Thirty nine

"See? You won't let me touch you, I was right, you are mad." She pouted. Was she being serious right now?!!

"Jessie, I'm not mad at you."

"Then let me at least tou...."

"No." I stopped her before she could finish her sentence, I felt like I knew what she wanted to say. I didn't want to do anything with her and not letting her touch me was going to make that very clear to her. I didn't want to give her an impression that she had a chance because she really didn't.

She looked down to the floor after I said 'no'. I heard her sniff. She was doing it again, she was starting that sob thing she did the other day outside our general lecture hall. There wasn't anyone here at our lodge's hallway, she wasn't getting a hug from me like before besides Ann was just a door away.

I saw a tear drop to the ground after I didn't bother at first. Was she really crying? Oh my god, you've got to be kidding me. She lifted her face and wiped the second tear rolling down her cheek quickly using the back of her palm. It didn't ruin her makeup, I guess it was water proof.

"You are a jerk, you know that?" I heard her say in between sniffs.

I didn't say anything, I just watch her try and control the tears forming in her eyes. She wiped off another tear from her cheek.

"I shouldn't be throwing myself to you, I know I'm pretty, guys go crazy for me but for some reason I want you and you dare threat me like this?"

"Jessie...." I couldn't let her go on because I knew I've never treated her wrongly. Everytime I said no to her was for both our good. I didn't want to lead her on or even use her like she once suggested.

"Don't call my name!" She yelled.

"Shhhh." I told her and saw her eyes widen.

"Oh you want me to shhhh? You want to shhh huh?!" She made her voice louder than the first time. I didn't want her to disturb Ann's sleep.

"Jessie..." I was begging at this point and she seemed to not want to comply.

"I not gonna shhhh, fot your information!" She said more loudly on purpose.

"Jessie, come on."

"Who is in there?" She finally lowered her voice.

"No one."

"You think I'm stupid? Is she here?"

"Who?"

"I swear I'll scream and it won't have only her coming out to see us, everyone who has a room by this hallway would come too. Is she here?" She repeated her question with a threat.

"Who are you asking about?"

"Don't play with me Jerry!" She increased her voice again. Fuck.

"Shhhh." I pulled her far from my room's door by the arm over to a corner near the stairs."What the fuck is wrong with you?" I asked angrily this time after her attempts to wake Ann.

"I know she's here, her car is parked outside." She went back to her sad tone with some tears still in her eyes.

"I don't want to do this with you Jessie, you hear me? Who is in my room is none of your fucking business." I thought I should make it clear to her.

"What does she have that I don't?"

"Nothing." I answered immediately. There was really nothing Ann had that she didn't, they were both pretty and sexy but I didn't want her(Jessie), why won't she just deal with that?

"Then why are you picking her and not me? Huh?"

"Look...."I ran my fingers through my hair."Can you just forget me? Please, okay? I don't have intentions to start any sort of relationship with you now or later. I won't lie to you or give you false hopes, you and I won't happen, try to avoid me if it would help in forgetting me, okay?" I said my mind to her not caring if I sounded too harsh this time. I think this is the only way she would stop with all of this she was doing.

"I can't Jerry." She started to sob. Maybe I was too harsh just now."Sorry I yelled, please don't say that, I can't forget you...."

"Jessie." I wanted to stop what she was saying because she needed to forget me, she really needed to.

"I won't talk about her anymore, okay? I won't bring Ann up, please don't tell me to forget you."

"Jessie..." I tried calling her again but she reached for my neck and with her hands holding on to my neck for support, she kissed me.

It was all swift, all of what she just did. I pushed her away from me. Why did she do that?

"Why did you.....?" The question couldn't even leave my surprised lips.

"To calm you down, so you won't be mad at me anymore." She answered biting her lips and smiling with some tear still in her eyes.

I heard footsteps and looked right; where I heard it from. It was Dylan. He was standing there with his school bag hung against his right shoulder. Did he see her kiss me? He stared at us briefly before walking past us and towards our room. He didn't look like he gave a shit.

"Fuck." I muttered under my breath and gave Jessie a fierce look to show my disapproval for what she did.

After that, I hurried after Dylan. I wanted to meet him before he went to the room and met Ann. I also wanted him to be careful with hoe he opened the door to our room so he didn't wake her up and disturb her sleep.

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