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Sunny pov

For sure not to the same school. I meant by that real college, I wanted to study hard this time. But I wanted to give him a hint too, that I waited for him for ten years and he should wait for me another two years.

He wasn't ready to take my virginity and make me his forever yet. Even so, he loved me. And I guess I wasn't ready too, because I lost my self-esteem. Yes, the bruises that covered my body made me feel as if I was a beast. I wanted to go out there to fix myself, before being with him.

And it was a good test for our love. Even so, I was very certain that I would never love another alpha or another man but Juan. But what about him and his luna and his son?

He needed a lot of time to live with them until he would be able to decide. My life was full of obstacles after all. I was still unsure why vampires and Marcus wanted me that much! Yes, it was something weird.