INTRODUCTION

Hi guys! my name is ROZY a woman who seeks independency and likes to be strong and self reliant who wishfully pays my own bills and I believe on my own capabilities rather than waiting for a princecharming or a domineering ceo to rescue me .

one day after many failed attempts of emotional blackmails and strict orders from my family with no option to say no I said yes to go on blind date.

I ended up sitting infront of the most eligible bachelor of the country a man with good looks, strong background (and body), powerful aura but waiting for this awkward session to end as soon as possible while making up every excuse possible to leave in my head . He noticed my restlessness and by keeping his face expressionless he asked "ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE?"

I got stunned by that but after a second i shook my head and SAID "NO BUT WHAT MADE YOU ASK THAT?" with a questioning face.

"YOU ARE IN URGE TO LEAVE LIKE YOUR MAN IS WAITING FOR YOU "he said with same face (expressionless) before i could say something he continued "I AM SORRY BUT I HAVE A WOMEN THAT I LOVE WAITING FOR ME AS WE BOTH ARE NOT INTO THIS DATE LETS CALL IT A DAY" as i digested what he said he stood up and said "I WISH YOU FIND SOMEONE YOU WANT SOON, MISS ROZY" with that he walked away and I was sitting there wondering why would he even attend the date if he already had someone or may be due to family pressure same as mine but it does not give him an excuse to go on dates and I don't like it when someone can't stand on to his own ground firmly wether in personal life or work life but again I am no one to judge someone so I stopped thinking about it.

After ordering my food I started to think about how my perception changed about marriage as i grow up from having good hubby and cute kids with good family relations as the main motto of my life to convincing my parents that marriage and kids are not necessary to complete my life or to be happy. I don't remember how i changed this drastically but it did not happened overnight that's for sure.

while enjoying every bite of my favourite food sitting alone in a huge but uncrowded restaurant i didn't felt loneli and I am quite got used to it and loved my own company and i realised that I don't need someone else but asked myself do you want a husband with whom you can talk, walk, cuddle, kiss and ....?

YES I don't need but want that someone whom I dreamt about nearly two decades to have but still do not have one by my side but i have a lot to talk to that person even though he can't hear me out now but want to let it out so I started writing...

"DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND"