her out right even we ride her?? " I tell him.. with sad tone.

" Yeahhh we can't.  But we at least we can take anyone else.. who knows.. we got new one.. beautiful like Angel.. or handsome like demon.. " he said to me and smrik. And I giggled.

" Sure let's go.. " i said. And we both go and than we got one more and than we started to ride him. He's cute. And still young and little. But he do have lot more stamina if I said.

Me and Noah did play with him. Give him food and water to drinks. After that we did play with him. Ride him. After all happen we did wash him. And than he did giggle when we did that. He is cute. I like it.

Me and Noah after long time spend time with each other. When other side. I did see my sister and Nick do same. But the same time Ness also join them. So my sister did feel alone and jealous.

" Ari you can always join us.. you Know.." I tell her.. and Noah do happy with that hearing this..

" Right Noah ." I said and look at him and smrike at him and tell him that what is going on I know it too.. and he just Rolle he's eyes like really.. preety boy.. and I giggled at him he's antics..

" Sure I do love to join us.." my sister said and than we three of had fun with together..

After that Noah and Ari started to talk and they littrly forget me which I really don't mind.. and I am happy that same time Marcus and Lucas invite me with them to help there horse's.. and I did help them..

" You know lot about this.." he said to me.. and i smile at them..

" Trust me our whole life we spend here.. " i tell them..

" You four of them seems to close to each other don't you.." lucas said to me.. and i smile and nodded with my head..

" You d9nt have any idea.. we use to play together eat together.. even fight together.. and I love that past memories I feel like I want to again be a kid.. and enjoy every moment like I use to it before.." I tell them..

" You still will do that don't you think so.." Marcus said to me..

" Don't you see.. all are bussy in there on.. and trust me if they are happy than I don't want to disturb them.. I am happy that they are making new memories.. so do I.. don't I.. spending time with you guys.. the nice conversation we are having.. " I tell them.. and smile at them..

After riding with horses and enjoy our day. We all are plan to take nap and than we can meet on evening for pool party..

I did feel executive.. I take hot shower. And than sleep on my bed. And than when I wake up. I am not alone.

" What are you doing here..." I said opening my half eyes. and looking at him..

" I am just passing to my room. Than your room door is open so just I come here to check on you. And your buries. Is it ookky.." he said to me. I rub my eyes and adjust myself. And than I look at him. And than look down to my legs which are in to the blanket.

I did touch my stomach. It's not that Paining. And I am glad for that. I silde my t-shirt to upper side. And than show him.. and also look at it.. the is dark purple mark is there. And it's look like someone pinch me hard. Or someone did give me love bite or something.

I feel that he come forward and than touch it.. and I don't know wht happened to me but i did feel shiver feel shiver in my whole body When he did touch my stomach.

" Is it hurt.." he said in low voice. That is only I can hear.. I shake my head and said him no.. i don't know how to speak for a minute I forgot to what to say to him.. so I just shake my head..

" Naah not like before.. but I know it will be fine.." i said to him. And he nodded with he's head. And than looking at me. And my eyes did meet he's eyes. And we both are looking at each other. And I again forgetting everything and just stuck in he's eyes.. his eyes.. if I said.. it's the best I never see it before his eyes that closely.. and I never think that I can see it like this.. but it is beautiful if I said..

I Am keep asking myself. That why now.. what change that he is caring about me. Keep coming to me.. don't he said that I am no one to him.. why he now come to me.. and what is the behind this to calling me hazal.. and that question can't get out from my head..

" Why..." I suddenly burn out. And than he did look at me. And chuckle.. rising he's eyebrows.. and I look away. And thinking that what to do now.. I did feel suddenly nervous. Did I really said that loud..

" Why what.." he ask me. And than over glance again meet with each other.. and I don't know how to face he's glance and how to answer him.. bit I did myself strong to don't be show him that he have that effect on me..

" what change that you keep coming back to me.. when you said that I am Nothing to you.. you hating me and I am not even exist.. than why all this..." I said to him.. and he also nodded with he's head nervously.. I do have answer for this or not..

" Why... Why you come back there that time Why you follow me.." he ask me that.. what the.. here I am waiting for he's answer but here he is doing different seriously.. I mean I am asking him question and he is not answering but also he want to question me..

" I want you to give me answer after that I will give yours.." I tell him like kids if he want to play like this. And I will do the same. Like we always said you go first type of think..

" The answer is already in your answer.. " he ask me. And I look at him confusingly. What he mean by that..

" Tell me why you follow me that day.." he ask me again.. and I don't know what to said.. I mean I don't even know that why I follow him.. what comes to me that I follow him..

" I.. I don't know.. what I am thinking. I just see that that boys are not look good person to me.. and and like dad said. Always stick together.. " i said to him.. why the hell I am shuttering.. he smrike at me. And don't know wht is going on he's mind.

" like you said. We are family. And we have to stick together. And that's what I am doing.. like you save my ass that time. Now it's my turn to help out with this.. because it's happened because of me. After that I will never annoying you I guess is that what you want than.. " he said to me. And I get it.. there is no onlther think that he keep coming.. I get it.. I get it well I nooded my head. And than I stoop up. And leave. I didn't say anything to him.. it's just best that he is leaving.

I don't know but i don't like he's answer at all.. I mean I know already that he never be change. He is bad boy. And he is doing bad shits. He is change already. Why will he do again somthing..

He already tolde me that he hate me. And that will never going to be change. So why I am keep thinking and asking him stupid question.. what I am even thinking..

There is ever nothing going to be happen to its bettee that I don't think about it.. just get out it. And let it be.. enjoy your time with friends m and make my Christmas good as hell like we always do...

" I never said that you annoying me.." I said suddenly I don't know how and why I said this to him.. and he look at me and wanted to ask me or say somthing but before he said something someone call him and he look at me and Apologize to me and than leave me alone. And I singht..

That long I am holding my breath. I didn't know I mean why the hell I said. Now what will he think.. and most importantly why I am feeling like this..

When it's already cleared that he helping me because I am helped him that day to Savin he's as. Now he also doing same. Nothing elss.

Ughh..

That make me frustrated I get out to the bed. And started to freshnup for going for pool party.. and this is the best thing I thing happened that I can divert my mind..