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Chapter 87 - Matthew

Nothing is easy. If everything were, it would lose its meaning. At least that was what my physical therapist said. The second one, the first one had a little bit of attitude problem.

Okay, scratch that. That was me, I was the problem. I couldn’t get my body to function how I’d like it to and poured my frustrations on anyone nearby. Austin had the wisdom to cut ties with that therapist so it wouldn’t get ugly. I don’t get mad, I just sulk. The passive-aggressive treatment lost its touch by my 5th session and instead, Austin got the brunt of it after.

I really should get a handle on my emotions. I know that… It’s just that I can’t get myself to talk about it. I just can’t. Every time I try to, it’s like a dark cloud envelops everything and I choke up. The memories quickly turn into reality in my head. The fear of it happening again takes over. In my mind, talking about it means reliving everything, and who would want that?