Rigorous Expectations

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It all depends?

Michael exclaims looking at me expectantly.

Before any more can be said Taylor walks in with two others on his heals one of which would be Logan and the other Michael introdused as Ericks second in ranks from the Elite Guards and he looked every bit as imposing in his military stile uniform.

Not long after the quick introduction Michael left us with a quick warning of not being able to leave the mansion today until further notice from him and just like that he was on his way out the front door with them.  

Looking over at Emma eating away like nothing happend I can't help but to question what exactly is happening when two guards walk in informing us that they will be on surveillance at the entrance in case we need anything.

Ok now im getting a bit more confused and concerned about what may be happening outside.

Finally observing the confusion and concern on my face Emma decides to speak up.

"Its most likely just some rogues in the area he gets defensive when ever they're spotted near or around the pack lands."

Rouges? As in feral or wild Wolfs?

"Yeah something like that! Rogues tend to be wolfs with no pack no land or no ties any where."

what would they be doing here then?

"Who knows that might be what michael's finding out right now it might be nothing."

Nothing... would michael leave us guarrds here for nothing if it was nothing? what are you not telling me about this Emma I'm not dumb I noticed the way michael looked at us, at you as he walked away!

"It's just that sometimes they tend to not be very friendly, they're unpredictable and aggressive at times. They don't do well with in a pack structure, most are loners stick to them selfs but there are those that are banished from their packs. Those tend to hold grudges against packs and any form of authority...''

After the first few words Emma said everything in my body seemed to get frozen not being able to process much of the information that she was trying to explain to me.

All I Seemed to be able to process at the time was the fact that some where in her explanation she said some rogues try to take control of other packs by challenging their alfa. That statement alone send a cold chill down my spine, from that sentence on I was no longer in control of my mind all I wanted to do was find him.

I needed to know where he was and if anything had happend outside? What if it was an attack? Would he be hurt? What it he got... No that can't be.

All Of a sudden feeling like I was suffocating within the mansion, and before Emma can reach me I make bolted towards the kitchen if the front doors are being guarded why not try the back door. But Emma being well Emma she caught up with me as I was about to walk out of the back kitchen door. The panic with in me is rising as we notice one of the guards from earlier standing guard at the now wide open door.

Emma tries to pull me back in and all I keep saying to her is I can't breath I need air I've got to get out of here please let me out.

I can hear her asking me over and over again whats wrong while trying to confort me in a way that only triggers my panic more by adding on an...

"It's ok lizzy no rogue can get to us michael wouldn't let anything happen to us he'll stop them. He will protect this pack with his life if need be."

That new sentence sent a deathly chill throughout me once more my vision blured not knowing what to do I started crying hysterically as Emma had the guard bring me back inside the kitchen, just as the guard was placing me on one of the chairs by the kitchen island the back dood gets pushed open and the sweet smell of apples and fresh pine hits me like a freight train.

Suddenly being lifted of the chair I am comforted by a warmth that calms me and begins to clear my clouded mind, yet before I knew it I was back inside my room being conforted by none other than michael as a nurse from the hospital all of a sudden gave me a shot that to my understanding was most likely to help me calm down, but I was still unwiling to let go of michael as I clung to his arm as if he was the last life jacket on a sinking ship.

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Taylor explains as we leave the house that the rouge was awake and had intended on cooperating in exchange for being released but he would only talk if I was present to negotiate and certify the deal with him.

I would ofcourse be there one way or another but this was something that even Taylor could handle especially since this matter was mainly braedens issue to persue.

Not long after informing natassia about the fact that the rogue was willing to speak a strange and sudden panic arouse in me mekih was extrimly agitated out of nowhere.

I need to get back to the mansion something is wrong with Elizabeth trying to contact Emma but she wasn't responding. I try to communicate with the guards at the mansion and Andy confirmed that Elizabeth was having some sort of pamic attack so I inform laura to send over a nurse with a sedative to help Elisabeth calm down.

walking in the first thing that hits me is the sight of elisabeth being placed in a chair by Andy I can smell her fear and panic so with out a word I just take her with me up to her bed room.

On the way Emma explained to me what had happend and the fact that she might of trigerd Elizabeth's panic attack by explaining something about the rogue attack.   

For goodness sake what rogue attake Emma!

Some what understanding what happened I inform her that there was no suck thing as an attack at the moment. They dont need to know what happened before do they? Placing Elisabeth on her bed nurse Lita gives her a sedative to help her relax before heading back to the hospital.

sitting down with Elisabeth holding on to me Emma seemed to be relaxing just a little bit as well as she continues to explain what happen with more detail until Elisabeth is completely a sleep yet holding as tight to my hand as if I'd vanish with the blink of an eye.

Little does she know that I would never let go even if she her self begged me to let go I would rather die than let her go!